I fell back with a sense of urgency
The same lows, on a different frequency
I lost touch, and felt the room scatter
Subside, and opt for the latter
I tried to get by balancing on fences
But even indecision bears consequences

I'm sorry for the way that things ended
The lines get blurry when youre medicated
I'm sleepless, and jaded
It's my fault, I hate it
Always longing for something more

(It's all coming back to me now)
I was tangled in her hair
She was my cross to bear
Pharmaceutical absolution
But you can't pass the burden
Blaming another person
Hyper-delusional restitution
I hit the gas
It pulled me back
The beasts of my burdens were fading fast
I'll be the cul-de-sac
Insomniac
I'll die as a martyr, and maniac

I'm sorry for the way that things ended
The lines get blurry when youre medicated
I'm sleepless, and jaded
It's my fault, I hate it
Always longing for something more

The conversation started bearing its teeth
Lock, stock, and stuck to her guns
She had them pointed at me
She said
You're not a poet, or a prophecy
Just a kid in your head
With those hypothesis
It's easier to be hopeless
Pessimistic, and broken
When you've gone too far
But if you stand by the path you have chosen
Confident and devoted
You could learn to live with the scars

I'm learning to live with the scars

I'm sorry for the way that things ended
The lines get blurry when youre medicated
I'm sleepless, and jaded
It's my fault, I hate it
Always longing for something more

Forever longing for something more