Remembered - Shi Shi

I'm waiting for a train To take me away The cost of my vanity I can't afford to pay I'm waiting for a change To not feel this way I gave up my sanity For nothing in exchange I think I'm wasted And I'll never make it I'm numb and I'm jaded And I can't escape it I think I'm waking Cause I feel you fading There's nowhere to run The train never comes I'm sick of this place I'm sick of LA I traded my heart for a taste of the fame, yeah Don't know what love is, but I love cocaine I love the way that she feels and now I can't feel my pain I can't feel the mania, I don't feel insane She swears that I have a problem, like I don't know That if I don't get a grip, I'm gonna die on this road I know I'm losing control, I've been losing hope I swear I'm trying to grow, but this is This is all that I know The world that I'm lost in Is one I can't process I've been to the bottom I'm back to the bottle Already forgot it Already forgotten The pain that it causes Like I didn't cause it And I think I'm wasted And I'll never make it I'm numb and I'm jaded And I can't escape it And I think I'm waking Cause I feel you fading Your memory's erasing And I can't escape, no I can't escape

你還不太懂 問 怎麼又哭了 那就是理由 我現在想要走 你以為一切都美好 撫摸我吻我的臉 但這顆心不再為你跳 內疚藏不了 我奪回我的自由 拼命地往外逃 就算後悔在等著我 選擇不留任何選擇 我不是不愛了 也不是不快樂 只是我的心跳 它已犯下了大錯 不知遊蕩了多久 瞬間感覺失落 眼前都是我們回憶 其他什麼都看不到 這不是我要的 這不是我想的 自由不是自由 愛或不愛都罪惡 貪圖假象的 否定擁有的 這就是理由 拋下了所有 我以為一切會美好 任性地去感覺 等這顆心全被破壞 回頭已經太晚 我奪回我的自由 拼命地往外逃 就算後悔在等著我 選擇不留任何選擇 我不是不愛了 也不是不快樂 只是我的心跳 它已犯下了大錯 不知遊蕩了多久 瞬間感覺失落 眼前都是我們回憶 其他什么都看不到 這不是我要的 這不是我想的 自由不是自由 愛或不愛都罪惡 這顆心不再為你跳 這顆心不再 這顆心不再為你跳