Polkichchi Wage - M S Fernando

Feels like I'm caught in a whirlwind inside my head I'm my own natural disaster beneath my skin I can't explain and you just won't get it I can't numb the pain, it's all I think about I can't explain and you just won't get it I can't numb the pain I'm too deep to believe I can face myself It's hard not to give up when you go through hell I'm trapped in my skin This is my prison Behind the bars I create for myself (No one else to blame) Alone and helpless I'm tied to all this (Living in my chains) I can't explain and you just won't get it I can't numb the pain I'm too deep to believe I can face myself It's hard not to give up when you go through hell I'm trapped in my skin This is my prison I can't explain and you'll never get it So tell me what's the point now I can't explain and you just won't get it I can't numb the pain, numb the pain I'm too deep to believe I can face myself It's hard not to give up when you go through hell I'm trapped in my skin This is my prison I'm trapped in my skin, this is my prison This is my prison

Don't keep on telling me that I'm gonna pull through When you don't know low like I do Yah I'm afraid of the things I don't say The thoughts in my head that Keep me tossing, turning, lying awake Don't keep on telling me That I'm gonna pull through When you don't know low like I do I've been running away again I've been running away again I've been running away again Chasing after all the battles I can never win I don't think that I can take much more It feels like I've lost it all (lost it all) Who will save me when I can't save myself? Hard to think we were born to live this way Burning bridges, ripping stitches out to drown the pain Bleed me out, run me dry, watch the hammer fall Let the river run and bury me beneath it all Bury me Bury me beneath it all I've been running away again Chasing after all the battles I can never win I don't think that I can take much more It feels like I've lost it all (lost it all) Who will save me when I can't save myself? Searching for answers A cure for this cancer It's all in my head I'm one step from the edge I've been running away again Chasing after all the battles I can never win I don't think that I can take much more It feels like I've lost it all I've been running away again Chasing after all the battles I can never win I don't think that I can take much more It feels like I've lost it all (lost it all) Who will save me when I can't save myself? (Save myself) Who will save me when I can't save myself? (Save me) Who will save me when I can't save myself?

Relapse Tear the stitch from my open wound Time would heal but I never wanted to Roots run deep, poison rushes through Left its hooks in me Severed my sense of truth Severed my sense of truth I take one step forward then two steps back 'Til I run out of time in the hourglass When heaven is full And hell don't want me back Watch it fade to black As I relapse You might call me insane Withdrawing from the pain Tell myself I can change Swear I'm not an addict Just another bad habit Just another bad Just another bad habit Just another bad habit I take one step forward Then two steps back 'Til I run out of time in the hourglass When heaven is full And hell don't want me back Watch it fade to black As I relapse I take one step forward Then two steps back 'Til I run out of time in the hourglass When heaven is full And hell don't want me back Watch it fade to black As I relapse I should stop but I ain't one to quit So you can save yourself Or free fall in this bottomless pit Save yourself

Instead of working minimum wage (Washing dishes everyday!) I wanted to make my dreams come true! (true!) Nothing could stop me, I knew I have only one (life!) I just believed in myself! Let them laugh, Let them laugh, Let them say anything Doesn't matter what they say! I know that I live only one life Want to make it wonderful! Instead of working minimum wage (Washing dishes everyday!) I wanna go see the world (world) Nothing could stop me, I knew I have only one (life!) I just believed in myself! Just to believe is the hardest thing when you live In a world of ignorance! I know that I live only one life Want to make it wonderful! Instead of working minimum wage I wanted to make my dreams come true! (feel the world!) Instead of working minimum wage I wanna make my dreams come true! (feel the world!) Instead of working minimum wage I will to make my dreams come true! (feel the world!) So-oo-oo-o

I want to be the person That I was made to be I've only scratched the surface I'm giving everything I am never defined by the mistakes I've made I have a purpose to exist, I've got something to say There is a hope despite shortcomings we face Got no love Got no grace Through thick and thin we must stay strong We won't lose sight, we will prevail, we will overcome Through thick and thin we must stay strong We won't lose sight, we will prevail, we will overcome These ghosts still haunt me It's all I have on these sleepless nights Show me that I can still be saved Show me that I'm worth saving I know who I am Mistakes are what made me Your words, they can't change me So go waste your breath somewhere else I've heard it all before so keep it to yourself Keep it to yourself I'm not a prophet, I don't have all the answers Transparent, imperfect, lost, still fighting the cancer We often ask ourselves "Is life really worth it?" How quickly we forget every life has a purpose I am revival I am revival The turning point to a close minded race Open your mind, we all bleed the same One day they'll stand at the foot of my grave I can't help but wonder what they will say Life is a vapor, you only get one chance Will you move forward with open heart and hands? These ghosts still haunt me It's all I have on these sleepless nights Show me that I can still be saved Show me that I'm worth saving I want to be the person That I was made to be I've only scratched the surface I'm giving everything This life is mine This time I play for keeps This life is mine