Over-Attached - Zoe Hines

I wrapped a string around my thumb To remind me of that singer at the station We pretended that we liked his old guitar and the way he sung Just to put off taking trains to different places Remember lying naked on the porch Making fun of Californians in the winter I'm still wedded to the way you tie your hair up when it's warm So I tie another string on my ring finger Now I'm losing the feeling All my fingers turning numb Pins and needles in my thumb 'Cause I'm losing the feeling Now my hands are turning blue But these knots are tying me To the feeling of you We wrote a list of movies that we'd see Said we'd watch them when I saw you in November Now this became a promise that we meant, but couldn't keep So I wrapped a loop around my little finger Now I'm losing the feeling All my fingers turning numb Pins and needles in my thumb 'Cause I'm losing the feeling Now my hands are turning blue But these knots are tying me To the feeling of you Now I'm losing the feeling All my fingers turning numb Pins and needles in my thumb 'Cause I'm losing the feeling Now my hands are turning blue But these knots are tying me To the feeling of you I told you when we woke up in my bed This is just a passing thing, no strings attached We were riding 'til we parted with our strings in a knot The harder that we pulled, the tighter that it got

No NSYNC she got her strings attached I'm on a tight leash But I like that Ex text me Said she's sorry I don't type back I make her toes curl then she do it right back I hit it once she threw it right back My girl she knows what the vibe is Zip ties & ropes get me excited But we don't talk about the shit we do in private My baby got me held down Tight grip Where she goes I go She's got control A hold I can't break free from Where she goes I go She's got control A hold I can't get rid of Lips so sweet Girl you taste like candy Hips go swing Everytime you walk past like OMG You turn a good boy nasty No NSYNC she got her strings attached I think That she wanna move fastly Not my first But she'll make it my last I can't leave Cause I'm feeling her grab me No NSYNC she got her strings attached OMG She the love MVP She got me saying my Q's She got me saying my p's She got me down on my knees Even begging her please She got me attached But attached by the strings She's pulling me right now she's pulling my left side Every night she want me by her bedside She want a boy that got his bread right And since my head right Then I'm there every night Wrapped up Air tight Where she goes I go She's got control A hold I can't break free from Where she goes I go She's got control A hold I can't get rid of Lips so sweet Girl you taste like candy Hips go swing Everytime you walk past like OMG You turn a good boy nasty No NSYNC she got her strings attached I think That she wanna move fastly Not my first But she'll make it my last I can't leave Cause I'm feeling her grab me No NSYNC she got her strings attached

Suffocate Self deprecate Sippin' on the juice Makes me feel okay Strong poker face I'll never let you see what I'm feeling Don't judge the process of my healing Life's a game A game we love to play Some are born with luck Have a winning fate Filled with dread I know I'm not the same as them Push myself to do the best that I can Why can't I take the chance? Guess I'm scared of the reaction I don't want to feel this way no more So scared to open that door Suffocate Self deprecate Sippin' on the juice Makes me feel okay Strong poker face I'll never let you see what I'm feeling Don't judge the process of my healing Two sides like a Gemini One side will never hides Open book with a passion What you think of my mind Sometimes I go crazy Confidence like MJ in the 80s Been chillin beast mode lately Manic with intention of direction Getting money While I got my diamonds dancing I could switch it up Show myself some love Before I give it up But I know what I'm about to run back too The same attitude That's left me stuck on the same stoop So it goes Circles in the road I find myself in the same place I was before Think I'm seeing ghosts Travel through the unknown Searching for a purpose why me Why this world?

Rough on the weekdays Love on the weekends Feel like we're climbing Going the distance Feel somethings missing Losing this mission Now we are drifting Just left for Britain In London we kick it Bend it like Beckham Love my alone time Don't got my attention Hate your intentions It's too much Think I had enough Can I switch it up Seem to fall for the same type I never give up New face with the same lies The bank corrupt Stole my money and left with it all Just my luck yeah just my luck Take me to Paris Where I find my true love We lip lock on love lock Heart big like a Uhual Move just to see you Love it when you call Be there in minutes Let's gets down to business Take me to Paris Take me to Paris Take me to Paris Say that you like me I know we gotta hide it Kept it on the down low But I cannot fight this Kick back at our friends crib Act like we not something Had plans just to see you The night turns into nothing On the train, this is tragic Left my ass like some magic Always gotta look both ways Before walking into some traffic Should of saw this coming Feel my heart it's drumming Can I switch it up Seem to fall for the same type I never give up New face with the same lies The bank corrupt Stole my money and left with it all Just my luck yeah just my luck Take me to Paris Where I find my true love We lip lock on love lock Heart big like a U-Haul Move just to see you Love it when you call Be there in minutes Let's gets down to business Take me to Paris Take me to Paris Take me to Paris Can't be your secret no more Can't live in secret no more