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I've been falling quickly I don't like to admit it I don't want to keep my hands tied back I feel the weight crashing onto me Clogged up in all of the maladies Take me back to where we started A game of ice Conversations, condemnation Give me reason, never patient I don't need a way to go back Save your breath You're already ahead of me Did someone tell you that I'm your enemy It's the time to go and misbehave Wild night at tonight I watched she welcomed by You don't even stopped to say hi No more, no more All these voices getting loud There's no keeping them out So I'm dancing with Dancing with my demons in the house Shame has taken focus But you don't seem to notice I guess I'm not doing so hard today Is it time to pay my list of retributions I guess I'm just that stupid I didn't think it'd come this Count it out into three All this vacuum void is killing me Did I ought who have my sanity Cuz I can't lose it If I never had in the first place Wild night at tonight I watched you welcomed by You don't even stopped to say hi No more, no more All these voices getting loud There's no keeping them out So I'm dancing with Dancing with my demons in the house Dancing, dancing, dancing, dancing Dancing with my demons in the house

Wreckage to the right Why'd you have to bite Now we're stuck here making decisions All you wanna do Is make me your muse Guess I'm finally worthy of the title I might not understand but I'll pick my spirits up And find you in the land that I swore I'll never love A wasteland of a place Where no one sticks around Cleaning up a mess That you didn't make at all I would say that you're pretty brave now All of this lightning all of these rain clouds Hold me tightly Cut to my veins Like oh, oh, oh, oh They would say that I'm pretty fake yeah Already told you that I'm a hate case All your friends said To be wary you don't know her at all Well do you think rose colored glasses Come with thorns in every package How exciting if that's true A girl like me you'll never choose I'll make a list of all my vices We're out of paper, what a crisis Doesn't that make you upset I shouldn't be your one regret I might not understand but I'll pick my spirits up And find you in the land that I swore I'll never love A wasteland of a place Where no one sticks around Cleaning up a mess That you didn't make at all I would say that you're pretty brave now All of this lightning all of these rain clouds Hold me tightly Cut to my veins Like oh, oh, oh, oh They would say that I'm pretty fake yeah Already told you that I'm a hate case All your friends said To be wary you don't know her at all You don't know her at all Woah I've been trying to tell you Woah The signs have been flashing red Woah I've been trying to tell you I've been trying to tell you The signs are red, red I would say that you're pretty brave now All of this lightning all of these rain clouds Hold me tightly Cut to my veins Like oh, oh, oh, oh They would say that I'm pretty fake yeah Already told you that I'm a hate case All your friends said To be wary you don't know her at all You don't know her at all You don't know her at all

Got a lot of problems Got a lot of people Got a lot of bad things Knocking at my door What's it for? Got a lot of headaches Got a lot of heartbreak Got a lot of love fake I love the gore Should I ask for more? I could forget it all, lift my hands Surrender to an easy plan But do I really want that? 'Cause I'm getting bored Bored without you As you shatter me to pieces again 'Cause I just wanna feel something Tell me that you miss me, babe And it doesn't make sense But attention is what I crave No, it doesn't make sense But your attention is my saving grace I keep another remake Tucked away in my mind Such a sweet torture What a lovely time Am I crossing lines? I probably should forget you You're not an easy undo I already know, I'm gonna bleed so bad I hope it makes you glad I'll count my scars From the day you left And hold my head up high Don't know what's next And I think that I'm okay with that 'Cause I'm getting bored Bored without you As you shatter me to pieces again 'Cause I just wanna feel something Tell me that you miss me, babe And it doesn't make sense But attention is what I crave No, it doesn't make sense But your attention is my saving grace Tangled by our tongues I knew you'd wanna run But you said "Hey, let's just sit back and wait another month" Then you go and decide You want something better Well, come on, show me Why don't you go and get her? 'Cause I would like to meet her 'Cause I would like to meet her I'm getting bored Bored without you As you shattered me to pieces again 'Cause I just wanna feel something Tell me that you miss me back And it doesn't make sense But attention is what I crave, oh No, it doesn't make sense 'Cause I'm getting bored Bored without you As you shattered me to pieces again 'Cause I just wanna feel something Tell me that you miss me back And it doesn't make sense But attention is what I crave No, it doesn't make sense But your attention is my saving grace

I kinda hate the sunrise Means I gotta wake up You wouldn't think I care that much But I don't trust my fatal luck I don't really wanna be mean I don't really wanna hurt you now But I wish you could see What's coming for you now It's so rude you're not here It's so rude you're not here to hold me now It's so rude you're not here It's so rude you're not here to hold me now Trust me when I say "it's OK that you don't like me" I don't even like myself But you kinda better like me Everyone likes me, that's not true I don't wanna hurt you, don't wanna be rude But everything you do puts me in a bad mood Maybe I should go back to sleep My fifth nap of the day, life is exhausting It's so rude you're not here It's so rude you're not here to hold me now It's so rude you're not here It's so rude you're not here to hold me now It's so rude, it's so rude It's so rude, it's so rude It's so rude, it's so rude It's so rude, you're so rude

Young love Young love Young love Young love It's been a couple months It's been real nice Tell 'em everybody says it won't last She broke up with him in the hallway Heard a lot of hot takes All her friends said "he bad" Love keeps coming, don't be sorry You will find another body Your my lover's dream and you were bad It don't stop her, anybody just give me what he wants Your my lovers whispers in your head And she's kissing on the terrace with somebody that she just met Young love Young love Young love Young love It was thrilling, till it wasn't In the pretty blue Ow boy, you kissed my lip, you left the cuts in Don't tell me it's your fault I already know the dirty details of the way he treated you The way he cheated and lied The way he made you cry Don't give that boy a second chance Cause he can't justify JUSTIFY Love keeps coming, don't be sorry You will find another body Your my lover's dream and you were bad It don't stop her, anybody just give me what he wants Your my lovers whispers in your head And she's kissing on the terrace with somebody that she just met This is not what you were promised Give a fragile piece to someone so careless Every rumour, every backstab Building out your shell to be thicker than a jag