Yeah, ooh

I still choke a little every time your name comes up
Hold my tears, once they fall, oh I can't make 'em stop
I put pressure on my wrist 'cause my arms can't stop shaking
It's been a decade since you left, still you be reappearing
In my dreams, in my sleep, in my lyrics
I'm afraid to put them out
'Cause it feels I'm closing up your chapter

But I'm not, not prepared to let you go
Too much stories left untold
So I keep you in my yellow notebook in this cardboard box
In the attic of my parent's house
To stop myself from thinking 'bout you too much
To stop myself from thinking what I could've done
But every time

November rain got me thinking 'bout you
You slipped away and you left me too soon
Rain and tears soak my black suit and boots
It's been a minute, but I still feel the blues
November rain got me thinking 'bout you
Took you away and you left us too soon
Rain and tears soak my black suit and boots
Do anything to take that one look at you

Tell myself a hundred times, "There's nothing to be done"
Helped auntie settle down before you end your run
Pray you left without the pain
You're up there and you're okay
I'm so sorry, wasn't there by your side when you
Closed your eyes, hate myself for not saying "Goodbye"
And it haunts me in my dreams every other night
I know that if you're here today with a smile upon your face
You'll say, "Son, it's all okay"
But it's not okay

Christmas don't feel the same
I hate that empty chair on grannies table
When it's still your place
Time could pass, but some things never change
Too much I wanna say
Guess I'll start this shit off with how was your day
'Cause these words are boulders on my shoulder blades
You loved me so yet I didn't say the same
Now every time in November when it starts pouring rain
Your voice begins to echo, echo through my brain

November rain got me thinking 'bout you
You slipped away and you left me too soon
Rain and tears soak my black suit and boots
It's been a minute, but I still feel the blues
November rain got me thinking 'bout you
Took you away and you left us too soon
Rain and tears soak my black suit and boots
Do anything to take that one look at you

Another year, another month would be more than enough
Another day, another hour, maybe to catch things up
Turn back the clock, let you know I loved you just as much
Maybe these tears will finally fucking start to stop, yeah

November rain got me thinking 'bout you
You slipped away and you left me too soon
Rain and tears soak my black suit and boots
It's been a minute, but I still feel the blues
November rain got me thinking 'bout you
Took you away and you left us too soon
Rain and tears soak my black suit and boots
Do anything to take that one look at you

Yeah, to take that one look at you
To take that one look at you