I don't want to alarm you
But I am crazy
So fucking crazy
For you
But I will still try to charm you
Don't let me disarm you
As I am still crazy baby

90 Percent of my time I'm in my mind coming up with rhyme
And I feel like my positivity is rapidly in a decline
Because my suicidal tendencies are coming back with a fire
And I'd be lying is I said I'm fine and that I'll be coming out of this alive

I feel as if I'm broke
As if my mind's caving in and I'm choked
As if my mind and music are on opposite lines of coke
And I float between an easy happiness
And an addiction to a cut throat
And all my words escape me
How I feel lately
Reflect the demons that berate me
And the people who tolerate me
I wonder why they don't hate me?

Instead they show support
Fucks with my head how they can see all the good in me
And all I wants the end

I am just a shade of grey
Looking up to a starlight stage
Locked inside of my brain
It's a prison

I don't want to alarm you
But I am crazy
So fucking crazy
For you
But I will still try to charm you
Don't let me disarm you
As I am still crazy baby

Oh shit
Look at him over there
It's the last of the fucks I give
Oop- he's gone and now I don't care

And when I share it feels like I'm on trial
Because every time I express myself I just get told to smile
Everyone is in denial that depression is a thing
And I've been grieving ever since she handed me back the diamond ring

I struggle to think of anyone who actually needs me
When I find someone to love
They leave me
I struggle just to give a single fuck
To care
But the fact is
Out in practice
I'm out of practice
I despair

I will hang myself with a rope until I'm dead

I am dust in sea spray
Alien and lost my way
The voices in brain
Aren't forgiven

I don't want to alarm you
But I am crazy
So fucking crazy
For you
But I will still try to charm you
Don't let me disarm you
As I am still crazy baby

I chained the stars around my neck
But I still haven't found a home
Maybe I'm better off alone?
Alone?

I don't want to alarm you
But I am crazy
So fucking crazy
For you
But I will still try to charm you
Don't let me disarm you
As I am still crazy baby

I don't want to alarm you
But I am crazy
So fucking crazy
For you
But I will still try to charm you
Don't let me disarm you
As I am still crazy baby