Seem like nobody loves you til you gone Can't speak about my thoughts Just wanna be left alone Tell them that I'm fine But my mental steady racing Heart braking, smile fading Ain't no love So Im feeling nothing Love is just delayed pain Nobody understands They say be a man But can't hold my tears inside Looking for the truth They told lies Life is to hard But it's easy is to die I see my grandma in my dreams Tell her come save me

Yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah Man, this one's special right here, for real M-M-M-Murda Cried so much, I think that I'm out of tears (Fresh out) I can't lie, the pain's still here Hug my mom, tell her not to have no fear (I got you) I know you're hurt, but I'm right here If you're checkin' up on me Then I gotta say, "Thank you" (Thank you, thank you, thank you) Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check If you're checkin' up on me Then I gotta say, "Thank you" (Thank you, thank you, thank you) Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check Yeah I'm a public figure, so my privacy is compromised It's like both of them are tryna harmonize But one is always louder than the other I don't think I know somebody prouder than my mother So I gotta stay strong, for me and her both Took a couple losses, wish it hurt me the most But it didn't, if you ask me what's wrong, I don't speak right In the past week alone, watched her grieve twice Two souls buried, so I try to come around more Everyday, weed and white wine around four I ain't really trippin' though, I know she's a soldier I hope that the pain gets light as Sammy Sosa Grammy woke up, yesterday as a widow, that's your parents You're strong, but you're still just a human, that's apparent And I'm scared of the potential of you spiralin' down I was cryin' yesterday, but I ain't cryin' right now Cried so much, I think that I'm out of tears (Fresh out) I can't lie, the pain's still here Hug my mom, tell her not to have no fear (I got you) I know you're hurt, but I'm right here If you're checkin' up on me Then I gotta say, "Thank you" (Thank you, thank you, thank you) Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check If you're checkin' up on me Then I gotta say, "Thank you" (Thank you, thank you, thank you) Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check Yeah Given this grim situation I'm tryna be the sun amongst this precipitation Flippin' patience into people who hated That send me DMs, that say, "I knew you would make it" I'll take it, given the alternative, I always said the truth They got mad how I worded it, too bad (Haha) They tried to vilify me But that ain't stop these millions that be chillin' by me Get a M & B, like Joel In 2016 I managed two commas, so well Odell, Beckham, how I'm stretchin' for my goal post I was too open and let some hoes close I got real-life problems, I don't care about tweets Or the guilt and the bitterness that makes you not sleep Oh well, bitch, I'm not entertaining drama I'm focused on my mama and alleviatin' trauma (For real) Cried so much, I think that I'm out of tears (Fresh out) I can't lie, the pain's still here Hug my mom, tell her not to have no fear (I got you) I know you're hurt, but I'm right here If you're checkin' up on me Then I gotta say, "Thank you" (Thank you, thank you, thank you) Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check If you're checkin' up on me Then I gotta say, "Thank you" (Thank you, thank you, thank you) Unless you're only checkin' up on me for a check

I just wanna lay low in my cave, Plato Lord I'm calling, hello, I'm ready for my halo Facebook, insta, and snap, please make me numb asap Take me to your abyss, ano go fi take any more of dis I just wanna lay low, in my cave, Plato Ad3n menbr3 da, Jayso? Well I'm so lost, gringo Facebook, insta, and snap, please make me numb asap Take me to your abyss, sake of chale man no fi take any more of this I got nothing more to say, I'm not sure how else to pray I am tired of cliches, I really hope that, Lord, you'll make a way Today Not much more that I can take (Much more I can take) (Much more I can take) I've got no heart left to break (No heart left to break) (No heart left to break) No no no no no no, hm Chale man taya forreal forreal Somedays uninspired in my field These days the cliches on replay Afraid I might just lose the feel Sober thoughts in a drunken place (Get out) Afor lef dis sunken place, e no dey be Here in the physical, live in the digital Me and my soul sometimes no dey gree How does my face look on facebook Too many strategies and playbooks Fell in a coma behind a hard desk Organ donor, no more heart left (Look in the mirror like) Who's dis? Too grown for validation from cool kids Etoro o, trying to find a full grip In this world of verified blue ticks I got nothing more to say, I'm not sure how else to pray I am tired of cliches, I'm really hope that, Lord, you'll make a way Cause I just wanna lay low, in my cave, Plato Lord I'm calling, hello, I'm ready for my halo Facebook, insta, and snap, please make me numb asap Take me to your abyss, ano go fi take any more of dis I just wanna lay low, in my cave, Plato Lord I'm calling, hello, I'm ready for my halo Facebook, insta, and snap, please make me numb asap Take me to your abyss Not much more that I can take (Much more I can take) (Much more I can take) So hello apathy I've got no heart left to break (No heart left to break) (No heart left to break) (Break it down now) (Break it down now)

Life, instrinsic So constant From my fingertips It flies Since we learned to walk The life we seek to find So profound, long and tense It's a search to last I gouge my eyes That saw my demise I crush my arms That built this life I'm the grain of ash In the wake of fire I'm a drop of blood In the wake of war To abrogate the bitter end We gave all our lines To see beyond the veil That which lies in years Swallowed in cosmic tides Our cause is lost I watch the soil wipe As this life we built on lies Cracks and tears Against the test of time All is wasted I stand upon pillars of sand All is wasted We're crushed under what we've built For naught Where knowledge dies Where knowledge dies

It's here we gathered these souls Desperate enough to sell their lives Whetted, are their desires To scrape the bottom with their broken hands Low, their gazes These shells devoid of will All their hopes Tied to a web of deceit Like the rats they are Cornered by the serpent, they will try to hide And they will covet For the crumbs we have so generously strewn So they must kill Over things so trivial We've sown the discord In time, it will bloom And as such, we'll observe This ricketed circus dissolve itself And as such, one by one They will kill Lest they die Lest they die