Modulore - Johan Platt

Dear Evan Hansen We've been way too out of touch Things have been crazy And it sucks that we don't talk that much But I should tell you that I think of you each night I rub my nipples and start moaning with delight Why would you write that? I'm just trying to tell the truth. This needs to be perfect. These emails have to prove that we were actually friends. Just—I'll do it. I've gotta tell you, life without you has been hard Hard? Has been bad Bad? Has been rough Kinky! And I miss talking about life and other stuff Very specific. Shut up! I like my parents Who says that? I love my parents But each day's another fight If I stop smoking drugs Then everything might be alright Smoking drugs? Just fix it! If I stop smoking crack Crack?! If I stop smoking pot Then everything might be alright I'll take your advice I'll try to be more nice I'll turn it around Wait and see 'Cause all that it takes is a little reinvention It's easy to change if you give it your attention All you gotta do is just believe you can be who you want to be Sincerely, Me Are we done yet? Well I can't just give them one email. I want to show that I was, like, a good friend, you know? Oh my god. Dear Connor Murphy, Yes, I also miss our talks Stop doing drugs Just try to take deep breaths and go on walks No. I'm sending pictures of the most amazing trees No! You'll be obsessed with all my forest expertise Absolutely not. Dude, I'm proud of you Just keep pushing through You're turning around I can see Just wait and see! 'Cause all that it takes is a little reinvention It's easy to change if you give it your attention All you gotta do is just believe you can be who you want to be Sincerely, Me My sister's hot What the hell! My bad. Dear Evan Hansen, Thanks for every note you send Dear Connor Murphy, I'm just glad to be your friend Our friendship goes beyond Your average kind of bond But not because we're gay No, not because we're gay We're close, but not that way The only man that I love is my dad Well anyway! You're getting better every day I'm getting better every day We're getting better every day Hey hey hey hey! 'Cause all that it takes is a little reinvention It's easy to change if you give it your attention All you gotta do is just believe you can be who you want to be Sincerely Miss you dearly Sincerely, Me Sincerely, Me Sincerely, Me Sincerely, Me

I was walking down 57th street towards Park With the same old song in my same old heart Making plans I'm gonna do when I get older Passed a gray-haired man and I found his eyes It's like he knew my thoughts and he read my mind Saying life is gonna find you when it's supposed to Felt my feet stop short and I turned my head Tried to lean into every word he said Then he said When you are younger You'll wish you're older Then when you're older You'll wish for time to turn around Don't let your wonder turn into closure When you get older When you get older Have I killed my thoughts right before their prime? Have I bit my tongue one too many times? Have I said it all the way I really meant to? If I wait 'til my tomorrow comes Is the waiting all I've ever done? And will I get to Get to know myself in the place I am Get to fall in love with another man and understand When you are younger You'll wish you're older Then when you're older You'll wish for time to turn around Don't let your wonder turn into closure When you get older When you get older When you are younger You'll wish you're older When you get older You'll wish for time to turn around Don't let your wonder turn into closure When you get older When you get older

Wish that I'd known this feeling was coming When I was crying over you Now that you're gone I carry nothing It feels like flying Boy, I used to throw a party over every little thing you'd do Never going back Never going back to that Heartsick little lover boy who went and lost himself in you 'Cause now I'm feeling so brand New, new, new Oh, I've never felt so brand New, new, new Oh, I've never felt so brand I paid a price, worked and I wallowed Burned all your letters Just for fun All of that time is easy to swallow Now that I'm better Oh, and somewhere in your room I left my virtue and my favorite shoes I don't want 'em back Never give 'em back to me You can walk a mile in 'em Tell me how they feel on you I'll be busy being so brand New, new, new Oh, I've never felt so brand New, new, new Oh, I've never felt so brand new So brand new Never felt so brand So brand new Never felt so brand So brand new So brand new, oh No, I've never felt so brand new New, new, new Never felt so brand New, new, new (So brand new) Oh, I've never felt so brand new (So brand new) I've never felt so brand new