Many a night I lie alone Inside a room that's not of my own Having no one to hold onto Who'd understand what I am going through? So I at night, lay down a plan To occupy myself to make me a better man That's the only way I get through the night So I don't turn off the lights And I wait for all eternity For someone who will comfort me And as time passes, I get vivid flashes Of you running through my mind, oh yeah Many a morning sun appears Wake up and find on my face a tear 'Cause from the vivid dream in my head Of you in my arms, but it's my pillow instead So real did it feel the way our bodies met The softness of your hands, your lips, on my neck God I wish you were here My desire is sincere, I need you near But I guess I must wait for all eternity For someone who will comfort me And as time passes I get vivid flashes of you runnin' through my mind Where? Where are you? I need to know Oh I need to know I, I searched high and low I need you so But I guess I must wait for all eternity For someone who will comfort me And as time passes I get vivid flashes of you runnin' through my mind But I guess I must wait for all eternity For someone who will comfort me And as time passes I get vivid flashes of you runnin' through my mind And I wait for all eternity For someone who will comfort me And as time passes I get vivid flashes of you runnin' through my mind And I wait for all eternity, yeah, oh yeah, oh yeah

I was spending my time in the doldrums I was caught in a cauldron of hate I felt persecuted and paralysed I thought that everything else would just wait While you are wasting your time on your enemies Engulfed in a fever of spite Beyond your tunnel vision, reality fades Like shadows into the night To martyr yourself to caution Is not gonna help at all 'Cause there'll be no safety in numbers When the right one walks out of the door Can you see your days blighted by darkness? Is it true, you beat your fists on the floor? Stuck in a world of isolation While the ivy grows over the door So I open my door to my enemies And I ask could we wipe the slate clean But they tell me to please go fuck myself You know you just can't win

If I can't find the words... Waiting for this feeling That I'm drowning in to subside You make me swim like a beginner Like I'm new at life All these words don't come easy No they always seem to stop There is awkward silence yeah Anytime we talk Oh but I wanna let it in I wanna ease all your doubts I keep trying to get it out But if I can't find the words To tell you what I'm feeling Baby that don't mean It don't mean that I don't feel it I'm trying to tell you girl But if you don't believe just look and see My face says what you mean to me When I can't find the words I know I can send you flowers To try to make my feelings clear And girl I could hold you tight for hours I wanna tell you what you're trying to hear Oh and I wanna let it in I wanna ease all your doubts I keep trying to get it out But if I can't find the words To tell you what I'm feeling Baby that don't mean It don't mean that I don't feel it I'm trying to tell you girl But if you don't believe just look and see My face says what you mean to me When I can't find the words But I know sometimes I leave you so upset Cos I got all these bits and pieces in my head I know because I let you struggle with the things I haven't said When I can't find the words When I can't find the words When I, when I, when I can't find the words I wanna ease all your doubts (ease all your doubts) I keep trying to get it out But if I can't find the words To tell you what I'm feeling But baby that don't mean It don't mean that I don't feel it I'm trying to tell you girl But if you don't believe just look and see My smile says what you mean to me When I can't find the words If I can't find the words