Lost control

Hmm, yea Mirrors they never lie Don't see myself inside Why can't I get it right? I don't know You're always watching me fall Shadows they like my wall Why do I feel so small? I don't know So I walk into the dead of night Where my monsters like to hide Chaos feels so good inside Now I know I've lost, I've lost I've lost control again Always do the same and I'm to blame I've lost control again I don't, I don't I don't know who I am Always do the same and I'm to blame I've lost control again Tired of being afraid But lately, I lost my faith What is love without pain It ain't home You're watching me but I'm below When I get caught I hope It's the kind of blackout that will Take me home So I walk into the dead of night Where my monsters like to hide Chaos feels so good inside Now I know I've lost, I've lost I've lost control again Always do the same and I'm to blame I've lost control again I don't, I don't I don't know who I am Always do the same and I'm to blame I've lost control again I know that I'm a mess But I ain't trying to be the best So, whatever's coming next I better pray Never said I was an angel I am damaged all the way So whatever's coming next I better pray I've lost, I've lost I've lost control again Always do the same and I'm to blame I've lost control again I don't, I don't I don't know who I am Always do the same and I'm to blame I've lost control again

Life. has betrayed me once again I accept that some things will never change. I've let your tiny minds magnify my agony And it's left me with a chemical dependency for sanity. Yes, I am falling... how much longer 'till I hit the ground? I can't tell you why I'm breaking down. Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone? Have I really lost control? I'm coming to an end, I've realized what I could have been. I can't sleep so I take a breath and hide behind my bravest mask, I admit I've lost control Lost control...