Long Road (feat. Connor Gregory & Zoddee) - NIX

You only say you love me when the poison kills you slowly And I can't sleep when all I see is you in my dreams And then you wonder why I stay in the sky The moons align The universes sign And I can't move Girl I can't run Quit running loops Is this your fun Lily's litter the ground And cherry blossoms wanna rot Tea steeping in the pot Ooo Imma need minute How could either one of us come out a winner Tea leaves In the afternoon 100 degrees Burning feet in June Dance around Another table talk Green or black Either way it's hot And the twisted pencil Stabs the page with words Of love and joy as well as pain and hurt Simple distractions are vices to us But the thought remains: For you am I enough And the changes in colors showing us the hardest thing Choking on your name Pretty bubbles blown to your purple dress Changing up the set Looking in your eyes Galaxies collide Bite your lip to hide Someone at your side Where was this surprise It's a ghost's outline What you fantasized Is not reality What I want is what you need The circle ain't full until you make it so Why don't you make it so And the fight for your right to keep living on Worried that you're wrong Tea leaves In the afternoon 100 degrees Burning feet in June Dance around Another table talk Green or black Either way it's hot And the twisted pencil Stabs the page with words Of love and joy as well as pain and hurt Simple distractions are vices to us But the thought remains: For you am I enough

How wonderful How could it be How wonderful It's all around Take a look How wonderful How wonderful How wonderful Could it be What you want What you want What you want What you want How wonderful Could it be How wonderful How wonderful Oh (Scum) Woah Woah Woah Woah Yo (Scum) Yuh Woah woah So We filled with lies and want a daily fix of homicide To digest with our side of fries Spend big bills just to ruin lives The aftermath is we all need a bit of saving enter JAN6 Says he gon help us build again Who is this bitch How could this guy help He seems concerned with power and just helping himself He got a lot of interests Just for him, he won't admit it Middle fingers, God forbid it Ever crossed his mind to bomb us Uh Are we this villains We say shit's gotta change but no change happen we chilling How many kids witness horror stories How many gone 'fore they hit they 40's Go grab you shorty And don't mind the money I don't mind the money, yo And don't mine the money I won't mine the money These blocked chains ain't funny Yuh Yuh JAN6 got a twisted sense of humor He profit off of oppression of commoners by their rulers To him we losers And that's his justification to get curler Every passing year Never getting out of here Never getting out of this situation Old heads running they mouth's JAN6 influenced by them ain't no way he thinking for himself Always talk about how he needing missile shells Instead of helping the people, the youth, and him own self out He always needing that bail from Big B Major F Minor J And Top C Fuck supplying IV's It ain't like they getting a shot If you want JAN6 to keep you healthy pay 30% straight of the top And he'll make sure you're your family's taken care of if you're employed But if you ain't figure it out stop acting like a lil boy JAN6 ain't never made sense But God bless America Fuck the citizens and fuck the rest

I ride around at 3 am when I'm in my city I vibe to Flower Boy and wonder why you wasn't with me I think that that's the 5th night in a row you went to get drunk Lost count I think I'm on my seventh now would you look us A couple of misfits causing havoc in they twenties I know that Brolly and DJ hit the party for some hunnies But I ain't interested in that culture After that culture Took Joe and RJ and spit em out like vultures I'm more interested in you How was your day How was work How are the professors in your school Your mom ok Did Lissa ever hit you back bout Sam and what they do You think Nick will ever take the fucking clue Damn I know you hate direct shit But it'd be a giant mistake if I don't send that message I know that when you hear this verse, you'll know that I just confessed it I gotta clear my mind now give me a second It's the way you look at me When we at work and I come over to you and all we do is speak It makes my damn week When you talk to your friends about me And then they subtly Tell me how you feel or they expect me to just talk to you I guess I wasn't good at secrets, what's the rendezvous Currently 60 in a 25 Dazzy on a late drive Look into the night sky All I wanna do is vibe With you in my arms to make sure that your all right That could be my whole world All I'm saying that you could be my Stargirl Who knew the kid from Philly who go around slamming beers and taking shots of liquor For $7.50 a glass Who back in high school always made himself an ass Couldn't escape ailments from the past I swear I just hate being led on While I'm working on my next song About how my friends can't keep they problems with each other under wraps I barely listen to em cause I'm still texting you Asking Stargirl when we gonna call it me and you You got me fucked up in my brain You know that you'll drive me insane Go to bed and all I got is fucking pain Please save me I need saving Falling down every night and I'm not getting up Downed a couple beers to numb the pain I'm so fucked up I need this to change cause you my whole world You'll always be my Stargirl You got me fucked up in my brain You know that you'll drive me insane Go to bed and all I got is fucking pain Please save me I need saving Falling down every night and I'm not getting up Downed a couple beers to numb the pain I'm so fucked up I need this to change cause you my whole world You'll always be my Stargirl I know I'll never fly I know, I know I know, I know Why you leaving Why you leaving Me alone to die You my Stargirl Stargirl You my Stargirl Don't leave me to die

Talk about it Think about it Dream about it Dread about it Talk about it Think about it Dream about it Dread about it Talk about it Think about it Dream about it Dread about it Talk about it Think about it Dream about it Dread about it I need you with me Cuz I don't know how to recognize Myself in the mirror Make it clearer Cuz I don't know how to decide What to do with my time Cuz I don't want to make any more Of my worst decisions now I felt lost cuz I hated myself You had the wheel and you veered me out of town You left me in ruins Why did you do it Why did you fix me Then break me down You loved and you hated And then you negated Even knowing me at all I don't know if you mean that Just stay keep me believing I drink and then I'm heated I need you to keep me seated Yuh I know you needed space, but I never knew if I could walk I don't know who I am without you cause I never ever even learned how to talk Without you I can't make decisions Can't tell if I'm hitting or missing I don't know my style of beats with precision I don't know my mission Aye I don't have a plan I need you to help me by guiding my hand Reliant on you to help make me a man You said it yourself that I'm nothing without you I swear that I always think my shit be busting But the look on your face tells me nothing Won't make you mad by saying something Cause you'll just glare and say end of discussion Talk about it Think about it Dream about it Dread about it Talk about it Think about it Dream about it Dread about it Talk about it Think about it Dream about it Dread about it Talk about it Think about it Dream about it Dread about it You left me in ruins Why did you do it Why did you fix me Then break me down You loved and you hated And then you negated Even knowing me at all I don't know if you mean that Just stay keep me believing I drink and then I'm heated I need you to keep me seated And I been going every night, but I don't know for what I need direction from a leader and I know you got the stuff Someone tell me when I'm wrong, someone say I'm out of line I don't think I can do this without you at my side I don't know if you mean that Just stay keep me believing I drink and then I'm heated I need you to keep me seated Talk about it Think about it Dream about it Dread about it Talk about it Think about it Dream about it Dread about it Talk about it Think about it Dream about it Dread about it Talk about it Think about it Dream about it Dread about it

Always got you talking but you don't say shit Say you need me here but you hate that bitch And I don't play games cause we ain't no kids And I'm so damn stressed so I take a hit Through the Apex Stuck in playback Won't replay that Won't entertain it Through the Apex Stuck in playback Won't replay that Won't entertain it No, no, no I could go if you want if you need it On my own cause the past un redeeming Every night dream I'm up in the sky And I don't know why And I don't know why You could tell me everything I ever wanna hear Always been the one to go and hold back all my tears Always kept a secret list of every single fear But you at the top And I don't know when I will drop When the new starts to feel like the same (Like the same) Thats when Lucitor invading in my brain (In my brain) When they change for the worse in my eyes That's when I will wake up from the lies Always got you talking but you don't say shit Say you need me here but you hate that bitch And I don't play games cause we ain't no kids And I'm so damn stressed so I take a hit Through the Apex Stuck in playback Won't replay that Won't entertain it Through the Apex Stuck in playback Won't replay that Won't entertain it No, no, no This paranoia inside my head (Paranoid) I don't think I'll ever get a rest (It won't end) I feel like everyone hates me Who the fuck could I even trust It always starts with a little bit of that talk Then it turns into jealousy and then your friend becomes a memory I'm seen as an enemy I'm taking ketamine they're dead to me Too many times I've been left out in the rain All these betrayals it's driving me insane Numbers keep getting smaller and smaller I got no one left to lose Always got you talking but you don't say shit Say you need me here but you hate that bitch And I don't play games cause we ain't no kids And I'm so damn stressed so I take a hit Through the Apex Stuck in playback Won't replay that Won't entertain it Through the Apex Stuck in playback Won't replay that Won't entertain it No, no, no Ooo (Aaa)