Disgusting... Disgusting individual... Excuse me, please! Anything wrong? Oh yes, I happened after all Good thing I did - pressure was strong I had no say, I couldn't stall If I had not just come to be Not a soul wolud have been touched If by some chance there was no me The world would not lose very much THe story is different with you Though like before, I had no say Your presence does pierce me right through Your influence is here to stay If it had not been for me 'You' would never be the same If you had not come to be 'I' would have less guilt and shame Disgusting... Disgusting... Disgusting... Disgusting... Disgusting individual... Excuse me, please! Anything wrong? Oh yes, I happened after all Good thing I did - pressure was strong I had no say, I couldn't stall And if I happened somewhere else Where black wind's rage is like a peck Would I be in a better place? Believe the burden round my neck? Disgusting... Disgusting... Disgusting... Disgusting... Disgusting individual... If I had not just come to be Not a soul wolud have been touched If by some chance there was no me The world would not lose very much

You're the only one at my show You're the only one who shows Sold out but still alone You're the only one that knows I don't need a shrink or a benzo Long as you're by me, got my bulletproof vest on Girl you're my relief, you're my Tylenol Got me up to speed, you're my Adderall I'll be right there, don't you leave Show you I care, wait for me Know that you're paranoid You don't have to wonder Always gonna feed that hunger Even if it pulls us under Laid up on my bed on the nightly Are you rolling, bitch, I might be Take a trip and ski, you love this Come from overseas like Moses Cut my heart open, don't close it Caught you in the mirror posing We don't gotta speak, got our tonsils out I'm awake, only wanna sleep when you're not around, yeah I was at the brink when you dragged me out Really baby, you're the only thing that I get happy 'bout I don't mind getting wasted, you already see through me I don't want a preview, I want the whole movie I'm just gonna play dead and hope you exhume me I'll be right there, don't you leave Show you I care, wait for me Know that you're paranoid You don't have to wonder Always gonna feed that hunger Even if it pulls us under Laid up on my bed on the nightly Are you rolling, bitch, I might be Take a trip and ski, you love this Come from overseas like Moses Cut my heart open, don't close it Caught you in the mirror posing

We knew this would never last I have my fears and you had your past But you look so right I had to ask How could I see the harm in that So think of me driving fast Blacked out in a Pontiac It will break my heart If you'll ever darken Don't crack I didn't want to drag you down But when you weren't around I lost my crown Couldn't take the sound Of your breath not being there I didn't want to drag it on I was gone too long All I left was the tape Of the songs I was writing It made your arms more empty Had no chance to end it well How far I fell No way to tell Couldn't hurt you like the last Wouldn't waste what time you had So think of me driving fast It's called I loved killed my ass Girl save yourself Don't take this hell Leave me don't look back I didn't want to drag you down But when you weren't around I lost my crown Couldn't take the sound Of your breath not being there I didn't want to drag it on I was gone too long All I left was the tape Of the songs I was writing It made your arms more empty We knew that I was bound to crack How my fears only wanted me in bed You were hooked that night i had to ask How could i see the harm in that So think of me driving fast Blacked out in a Pontiac It will break my heart If you'll ever darken Don't crack I didn't want to drag you down But when you weren't around I lost my crown Couldn't take the sound Of your breath not being there I didn't want to drag it on I was gone too long All I left was the tape Of the songs I was writing It just made your arms more empty

Yes or no Were you gonna tell me yes or no? Were you gonna say that my heart's been frozen? Were you gonna say that yours was stolen? Throw away my love So I waste, so I waste your time I-, I can't deny it When you play with fire, gotta take the heat What you say, what you say ain't good for me Never change, need surgery No escape, I'm in purgatory Gonna break, can't you feel that weight? Yeah Why can't you see you need a prescription I can't sleep in the nightmare vision I feel sick, yeah, my stomach's getting twisted Couldn't read shit, it was always encrypted Yes or no Were you gonna tell me yes or no? Were you gonna say that my hearts been frozen? Were you gonna say that yours was stolen? Throw away my love So I waste, so I waste your time I-, I can't deny it When you play with fire, gotta take the heat Yeah, you got me in your scope, yeah, baby, don't miss No one taught me how to cope, how to keep it silent So I sniff it up my nose, you could say I'm high risk Yeah, I cut it way too close, I might be broken Tied my own rope and I'm choking (Hopeless) Fly me to the land of the corpse (No roses) Disappearing act, my hocus pocus Blood on the rug, hope no one notice Yes or no Were you gonna tell me yes or no? Were you gonna say that my hearts been frozen? Were you gonna say that yours was stolen? Throw away my love So I waste, so I waste your time I-, I can't deny it When you play with fire, gotta take the heat Okay, I admit I've been getting colder And I know that it shows, I just need closure It's been getting hard to cope, hard to stay sober Red rover, red rover, run me over