Light Music Time - Liu Weiwu

I told my father I'd be the one to make it out Say he support but why I feel he fake it now I left home cause I feared the complacent route Now alone I'm in tears demons chase him now And my little sister How much that I miss ya Can't explain through words but I thought I'd let ya Know I'm bleeding hope you never see that Cause I don't wanna teach that to you So believe that I'm strong Even when I'm gone if you feelin alone I'll be there when you need we can speak on the phone I know it ain't much so just please always know that Once I make it big I'll be there when I should One ticket It's for my little sister Tell me when your plane lands Be right there to get ya Mama and my papa You can quit your jobs cause I got a better offer Got enough dollars you two can prosper Uh That's what I'm thinking at least Feel like I'm running out of time and it's getting to me Every second that I spend from the pencil and sheet Feel like I'm wasting all my time and it's deadening me Mentally weak Lately I've been getting no sleep How the fuck could I when I gotta wrestle my dreams This shit and cheap But I gotta pay the price The clock ticking on my shoulders Cannot stay behind cause I'm Running Out of time Always Feel like I'm Running out of time It's always on my mind ya Running out of time (Running out of time) Always feel like I'm (Always feel like I'm) Running out of time how much more can I Force myself to rise Need it now cause I'm Running out of time Running out of time Losing myself and I'm losing my mind Feelin like I'm trapped and I'll never get outside Need it right now gotta get it know that I'm Running out of time Running out of time Pressure on my back but I gotta make the climb Even if I fall then I'll find a way to rise Need it right now Imma get it this time like uh I've felt alone for a long time Underconfidence has been plaguing me It play with don't play with me It's making me Feeling like I'm lost Feeling like I'll never find a girl who love me like she wanna stay for good This doubt it trickle down my spine Slipping out my mind Complimented by the fact I'm running out of time Tick Tick Tick I'll tell you I'm doing well But I'm really not doing that fine I act like a good boy And I really should boy Been flirting with a married girl What the fuck you doing boy I'm sick of playing games Why has nothing changed Why am I doing all this work and my life stay the same I'm telling my family I'm making some progress But if I'll be honest Did shows where there's no one but sister Thank goodness she bringing her crew If it wasn't for you don't know what I would do Fake friends telling me that Imma blow up Even when I buy their tickets they ain't never show up But It's so what Gotta make it even if the people who are closest never even show love It hurts but It's now or never Feel the pressure really tryna break me Everybody doubting now so I ain't got no patience I want the money just so I could wave it in they faces Tell em all I did it and now I ain't gotta chase shit Bitch Running Out of time Always Feel like I'm Running out of time It's always on my mind ya Running out of time (Running out of time) Always feel like I'm (Always feel like I'm) Running out of time how much more can I Force myself to rise Need it now cause I'm Running out of time Running out of time Losing myself and I'm losing my mind Feelin like I'm trapped and I'll never get outside Need it right now gotta get it know that I'm Running out of time Running out of time Pressure on my back but I gotta make the climb Even if I fall then I'll find a way to rise Need it right now Imma get it this time like uh Mom I know you see this And you think I'm selfish That I left you guys for no reason I've felt this Guilt in my heart since the time that I left there These calls on the phone don't do nothing to help it All my intentions for you and my sisters My papa my family our future no question I do this for yall cause your all that I'm left with If it's for you give my life in a second Can't even contest it Do I need to mention The reaper creeping in my mind Telling me to check in Not tryna befriend him But we growing closer Even if I try can't ignore our connection The past was rejection That's really the reason I started to rap Just to feel I'm accepted at last Breathe in Breathe out Everything so blurry as I'm moving down this never-ending path I'm so scared of the failure Scared I'll never make it To the left to the right Watch the walls all cave in And I'm breaking under pressure But I'll take it to no end Cause I ain't coming home Until my fucking name is something treasured My fam my life my name The ones who are rooting for me Believe I'll succeed I'm pouring my heart out to you I am not gonna lose I won't let myself breathe till I fuckin' pull through Cause I'm Running Out of time Always Feel like I'm Running out of time It's always on my mind ya Running out of time (Running out of time) Always feel like I'm (Always feel like I'm) Running out of time how much more can I Force myself to rise Need it now cause I'm Running out of time Running out of time Losing myself and I'm losing my mind Feelin like I'm trapped and I'll never get outside Need it right now gotta get it know that I'm Running out of time Running out of time Pressure on my back but I gotta make the climb Even if I fall then I'll find a way to rise Need it right now Imma get it this time like I'm Running out of time Running out of time Losing myself and I'm losing my mind Feelin like I'm trapped and I'll never get outside Need it right now gotta get it know that I'm Running out of time Running out of time Pressure on my back but I gotta make the climb Even if I fall then I'll find a way to rise Need it right now Imma get it this time like