Life Is Strife - Jreg

My anxiety's clawing Out from deep within me It burns within as my throat begins to cauterize This negativity's leeching Any shred of composure Rationale has decayed and left me bound in madness I reach for calm I starve for a balance unknown This burden tortures me deep in my soul I've found that strife won't make the bleeding stop Nor will it take away the pain I feel like this search is all in vain And I struggle to find my way How I yearn for the silence For an end to the voices The calamity grows and the deafness leads to disarray Guilt buries me alive In a coffin, criticized I shouldered the blame and dug this hole for me to lay in I reach for calm I starve for a balance unknown This burden tortures me deep in my soul I've found that strife won't make the bleeding stop Nor will it take away the pain I feel like this search is all in vain And I struggle to find my way I've found that strife won't make the bleeding stop Nor will it take away the pain I feel like this search has been all in vain And I struggle to find my way I've found that strife won't make the bleeding stop Nor will it take away the pain I feel like this search is all in vain And I struggle to find my way I've found that strife won't make the bleeding stop Nor will it take away the pain I feel like this search has been all in vain And I struggle to find my way

Kee I done did some shit that make you slap a genie Penny been up on my J.O. B.et you won't believe me Hope you busy eating Know some niggas still Competing I been Tryna look inside this life and find some inner meaning Think you balling like lebron but you just receding I manifest the money long so I stay receiving Fill my tummy if you love me but just keep it vegan I fuck with seitan in specific Cause I had to knead it Lil shawty fuck with me like Air I see she steady breathe it I like a shawty wit some Nair I know she lemme beat it She like a nigga cause I'm square But I'm a Rhyming Genius Had to level up and face the Bears When all them Bulls retreated Aye, Ha Love it when that bass hit Riding round see me swerving in that space ship Gas, Brake, Dip Lemme lean into that lane shift "Get your mind right" How the fuck a nigga hate this? Ion want no strife and ion want no stress Don't hit my line if it ain't bout no check I done paid my dues but don't need no rest Bitch I'm all about the moves need the dollas not the cents Dollas not cents Gotta make the rent Finna get the four door and I'm throwing on them tints Money well spent I mean Money on Regen Spending shit on crypto so it's coming back again Pussy niggas tripping I done tried to be a friend Takin all my energy I took it back from them They Treat me like a tool But Bitch I ain't no fool They Casting me aside but know my value never left So what's up? You tryna be the man You think you fly You's a child Sumn like Peter Pan You in denial and it's wild I can see the trend Nigga, they ain't moving how I'm moving? I don't need a friend Understand Back up Walking 'round my city Lokee moving with No backup Bitch I got that repercussion if you try to act up If I ain't have meditation bitch you would get smacked up Walk it out, had to get my stats up It's Kee

It is endurable To feel alive again The pain was worth it But a new war starts against myself It is endurable To feel alive again The pain was worth it But a new war starts against myself I left it all behind Against all the odds I've overcome the problems I had to deal with And I can not believe And I can not believe That now it's all coming back to me (back to me) Why is it all coming back to me? Am I weaker than the rest Or just sicker than the rest? Because sometimes in life, it's like going through a test The catastrophe deep in my head Is it a dream Or is it the truth And can we make it through? Believe in dreams that I hide Believe in dreams that I die for I believe the dreams I'm chasing They don't belong to me Give me a reason to fight Give me a reason to die for And the only thing I know I am better off alone The inner strife Doesn't hold back Let me die in face of insanity Or give me inner peace in this tragedy The struggle that I feel Doesn't make me innocent This is not real And I don't know the extent Believe in dreams that I hide Believe in dreams that I die for I believe the dreams I'm chasing They don't belong to me Give me a reason to fight Give me a reason to die for And the only thing I know I am better off alone To keep my faith It seems not easy My heart is torn My heart is torn inside Tell me what the hell should I do with my hope? Tell me why you're breaking me down? Can you feel the Inner Strife Destroy the dreams that I'd die for? Destroy the dreams that I'd die for? Believe in dreams that I hide Believe in dreams that I die for I believe the dreams I'm chasing They don't belong to me Give me a reason to fight Give me a reason to die for And the only thing I know I am better off alone Why is it all (why is it all) Coming Back to me? (Coming back to me?)