The worst of it is over now The storm becomes the calm The sun is slipping through the clouds Showing me the damage done To say that I've been beaten up Doesn't scratch the surface I'm past the part of acting tough We both know how deep my hurt is I've heard that You're the God who can restore what this world steals Well, I'm in a thousand pieces Would You show me how it feels When a fragile heart finds healing hands The places numbed by pain start to feel again Where You fell apart becomes where You begin When a fragile heart finds healing hands I'm sure there will be lessons learned And purpose from the pain But right now I don't even have the strength to turn the page So hold on to me, Jesus 'cause the more I feel You near me These jagged lines from every break are slowly disappearing When a fragile heart finds healing hands The places numbed by pain start to feel again Where You fell apart becomes where You begin When a fragile heart finds healing hands All the tears turn into memories And the chains, they fall down at Your feet right here, is where What was broken now is beautiful What was ash is not a miracle When a fragile heart finds healing hands The places numbed by pain start to feel again Where You fell apart becomes where You begin When a fragile heart finds healing hands

I've got a gambling addiction And I confuse love with attention So I keep betting everything that I have on people who don't stay I've got a gambling addiction But I don't raise, I don't call I go all in, all of the time On people who don't feel the same So, I keep losing to the house I'll never learn my lesson Losing to the house, because it's just a guessing game I haven't figured out how to play in moderation But with all of my losses someday, I'm probably gonna win I've got a gambling addiction And I place bets based off affection But I never stay when I should so I always catch 22 I've got a gambling addiction But I'm bad at bluffing and making predictions So love is a lottery where I always lose I keep losing to the house I'll never learn my lesson Losing to the house, because it's just a guessing game I haven't figured out how to play in moderation But with all of my losses someday, I'm probably gonna win I wanna be: pulling lucky numbers and praying to lucky stars Finding four-leaf clovers and counting all of my cards But I'm walking under ladders Seeing black cats Spilling table salt and stepping on every crack And yet I'm still trying to turn my thirteens into sevens So I'm crossing all my fingers and I'm pressing all my luck Cos I know misfortune just won't be enough To keep me from betting it all on love, again That's why I keep losing to the house I'll never learn my lesson Losing to the house, because it's just a guessing game I haven't figured out how to play in moderation But with all of my loses someday I'm probably gonna win, right?

Time doesn't really heal anything It just helps you forget the way that it hurt, when it hurt really bad What didn't kill me never made me stronger Sometimes it just made me wish it would have I'm not a fighter, i haven't been for a long time Lying and saying "i'm tired," when people ask me if i'm alright The morning and missing and grieving someone that wasn't mine to lose Turned into survivors guilt when i started moving on too My pains a testament, to how much you meant to me I know it wouldn't be this hard if it wasn't good grief I hope you know that I loved you more than anything And it wouldn't hurt this bad if it wasn't good grief No call, no text, no warning No reason as to why Good grief, good god, good mourning You never said goodbye No call, no text, no warning I'm still searching for signs Good god, good grief, good morning I'll never say goodbye Good good bye My pains a testament, to how much you meant to me I know it wouldn't be this hard if it wasn't good grief I hope you know that I loved you more than anything I hope you know that I love you more than anything And it wouldn't hurt this bad if it wasn't good grief

I don't want to talk 'cause they always end in fights You tell me you love me, then act single for the likes I don't want to play them games, especially with my life See you when I see you lost my feelings, caught a flight Sorry baby, but I'm gone (Scratch that) I ain't sorry 'cause I gave you plenty chances In the party freaky girl I like 'em dancing I'm with the homies and we only came to reck shit (Bounce it) Make her call my ex say you my new bitch Faded off the Henney got me horny and I'm choosin' Girl don't say you love me sound exactly like my old bitch Come here bounce all on it, while I drink and play my music It's a vibe, it's a vibe I just want relations, fuck that shit let's catch a flight Stumbling off the liquor, but don't worry I can drive Don't listen to nobody else, 'cause baby it's all lies They all lies But I don't wanna talk, I just need some peace from ya' I just wanna vibe, I just wanna drank maybe play between them thighs I just wanna drank, maybe fuck if that's alright I don't want to talk 'cause they always end in fights You tell me you love me, then act single for the likes I don't want to play them games, especially with my life See you when I see you lost my feelings, caught a flight Sorry baby, but I'm gone I don't want to talk 'cause they always end in fights You tell me you love me, then act single for the likes I don't want to play them games, especially with my life See you when I see you lost my feelings, caught a flight Sorry baby, but I'm gone

I'm from the 5 (Yeah okay) I run the 9 (Yeah okay) I don't get tired (Yeah okay) I see the spies Spreading the lies They after my life (Yeah okay) I got ties (Yeah okay) Mo' Money they slide (Yeah okay) I'm from the 5 (Yeah okay) I run the 9 (Yeah okay) I don't get tired (Yeah okay) I see the spies Spreading the lies They after my life (Yeah okay) I got ties (Yeah okay) Mo' Money they slide (Yeah okay) Henny me up all in my cup just to get by She hit my line every time she wanna get fried She said she bi and the girl she like, like what I like I had to try, you know I greased and then it's bye I trust no woman, she say she love me, I know it's lies Henny me up now Henny me up now Henny me up now (Aye) Henny me up now Henny me up now Henny me up now Henny me up now (Aye) Henny me up now Henny me up all in my cup I'm in the cut Henny me up now Henny me up now Henny me up now (Aye) Henny me Henny all in my cup I'm in the cut I like to get faded This night too long, I took her home I don't like waiting She made a fuss and then she bust Said I'm amazing She cuddled up, and said what's up Is we dating I said know what Me and you are in different places 'Cause I'm from the 5 (Yeah okay) I run the 9 (Yeah okay) I don't get tired (Yeah okay) I see the spies Spreading the lies They after my life (Yeah okay) I got ties (Yeah okay) Mo' Money they slide (Yeah okay) I'm from the 5 (Yeah okay) I run the 9 (Yeah okay) I don't get tired (Yeah okay) I see the spies Spreading the lies They after my life (Yeah okay) I got ties (Yeah okay) Mo' Money they slide (Yeah okay)

You say do better Love you better I was young, too many sorry's, you packed your bags you was fed up Then you left my life forever You know I loved ya' Put no one 152nd I fumbled your heart and I was reckless I'm running out of time by the seconds It's been 8 years I learned my lesson Yo' sister, mother say I'm trouble I still love 'em 180 then I doubled I promise for the better I wrote you letters I never sent 'em was too scared if you read 'em You say do better Love you better I was young, too many sorry's, you packed your bags you was fed up Then you left my life forever (Yeah, yeah) You say do better Love you better I was young, too many sorry's, you packed your bags you was fed up Then you left my life forever

I feel like I loved you once before You don't remember me (DND, DND) I'm drunk, she lonely and we know it LoverBoy Forever and she knows it I feel like I loved you once before You don't remember me (DND, DND) I'm drunk, she lonely and we know it LoverBoy Forever and she knows it I'm gone, I'm faded (Yeah okay) This right here X-Rated (Yeah okay) She say she gon' work me to the morning (Ooh yeah) I punch in and I'm on it (Aye) I'm gone, I'm faded, faded Not tryna' cuff you baby, just tryna' sex you lady I feel like I loved you once before You don't remember me (DND, DND) I'm drunk, she lonely and we know it LoverBoy Forever and she knows it I feel like I loved you once before I'm drunk, she lonely and we know it LoverBoy Forever and she knows it I feel like I loved you once before They turn off the lights and lock the door Let's explore our bodies take a tour I can make your night something more She don't wanna go away, she ask if she can stay I told her for the night that she can keep me company We faded off the liquor then we smoke another J But when we sober up I wonder if the vibes the same She just woke me up and said she's horny (Ooh yeah)

(Yeah) Double sided with the love She just wanna take drugs (With me, with me, with me) She just wanna fuck I just have no love (For you, for you, for you) Double sided with the love She just wanna take drugs (With me, with me, with me) (Yeah) She too messy She wanna, stress me Can't let her Won't let her Trap me Double sided with the love She just wanna take drugs (With me, with me, with me) She just wanna fuck I just have no love (For you, for you, for you)