It Wasn't Love - Eithne

I'm sitting on the couch, feeling alone I don't feel right, cause no one's home I start to think about the things in the past The feelings were right, the fun always lasts Your kiss it was so sweet, it meant everything It felt like commitment, without a ring Now I feel like we don't have no fun This isn't for me, I don't like what we've become Now we just fight and I can't look at you The silent treatment is all that we do I tried to let you know that you were wrong But all it did was keep you gone I wanna cry, I wanna feel emotions now I'm kicking and screaming and having a cow Now I can't even talk to you, I guess this is it I guess that we are through, are through But girl I woulda known about it I woulda known about it If it wasn't true But girl I woulda known about it I woulda known about it If it wasn't true (True, true, true, true) (True, true, true, true) (True, true, true, true) The sun is out and there's no more clouds I feel I can approach you now I can be with you without feeling down Yeah, we can speak without a single shout We took some time to heal all our wounds Now what was made by me and you? Now we can let go of the little things This isn't love, I guess that it was But girl I woulda known about it I woulda known about it If it wasn't true But girl I woulda known about it I woulda known about it If it wasn't true But girl I woulda known about it I woulda known about it If it wasn't true But girl I woulda known about it I woulda known about it If it wasn't true

I didn't know him but I guess he had it coming I heard he liked to put his hands everywhere they don't belong and I guess it finally caught up, somebody lift him up I know who did it, bitch named karma, that girl had enough Of course I remember that particular night The only thing that I killed was my dress and my mic I can't help you, don't know who you're looking for All I know is that I wanna be a star So please don't try to put the blame on me I didn't do it Now that he's outta my life all that I know Is that I'm free (I didn't do it) I didn't do it, didn't do it, didn't do it (I couldn't do it) I didn't do it, didn't do it, didn't do it (I wouldn't do it) Didn't do it, didn't do it, didn't do it (I ain't doing it) (It wasn't me) It wasn't me, no Do you know what it's like to live from house to house Crying every night with different hands on your mouth Do you know what it feels like to get no love as a kid Five years and not knowing where love is I wasn't waiting on 18 just to go and get my sister You would've done the same if you were in my position If taking back your love is a crime, call me guilty Had to save her, don't you understand she needs me Of course I remember that particular night The only thing that I killed was my dress and my mic I can't help you, don't know who you're looking for All I know is that I'm gonna be a star So please don't try to put the blame on me I didn't do it (No) Now that he's outta my life all that I know Is that I'm free (I didn't do it) I didn't do it, didn't do it, didn't do it (I couldn't do it) I didn't do it, didn't do it, didn't do it (I wouldn't do it) Didn't do it, didn't do it, didn't do it (I ain't doing it) (It wasn't me) It wasn't me, no It wasn't me, no

Focused on the things we're missing Ignoring everything we've got A thousand doors that stand wide open Won't make up for just one that's shut Seeking nearness from the distance But scared whenever it comes close Frozen hearts exposed too briefly To the sun to melt the floes All my secrets, dreams and wishes Freely laid into your hands My faith and my self-esteem Rise and fall at your command All my nerves and all my senses In constant state of red alert A mind in pointless, restless motion A body hopelessly inert Hiding behind walls of silence When there would have been so much to say Whoever said Silence is golden For sure he'd never come our way Nostalgia is a dangerous poison If mixed with bitterness and grief Makes the past look so much brighter Forms illusions of relief Makes what's lost still seem an option Though it failed the test of time Pretends the years have done no damage That we're still in our prime Wasn't it good, good just the way it was Wasn't it good, before we first tasted loss When it felt real, and not too good to be true When we were young and free, and unafraid And when time was on our side Wasn't it good, as long as we still had hope And firmly believed, that we had the strength to cope With whatever would come and stand in our way When we thought the life ahead of us Would unfold to our demands In life we get a thousand chances But less they get with every year We hoped that time would be on our side But it moved on and left us here Wasn't it good, good just the way it was Wasn't it good, before we first tasted loss When it felt real, and not too good to be true When we were young and free, and unafraid And when time was on our side Wasn't it good, as long as we still had hope And firmly believed, that we had the strength to cope With whatever would come and stand in our way When we thought the life ahead of us Would unfold to our demands

Don't think for a moment I never felt the pain You can't imagine The hurt and the shame They put the nails through my hands Pierced my side, please, understand It wasn't easy, but it was worth it It wasn't easy, it wasn't easy It wasn't easy, but it was worth it It wasn't easy, it wasn't easy It wasn't easy, but it was worth it I didn't have to do it But I did it anyway 'Cause I really love you So much I took your place I died for your sins Yes, I'm the one Don't take it lightly what I've done It wasn't easy, but it was worth it, oh It wasn't easy, it wasn't easy It wasn't easy, but it was worth it It wasn't easy, it wasn't easy It wasn't easy, but it was worth it I left my throne My purpose was the cross Shed innocent blood, I paid the cost It wasn't easy, it wasn't easy It wasn't easy, but it was worth it (but it was worth it) It wasn't easy, it wasn't easy It wasn't easy, but it was worth it It wasn't easy, it wasn't easy It wasn't easy, but it was worth it It wasn't easy, it wasn't easy (it was worth it, yes it was) It wasn't easy, but it was worth it It was worth it, ooh No, it wasn't easy, no, it wasn't easy But it was worth it Ooh-oh

He was her man, she was his wife And one winter night He knelt by her As she gave birth But it wasn't his child It wasn't his child Yet still he took him as his own And as he watched him grow It brought him joy But it wasn't his child It wasn't his child And like a father he was strong and kind And I believe he did his best It wasn't easy for him But he did all could His son was different from the rest It wasn't his child And when the boy became a man He took his father's hand And soon the world Would all know why It wasn't his child It wasn't his child And like a father he was strong and kind And I believe he did his best It wasn't easy for him But he did all could He grew up with his hands in wood And he died with his hands in wood He was God's child He was her man, she was his wife And one winter night He knelt by her As she gave birth But it wasn't his child It wasn't his child It was God's child

I was alone I was made of stone, you took me home We built a world, a world for us We flew like birds, a new beginning It's better, better, better You keeping me together, gether, gether You know that I will never, never, never Try to pull you down, down Lover, lover, lover you can always be here I'll take cover You know that I will never, never, never Leave you all alone I'd be nothing if it wasn't for you If it wasn't for you I was a fool always keeping a distance If I'd ever know, oh You found a way, I thought I always stayed the same Because of you, I saw a new beginning It's better, better, better You keeping me together, gether, gether You know that I will never, never, never Try to pull you down, down Lover, lover, lover you can always be here I'll take cover You know that I will never, never, never Leave you all alone I'd be nothing if it wasn't for you If it wasn't for you I'd be nothing if it wasn't for you Nothing if it wasn't for you.

If it wasn't for you would've never known who I was If it wasn't for you I would be so lost If it wasn't for you I'd feel so all alone, you see If it wasn't for you there would be no me If it wasn't for you I wouldn't know what love is Having you by my side gives me reason to live If it wasn't for you I wouldn't fight so hard, you see If it wasn't for you there would be no me If it wasn't for you, you If it wasn't for you If it wasn't for you, you If it wasn't for you If it wasn't for you I would've never found escape If it wasn't for you it'd be hard to get through the day If it wasn't for you would've already run away, you see If it wasn't for you there would be no me If it wasn't for you, you If it wasn't for you If it wasn't for you, you If it wasn't for you If it wasn't for you I'd just be going along If it wasn't for you I could've never been so strong If it wasn't for you I wouldn't have a song to sing If it wasn't for you there would be no me

或许是我们缺少勇气 不敢踏出彼此的安全区 或许是思念情绪 美得让人质疑 多可惜 我们还是 免不了得放弃 It wasn't meant to be 事到如今 我只能安慰自己 It wasn't meant to be 事到如今只能说 我们无能为力 可是你我心底 清楚明白 这份爱 若坚持走下去 我们会在一起 遗憾我变得小心翼翼 关于你的话题尽量回避 但难免有人好奇 关心起我和你 怕唤起记忆 一概回应 心想好的一句 It wasn't meant to be 事到如今 我只能安慰自己 It wasn't meant to be 事到如今只能说 我们无能为力 可是你我心底 清楚明白 这份爱若坚持走下去 我们会在一起 与你分离 说好那天不下雨 我心都快碎了 怎么 忍住哭泣 It wasn't meant to be 事到如今 我只能安慰自己 It wasn't meant to be 事到如今只能说 我们无能为力 可是你我心底 清楚明白 这份爱 当初若坚持走下去 我们会在一起 It wasn't meant to be