I'll keep the pictures saved in a safe place Wow, I look so weird here My face has changed now It's a big shame So many feelings, struggling to leave my mouth And it's not that rare for me to let myself down In a big way But I had enough time and I found enough reason to accept that It's not the same anymore I lost the joy in my face My life was simple before I should be happy, of course But things just got much harder Now it's just hard to ignore It's not the same anymore It's not the same anymore It's not the same, but, it's not a shame 'cause I spend a long time putting up with people Putting on my best face It's only normal when you stop things in the wrong way It's only four o'clock and still, it's been a long day I just wanna hit the hay People knocking on me like every day I'm tired of taking stress If only there could be another way I'm tired of feeling suppressed And when they want me the most I'm tired of acting like I care, but I do And I can't wait to hit the bed But tomorrow makes me scared 'Cause it's not the same anymore I lost the joy in my face My life was simple before I should be happy, of course (of course) But things just got much harder Now it's just hard to ignore It's not the same anymore (it's not the same) (It's not the same) (It's not the same) It's not the same anymore (it's not the same) (It's not the same) (It's not the same) (It's not the same) (It's not the same) (It's not the same) I kept the feelings inside I open up when shit gets built up this high She makes it easy to cry The words fall out of me and there's no more disguise I miss the days when I was someone else I used to be so hungry Right now, my stomach's full of air And I've spent many months just hating on myself I can't keep wishing things will be different Or leaving problems on the shelf I wish I didn't need to get help But I do But I do I've been so hard on myself, yeah Even my family can tell And they barely saw what I felt I wouldn't wish this on my enemy or anyone else It's not the same (It's not the same) (It's not the same) It's not the same as before It's not the same anymore And it's fine because I've learned so much from before Now I'm not sure on advice There's no excuses at all No point in feeling upset Won't take my place on my floor I'll stand up straight like I'm tall It's up to me, no one else I'm doing this for myself It's not the same anymore It's better It got better It's not the same anymore It's better Yeah, yeah

I am Not Afraid Anymore Standing in the eye of the storm Ready to face this, dying to taste this, sick sweet warmth I am Not Afraid Anymoree I want what you got in store I'm ready to feed now, get in your seat now And touch me like you never And push me like you never And touch me like you never 'Cause I am not afraid, I am Not Afraid Anymore No no no No no no No no no No no no No no no I am not ashamed anymore I want something so impure You better impress now, watching my dress now fall to the floor Crawling underneath my skin, sweet talk with a hint of sin Begging you to take me Devil underneath your grin, sweet thing But she play to win, heaven gonna hate me And touch me like you never And push me like you never And touch me like you never 'Cause I am not afraid, I am Not Afraid Anymore No no no Crawling underneath my skin, sweet talk with a hint of sin Begging you to take me Devil underneath your grin, sweet thing Bet you play to win, heaven gonna hate me And touch me like you never And push me like you never And touch me like you never 'Cause I am not afraid, I am Not Afraid Anymore No no no

Bless me father I have sinned, I'm not sure where to begin. I won't name names or where I've been, But I've been there and back again. No Hail Mary's will save me, You learned to live with memories, Here, slip this sinner up your sleeve, Just stay inside until I leave. I've been running, always running Never have both feet on the floor. I've been running, always running, Now I'm not running any more... The hands of time may tick no more Let darkness fall upon this door No waves will wash up on this shore I won the fight but lost the war. I've been running, always running Never had both feet on the floor And I've been running, always running Now I ain't running anymore. There were roses I have loved Who've given or have given up I pushed your patience and my luck It wasn't love I didn't trust It wasn't you, or me, or us You've shouldered if's, and and's, and but's It's that way OK, I've said too much But I've been running, always running Never had both feet on the floor I've been running, always running Now I ain't running anymore.

Could it be a stranger night? The basements filled with kids. I don't know. Not beautiful like your songs, But all awkward and alone and don't belong. I saw a vacant seat. I sat down next to you. I thought of all the boys that wanted to. I laughed out loud. Do you hate this band too? I smiled a nervous smile, But I warmed up and acted cool standing by the stove. And your eyes made it strange and I felt out of place. Wondering if you... if you could take her place. You can't be sly. You can't forget her. You don't ask why. You can't forget her. Give up. What hope do you have to save her? Give up. What hope do you have to save her?

Living at home Living under one roof Walls are raging They're all crazy Mind is racing Say you left it far behind And you'll always feel your 17 In a dream Isn't it a sad thing that we all can't win? You got your sad songs or the radio It's for sure that you are all done Just a quiet evening Just a quiet evening When you get home the street is quiet in the morning And the sight of her is all you need to get so down I can't figure how a letter so upset her just climb down the stairs Just disappear I can promise something fleeting Just a quiet evening that will pass And although we ain't got nothing to show By sitting at home It'd mean a lot to me I can promise something fleeting Just a quiet evening that will pass Just a quiet evening Just a quiet evening.

I know you're just confused. And I know I ain't the best. But why put my heart to the test? Can you turn the light on now? I'm gonna grab my coat. I'm not sticking around to watch you gloat... this time. Cause it gets only close enough So you'll know you'll never have her heart. Just sometimes words and long waits inbetween, When she tries hard to be mean. You'll never have her heart. But you'll probably hate her now. You know she's just a name. But with smoke in her hair, I could still smell how sweet she would be to kiss. And we talked about nothing until she had to go where second chances And small talk could have kept me up all night. Cause it gets only close enough So you'll know you'll never have her heart. Just sometimes words and long waits inbetween, When she tries hard to be mean. You'll never have her heart... this time.

I'm so tired, but i can't sleep a wink And i'm in trouble deep Yeah i'm so tired Not enough cash to keep me in vices I can't think about it now She's getting too close and i don't even like it I can't think about it now Always behind on the latest devices I can't think about it now Panic in the office Record label crisis I can't think about it now So many words i like like to say to convince you i'll stay So many words i'd like to say to convince you that i'm so tired So many words that i'd love to get by this But everyone's watching me I'm out of disguises And nobody know if the kids gonna like it So c'mon and tell me Don't think about all the things that you want And the things that you need Its only a matter of what you don't see There's not enough cash And there ain't enough vices Couldn't think about it even if i tried to

Hair cuts and tee-shirts You're made in the shade Airports and "hey your luggage?" Ain't quite the same What ever happened to whats her name She's all books and quotations And no fun and games It feels so good but you don't dare believe it Don't you believe it Don't you believe it When its quiet and lights are low You're the last one you want around You're the last one to know Cuz its over you know when I said Its time to go now don't let things go to your head Its over won't you come over The lights are low at my place too But the stereos gonna change your mood It feels so good but you don't dare believe it Don't you believe it Don't you believe it You're the only one for me (I told you already) You're the only one for me (I told you already)

1, 2, 3, 4. It was too loud to hear what you were thinking. And somehow I knew I would be sleeping alone tonight, But I figured that's alright. Could you still walk home with me? I don't wanna be wondering. You couldn't keep me here. It's you or two months on the road. Just two months waiting by the phone. She grew wings and I grew wheels. And now the dust covers my heels. You couldn't keep me here. It's you or two months on the road. Just two months waiting by the phone. She grew wings and I grew wheels. And now the dust covers my heels. I sent your letter next day air. No-dozed a lot and sat and stared. I couldn't make it fifty pages in that book. I'll pull into town when the saddest sun sets down. And I'll see you at the show. I hope you'll go. You'll be there just waiting for me. Just waiting for me. I'll pull into town when the saddest sun sets down. And I'll see you at the show.