It Could of Been Worst - Moneyfiend Miguel

I was very sad last night You came by I was so glad though sadness covered The smile I kept for you I was waiting for the cloud to pass over Then I could show my love You could have made me laugh if you'd stayed But you left I was more confused than I was before you came I was frightened I saw insanity and tears I shouted for you to stay It could have been better If you had held my hand And smiled at me Or questioned why My face was so distorted I'm back in the sunlight again Oh I'm so glad It's only joy I wanna give to you Sometimes I feel lost and desperate Please forgive me If I show no sign of reasoning Or consideration In my bleaker times

We were so close yet so far away I'd reach out, you'd be gone Moments that still talk my breath away There's so much more to life than loving you You don't need me, no... I... can't wait all my life, on a street of broken dreams It could have been you my love (where are you now) Oh I... still wonder if you remember the night It could have been you Time washes over, memories I can't look back no more Change has forsaken, our promises There's someone else for you to hold again So please stop your crying I... can't wait all my life, on a street of broken dreams It could have been you my love (where are you now) Oh I... still wonder if you remember the night It could have been you Remember, remember, girl I remember I... can't wait all my life, on a street of broken dreams It could have been you my love (where are you now) Oh I... still wonder if you remember the night It could have been you (where are you now) Should have been you my love (where are you now) It could have been you my love, (where are you now) Remember... remember... remember

Organ music softly playing Sounds of people's whispers saying "She's a pretty bride; you're such a lucky man" I smile and blink the tears away And find the proper words to say While aching with the pain they just can't understand It could have been me Wearing that dress of white It could have been me Holding you close tonight It could have been me Giving your children life Why can't it be me who'll be your wife? Now we're all gathered together You vow your love for worse or better Lift her veil and kiss her with a tender glow Then leading her back up the aisle I try to meet your eyes and smile But all the time my heart is breaking so It could have been me Wearing that dress of white It could have been me Holding you close tonight It could have been me Giving your children life Why can't it be me who'll be your wife? They toast the lovely bride and groom And as you leave the noisy room They say that it's my turn to catch the bride's bouquet And as the crowd goes streaming past And someone says "He's hers at last" I hold my pretty flowers and slowly walk away It could have been me Wearing that dress of white It could have been me Holding you close tonight It could have been me Giving your children life Why can't it be me who'll be your wife?

Broward County, 954, we here, I kicked the door down 'Nolia boy shit, 1800 block, ugly corner, tied, gleeful I was hopin' that you'd ride for me the way I rode for you I wish my boy was here to see the man that I grew into And I know if I'm feelin' like this, it gotta be mutual But it ain't they business tellin' them the shit we surfaced through Yeah, I won't never tell the world the shit I did for you Even though you lied on me, that's cool, as long as you know the truth I don't even feel the love be real no more, so I keep my distance Remember I ran me up my millions, you was in your feelings Even that time you shake my hand and you don't even grip it But if I put that shit on blast, they gon' say I'm trippin' I'ma just follow my intuition and I'ma keep on livin' I wonder sometimes if you wishin', shit could've been different Right now I'm cheffin', it's too late, I'm doin' my thing right now I ain't lookin' down on you just chillin', I'm on the plane right now I know you miss me, but don't worry, I'll never forget you Even though you switched on me and it Hurt me, I can't hold that 'gainst you Takin' everything in me and it's burnin' for me to forgive you You still my whoadie, still my dirty, but I ain't fuckin' wit' you To create my future, I had to revisit my past, revisit my pain But I won't never let you back in, We can't rekindle that flame When he got stuck on and you blamed me 'cause you know I did it Couldn't call on you when it was raining and it killed my spirit All the shit you said, you tried to shame me, tried to kill my image Even though you know me since a baby, and you know I'm with it You know I'm serious, Steppin' on niggas like I ain't even got no feelings I'm in my cell right now, I'm wishin' shit could've been different I ain't droppin' no names no more but nigga, I hope you hear it Can't take nothin' back, it went like that, so nigga that's what it is Everywhere I went, I took you with me, every show I did I said I was comin' home, they said, "No you isn't" I'm a real nigga, so I'm dyin' how I'm livin' I remember throwin' rocks, now we goin' to prison When I got my first Glock, kept that thing with me You was with me on the block, thuggin' real silly Jumped in the game, then I popped, then you went to switchin' I tried to give you niggas shots, but you niggas missin' Soon as Lil Yella got knocked, niggas went to snitchin' I done been through a lot, shit you never didn't I had to pop a nigga top to make that boy feel me Crackers had me in the box, thuggin' every minute Young nigga, see about me, I'ma show you different All my life, throwin' rocks at the penitentiary But now my watch got rocks, no more drug dealin' And now my top gon' drop, I'm in a new Bentley Heard foolie got shot, I wonder who did it You my dirty, you and me, we made it from the mud I been wishin' shit could've been how it was 'Bout you, I swear to God I would've took a slug Down to kill a nigga 'bout you, and it's all love This shit ain't about a stripe, this just what I'm used to I'm down to throw away my life, throw away my future 'Bout street principality, no flag Man, that soldier-like mentality automatic I'm jumpin' out the pink-G truck with the ratchet Z's up 'til I freeze up, lil' daddy (Glee) Z's up 'til I freeze up, lil' daddy (Gleeful) Z's up 'til I freeze up, lil' daddy Gleefully, that's how you present that shit the right way You know what I'm talkin' 'bout, Broward County, 954 You know, we don't represent, we don't re-present We present it once and that's what it is, that's how you step Can't take nothin' back, went like that, so that's what it is I wish it could've been different, though 1800, SG-13, the dumb way, the long way Sniper Gang or no gang

(I used to feel bad, now I don't) I bet you're sorry, don't say you're not Yeah, you're so used to getting everything you want But I still know you, guess you forgot You're only at this party 'Cause I took you to places you'd never go Introduce you to people you'd never know And now you're here, but you're all alone (I used to feel bad, now I don't) 'Cause every time we break up, I'd break down Now I don't wanna make up, I'll make out With somebody new, It could've been you 'Cause every time we'd fuck up, I'd freak out You're out of second chances, now I'm out With somebody new, It could've been you It could have been, It could have been you Your eyes are on me, just like his hands He's doing things to me you'd never understand He calls me baby, I call him mine And everything's so different 'Cause he'll take me to places I wanna go Introduce me to people I wanna know And you might be there, but I wouldn't know (I used to miss you, now I don't) 'Cause every time we break up, I'd break down Now I don't wanna make up, I'll make out With somebody new, It could've been you 'Cause every time we'd fuck up, I'd freak out You're out of second chances, now i'm out With somebody new, It could've been you It could have been, It could have been you (It could of been, It could have been you) It could've been, It could've been you

Yeah, yeah Lay your face on the pillow Push the covers where they belong I can't take my eyes off you We both know what we came here for To weigh the truth and the lie Should you lead, I will follow Only truth is allowed Hallowed fate knows no doubt 'Cause your body's ready for war And my body's built to endure You, make me feel like a god Make me feel like I've been anointed Come to me, I'm your rod Death and resurrection Death and resurrection You make me feel like I'm a god Make me proud like I've been anointed Make me proud like I've been anointed Yeah, yeah, yeah Every time is a blessing Would you baptize me in your love? (Baptize me in your love) We've no problem confessing (we've no problem confession) Just as long as we speak in tongue I lay my worship on you now Just kneel and say what you want Only truth is allowed As we sing our praises out loud Your body's begging for more And my body's built to endure You, make me feel like a god Make me feel like I've been anointed Come to me, I'm your rod Death and resurrection Death and resurrection Make me feel like I'm a god Make me proud like I've been anointed Make me proud like I've been anointed Yeah, yeah, yeah When I'm tired and weak (when I'm tired and weak) You bring life to me I've been dying to see all your glory woman Your sweet glory woman (glory woman) (When I'm tired and weak) When I'm tired and weak (tired, tired) You bring life to me I've been dying to see all your glory woman (oh, your body woman) Beautiful glory woman (my god) Oh, you, make me feel like a god Make me feel like I've been anointed Come to me, I'm your rod Only want the blessing (yeah, babe) Death and resurrection (my god) You make me feel like I'm a god Make me proud like I've been anointed Make me proud like I've been appointed Been anointed (my God) Yeah, you've been appointed Been anointed (my God)