In Your Hands - After Hour Animals

My oh my this hair of gold Pull it back from over your eyes. I know you're scared and alone But you don't have to hide. You need to take your time So I'll set you free. I don't want you when you're blind. And in time you'll come back to me. So I'll wait for that day When I hear you say "Don't drop me 'cause I'm hopin' to land In your hands." And if you Don't believe I promise to make you see I'll come find you But mind you it's time You are mine Forever mine And now it's winter settin' in Two days is auld lang syne But you don't like the shape you're in This year has peace to find But if you feel like you could fall Maybe I could fall too But if you give it, Give it all 'Cause if you promise me the best of you Then I'll wait For that day When I hear you say Don't drop me 'cause I'm hopin' to land In your hands And if you don't believe I promise to make you see I'll come find you Mind you it's time You are mine Forever mine You're scared if you wait too long Your light won't guide me home But don't be frightened by the dark before dawn Sometimes we must go ahead alone 'Til then I'll wait For that day When I hear you say Don't drop me 'cause I'm hopin' to land In your hands And if you don't believe I promise to make you see I'll come find you Mind you it's time You are mine Forever mine

I'll pop a couple pills through the day time To stay up and get drunk with the night life All of us on the brink of suicide, it's not right Ain't no stopping us, not a chance in Hell Not a chance you'll catch me sober Even when the night is over I'll be there to fall apart It's too late, my time is up, I can't be saved It's my fate to fuck shit up and misbehave I know I tend to overthink and have too much to drink 'Cause sometimes I let it get to me My anxiety I'll take another shot if it's alright Tell myself it's the last one for the night All of us on the brink of suicide, it's not right Ain't no stopping us, not a chance in Hell Not a chance you'll catch me sober Even when the night is over I'll be there to fall apart It's too late, my time is up, I can't be saved It's my fate to fuck shit up and misbehave I know I tend to overthink and have too much to drink 'Cause sometimes I let it get to me My anxiety I feel my heart begin to race I don't learn from my mistakes Always find myself in the same place I feel numb I've been takin' straight shots of liquor all day I can feel it in my bones, the feeling won't go away I been at it all night, the lines, they're all gray I don't even know the time, I don't know the day I've been takin' straight shots of liquor all day I can feel it in my bones, the feeling won't go away I been at it all night, the lines, they're all gray I don't even know the time, I don't know the day It's too late (Too late), my time is up, I can't be saved It's my fate (My fate) to fuck shit up and misbehave I know I tend to overthink and have too much to drink 'Cause sometimes I let it get to me My anxiety I'll forget about it for the night Deal with it all tomorrow That's what i tell myself every time It's a never ending cycle I don't want this I feel numb It's a never ending cycle I don't want this I feel numb It's a never ending cycle

Together we're dangerous we're like fire and gas Light us up and we gonna burn fast Right back on our bullshit when we revisit our past Everybody hates it, but... I don't know why I gravitate to you it's always complicated Wish I'd sit and wait, but no I never hesitated You call when I can't talk, but I still do It's fucked up that I still make time for you But it's not rocket science I've got two brains and they butt heads When your body comes to mind I turn red and start to sweat You call when I can't talk, but I still do It's fucked up that I still make time for you Together we're dangerous we're like fire and gas Light us up and we gonna burn fast Right back on our bullshit when we revisit our past Everybody hates it, but I'm under the spell you cast Cause when it comes to you I'm always caving in I'm caving, I'm caving in Bored all alone another normal Friday night I don't know where to go so I drown myself in vodka sprite Till you call, and I pick up "What you doing" Let's just fuck and this time I won't move in Over and over again I play it out in my head We're never gonna see a happy ending Over and over again I play it out in my head Which one of us will be the last one standing Together we're dangerous we're like fire and gas Light us up and we gonna burn fast Right back on our bullshit when we revisit our past Everybody hates it, but I'm under the spell you cast Cause when it comes to you I'm always caving in I'm caving, I'm caving in We joke around and say that it's alright But they can see through our glass eyes Say we're gonna stop when the times right But everyone can see through our lies The longer we keep this charade up Nothing will go right for Us or anyone else that depends On our heads to be screwed to our necks And not so busy in bed Together we're dangerous we're like fire and gas Light us up and we gonna burn fast Right back on our bullshit when we revisit our past Everybody hates it, but I'm under the spell you cast Cause when it comes to you I'm always caving in I'm caving, I'm caving in

I'm high strung only when you get with me 'Cause you make me feel less empty But being full with liquor it kills me I can't wait til the cocaine hits me I give in to block out sound When I can't escape it The voices drown me out Like they don't give a shit Speaking to you loud But you'll never hear it And I can't wait around for you I'm high strung when I wake up First thing when I get up I'm high strung when I wake up First thing when I get up I'm high strung only when you get with me 'Cause you make me feel less empty But being full with liquor it kills me I can't wait til the cocaine hits me And I feel alright I feel alright I feel alright for now I feel alright for now Wake up everyday with a headache I feel sick and I can't think straight Kill me Will it be this that seals my fate? 'Cause I don't feel okay Can't seem to quit And just the thought of it Makes me ashamed to be this way I'm high strung when I wake up First thing when I get up I'm high strung when I wake up Get up I'm high strung only when you get with me 'Cause you make me feel less empty But being full with liquor it kills me I can't wait til the cocaine hits me And I feel alright I feel alright I feel alright for now I feel alright for now I'm high strung First thing when I wake up Lick the bag, anything for a quick buzz A numb face and a drink would be sick I got the devil on my shoulder He don't want me to quit I'm high strung First thing when I wake up Lick the bag, anything for a quick buzz A numb face and a drink would be sick I got the devil on my shoulder He don't want me to quit

Behold the beast I'm going rouge again To be alone with every thought I have So I can second guess I find it easier to cope (I find it easier to cope) When I'm on hangin' on to hope (when I'm on hangin' on to hope) That maybe one day I can wake up and say The payout was worth the wait I always lose my head And say something I regret I can't seem to balance the weight I want love, but love it on my own A heart of stone Is carved by those you keep close And though I know what's at stake I can't seem to balance the weight Speak to me And save me from myself I'm holding on to every thought I have My mind's a mess I find it easier to cope (I find it easier to cope) When I'm hangin' on to hope (when I'm on hangin' on to hope) That maybe one day I can wake up and say The payout was worth the wait I always lose my head And say something I regret I can't seem to balance the weight I want love, but love it on my own A heart of stone Is carved by those you keep close And though I know what's at stake I can't seem to balance the weight There'd be no need to escape If I'd get out of my own way Never can seem to stay on the same page Back and forth 'til I drive myself insane Back and forth 'til I drive myself insane I always lose my head And say something I regret I can't seem to balance the weight I want love, but love it on my own A heart of stone Is carved by those you keep close And though I know what's at stake I can't seem to balance the weight