In Spite - Eddie Freeze, Martin Atkins, Richard Graham, John Richey & Lunar Bear Ensemble

I know that there's nights I stay out too late And times I forget to call It's true I might argue at the drop of a hat Or make a big deal out of nothing at all I'm not much for rules but I'm faithful and true She knows on the inside I'm good What she sees in me ain't half as important As what she overlooks And I wouldn't blame her if she said goodbye Cause she ain't like nobody else And I must be the luckiest man alive Cause she loves me in spite of myself I know she must wonder if she made the right choice And sometimes I wonder too It must be hard watchin' a man like me Trying to make all of her dreams come true I promised the moon and the stars in the sky On the night that she promised her love And I haven't come through though I'm trying to She says that's more than enough And I wouldn't blame her if she said goodbye Cause she ain't like nobody else And I must be the luckiest man alive Cause she loves me in spite of myself In spite of myself

Well, it's been a long time since you left I've been thinking quite a lot about the things that you said We were sitting on the beach talking about all you're regrets I'll admit I was relieved when you didn't say this was one And I know I'm much to restless Reel in all my expectations Work on building up my patience Too much, it's too much Too much Is this progress Are you happy Are you focused I am pissed off You said why is that? I hate that you asked 'Cus I haven't figured it out myself And I'm standing in a boiling shower Trying to slow my racing pulse I try to breathe But I can't seem To stop my trembling hands from shaking And I know it's been a while since I broke I been thinking quite a lot about that time that we spoke I was laying in my bed Face first in my phone When you told me over text That you think you'd rather be alone And I know I'm much to invested Reel in my extensive second guessing Forget my regrets And finally go to sleep But I am too fucking tired To get into bed So I am lying on the floor On the carpet instead I am buried in my phone And the lives of my friends I am marinating in nostalgia There were thirty something people A smoke filled room And I was dodging conversations While I stared at you And you were caught up with your friends But then you turned your head And you smiled, discretely waved, then looked away And you smiled, discretely waved, then looked away And you smiled, discretely waved, then looked away And you smiled, discretely waved, then looked away And you smiled, discretely waved, then looked away Is this progress Are you happy Are you focused I am pissed off I am pissed off