(I Never Had A) Christmas With You - Julie Benko & Mykal Kilgore

I got a hankering to have a Christmas fling it's true And the holidays are hollier and jollier with you True love is feasible Even if it's only seasonal And nothin' would be finer than you kissin' me While old Saint Nick come down the chimney I gotta do a little shoppin' then I plan on stoppin' by Wearing mistletoe suspenders and a peppermint bow tie So I'm hoping that you're in the mood And at the risk of seeming oh so crude I got a hankering to have a Christmas fling with you I gotta do a little shoppin' then I plan on stoppin' by Wearing mistletoe suspenders and a peppermint bow tie oh my So I'm hoping that you're in the mood And at the risk of seeming oh so crude I got a hankering, a hankering, a hankering to have a Christmas fling with you with you La da da da da da da da da da da da La da da da da da da da da da da da La da

You never know the situation Is this a gift or just temptation? (Ah) Exhaustion, this thought's been in Running 'round all day Blessing or curse, oh, there's healing in pain Why would I want you? Why do I want to? You're still someone I miss There's so much distance We're both so different But I'd still listen (Ah) What would you say? If I met you today and erased our yesterday What would you say? What would you do? If the past went away, would I want what I had with you? What I had with you What I had with you, oh I What I had with you, oh I What I had with you, oh I And only you What would you do? If the past went away, would I want what I had with you? What I had with you Living in the future, living in the past One sip and a half empty glass Dang Sad I gotta act like that You left scars on my soul that you can't take back, but Why would I want you, too? Why do I want you? You're still someone I miss There's so much distance We're both so different But I'd still listen (Ah) What would you say? If I met you today and erased our yesterday What would you say? What would you do? If the past went away, would I want what I had with you? What I had with you What I had with you, oh I What I had with you, oh I What I had with you, oh I And only you What would you do? If the past went away, would I want what I had with you? What I had with you What I had with you Ooh ooh What I had with you What I had with you Ooh ooh What I had with you Take it back like Oh ah oh ah aye We gon' take it back like Oh ah oh ah aye Take it back like Tira pa' adelante, tira pa' atrás Tira pa' adelante y mira pa' allá Tira pa' adelante, tira pa' atrás ¡Tira pa' adelante y mira pa' allá! What would you say? If I met you today and erased our yesterday What would you say? What would you do? If the past went away, would I want what I had with you? What I had with you What I had with you, oh I What I had with you, oh I What I had with you, oh I And only you What would you do? If the past went away, would I want what I had with you? What I had with you

Never gonna miss it The love I never had. Never gonna miss it The love I never had. Never gonna miss it... You've been coming home a little later And you never feel like saying where you've been. You know I tried to make some conversation But I guess the things I say are wearin' thin. You never needed me, I only see it now But I can live alone, girl you taught me how. And I wish that I could say I'm gonna feel so sad (Gonna feel so sad) But I just can't miss the love I never had Never gonna miss it The love I never had. Never gonna miss it... When I was reachin' out you didn't want me But at least I know I gave it one good try. (Didn't I, didn't I give it one good try?) Gonna pack my bags then I'll be leavin' You don't have to stay around to say goodbye. Oh any fool can see it's over and it's done. It really ended girl, before it had begun. And I wish that I could say I'm gonna take it bad Oh so bad, so bad But I just can't miss the love I never had (Never gonna miss it) Oh and I wish that I could say I'm gonna feel so sad, so sad (Gonna feel so sad) But I just can't miss the love I never had. Never gonna miss it... The love I never had

Do you see me? Do you feel me like I feel you? Call your number I cannot get through You don't hear me And I don't understand When I reach out Well, I don't find your hand Where they wasted words? And did they mean a thing And all that precious time But I still feel so in between Someday, I just keep pretending That you'll stay Dreaming of a different ending I wanna hold on But it hurts so bad And I can't keep something that I never had Well, I keep tellin' myself Things can turn around with time And if I wait it out You could always change your mind Like a fairytale Where it works out in the end Can I close my eyes? Have you lying here again And Then I come back down And Then I fade back in And Then I realize It's just what might have been Someday, I just keep pretending That you'll stay Dreaming of a different ending I wanna hold on But it hurts so bad And I can't keep something that I never had Am I a shadow on your wall? Am I anything at all? Anything to you? Am I a secret that you keep? Do you dream me while your sleeping After all? Someday, I just keep pretending That you'll stay Dreaming of a different ending I wanna hold on But it hurts so bad And I can't keep something that I never had That I never had I wanna hold on, but it hurts so bad And I can't keep something that I never had You don't see me You don't feel me like I feel you.

I haven't spoken to ya, haven't seen you in months Too busy livin', so we fell out of touch I didn't think I had to let you know we were done We weren't together, so how could we break up? You got the chance to tell everybody your side It's my turn to tell 'em mine You came to my place a couple of times Got high and you slept over Just a few days, just a few nights You and I were never sober If you wanted somethin' more, then you should've asked Would you please stop actin' like the ex I never had? I'm checkin' my texts and readin' 'em back We were cool, at least I thought so Seein' all this and hearin' all that We were good, but I guess we're not, though It was never real enough for you to be mad So why you out there actin' like the ex I never had? My friends would know about ya if it was really love I only saw you when the sun wasn't up, oh It's never gonna matter what you say about us Don't try to turn this into more than it was You came to my place a couple of times Got high and you slept over Just a few days, just a few nights You and I were never sober If you wanted somethin' more, then you should've asked Would you please stop actin' like the ex I never had? I'm checkin' my texts and readin' 'em back We were cool, at least I thought so Seein' all this and hearin' all that We were good, but I guess we're not, though It was never real enough for you to be mad So why you out there actin' like the ex I never had? You got the chance to tell everybody your side It's my turn to tell 'em mine You came to my place a couple of times Got high and you slept over Just a few days, just a few nights You and I were never sober If you wanted somethin' more, then you should've asked Would you please stop actin' like the ex I never had? I'm checkin' my texts and readin' 'em back We were cool, at least I thought so Seein' all this and hearin' all that We were good, but I guess we're not, though It was never real enough for you to be mad So why you out there actin' like the ex I never had?

I'm not perfect, but I try To make your days better than mine 'Cause you are worth it You are perfect And if you wanna leave me I understand quite easily That I'm not worth it I'm not perfect enough for you I wake up and I think about you The things you do, and how you do it that way I meet you and I see how you'll be, always car-wrecked You are perfect But when I look into your eyes I realize it's not the same way you look into mine So I have to say one last thing Just please, listen I'm not perfect, but I try To make your days better than mine 'Cause you are worth it You are perfect And if you wanna leave me I understand quite easily That I'm not worth it I'm not perfect enough for you, for you You always point out my mistakes The way I break so easily You always point out my flaws But I still applause at everything you do But when I look into your eyes I realize it's not the same way you look into mine So I have to say one last thing Just please, listen I'm not perfect, but I try To make your days better than mine 'Cause you are worth it You are perfect And if you wanna leave me I understand quite easily That I'm not worth it I'm not perfect enough for you I'm not perfect, but I try To make your days better than mine 'Cause you are worth it You are perfect And if you wanna leave me I understand quite easily That I'm not worth it I'm not perfect enough for you