I Just Killed This Beat - Mac-Leven

There ain't nobody calling the cops There ain't nobody circling chalk It was over and he knew it Yeah, somebody had to do it I just killed a man, left him in his drive Watched the light go out of his loving eyes I got in my car, made my getaway Couldn't stop the tears running down my face Yeah, he begged me not to let him go But goodbye, I don't give a damn They won't lock me up for this one, no But his heart breaks on my hands I just killed a man Tonight's just whiskey and guilt on the rocks Word gets around, this town's gonna talk It ain't like I ever loved him Wish that mattered, but it doesn't I just killed a man, left him in his drive Watched the light go out of his loving eyes I got in my car, made my getaway Couldn't stop the tears running down my face Yeah, he begged me not to let him go But goodbye, I don't give a damn They won't lock me up for this one, no But his heart breaks on my hands I just killed a man Just because it ain't a crime Don't mean I won't be doing time I just killed a man, ooh I just killed a man, left him in his drive Watched the light go out of his loving eyes I got in my car, made my getaway Neither one of us will be the same Yeah, he begged me not to let him go But goodbye, I don't give a damn They won't lock me up for this one, no But his heart breaks on my hands I just killed a man, ooh I just killed a man, ooh

I can't stand their attitudes, for another day They wanna try to synchronize me, so I blew them away My daddy was a bitch, screwin' around with the dog and cat My mommy satisfied her thirst, with a bag of urin I kinda liked my sisters friends, Kick grass in the grave, Mudered that bitch with a baseball bat, She was only five, what ya think of that? Knocked her down the basement stairs, Then I burned off all her hair, Mutilated her virgin body, Mommy caught me and she tried to stop me I killed mommy with my automatic, I killed mommy with my automatic, I killed mommy with my automatic, whoooaa I killed mommy with my automatic, I killed mommy with my automatic, I killed mommy with my automatic, whoooaa I can't stand their attitudes, for another day They wanna try to synchronize me, so I blew them away My daddy was a bitch, screwin' around with the dog and cat My mommy satisfied her thirst, with a bag of urin I killed mommy with my automatic, I killed mommy with my automatic, I killed mommy with my automatic, Ooohoooh I killed mommy with my automatic, I killed mommy with my automatic, I killed mommy with my automatic, Ooohoooh -----This isnt what it says they are on the record, but it IS what they say

I'm sorry that I did this The blood is on my hands I stare at my reflection I don't know who I am Practice my confession In case I take the stand I'll say I learned my lesson I'll be a better man I'm packing up my things And I'm wiping down the walls I'm rinsing off my clothes And I'm walking through the halls I did it all for her So I felt nothing at all I don't know what she'll say So I'll ask her when she calls Would you love me more (Would you love me more) If I killed someone for you? Would you hold my hand? (Would you hold my hand?) They're the same ones that I used When I killed someone for you Would you turn me in (Would you turn me in) When they say I'm on the loose? Would you hide me when (Would you hide me when) My face is on the news? 'Cause I killed someone for you I hear the sirens coming I see the flashing lights I'm driving through the suburbs Wearing my disguise I show up at her doorstep To look her in the eyes I tell her that it's me But she doesn't recognise Can't you see I'm running? Said I need a place to hide I've gotta ask you something Could you please let me inside? Just let me explain No, I wouldn't tell you lies I know you'll understand If you let me stay the night Would you love me more (Would you love me more) If I killed someone for you? Would you hold my hand? (Would you hold my hand?) They're the same ones that I used When I killed someone for you Would you turn me in (Would you turn me in) When they say I'm on the loose? Would you hide me when (Would you hide me when) My face is on the news? 'Cause I killed someone for you You have to understand that The one I killed is me Changing what I was For what you wanted me to be I followed your direction Did everything you asked I hope that makes you happy 'Cause there's just no turning back Would you love me more (Would you love me more) If I killed someone for you? Would you hold my hand? (Would you hold my hand?) They're the same ones that I used When I killed someone for you Would you turn me in (Would you turn me in) When they say I'm on the loose? Would you hide me when (Would you hide me when) My face is on the news? 'Cause I killed someone for you, yeah

So this is what it comes to, A single word out of that pretty mouth, Indicated That you picked your world over ours, You claim your not like the rest, But you sure do act the part, You'll be sorry, I am suffocating with the words that you have said You are the one that could put all my fears to bed, You are fire, Your life is dead, I wanna be the one who tells you that, You were never there to face the fact, That you would always be the one that carried me, I knew that this couldn't be The kind of thing that pulled you away from it all What's it gonna take To put you back in your place? Listen bitch I just want you to know, Everybody came here for a show, I know your not stupid and you follow directions, So shut the fuck up and stop being pretentious Sluts like you make me sick, You don't deserve the air you breathe, Take it from me, You're as low as low can be I wanna be the one who tells you that You were never there to face that fact That you would always be The one that carried me You gave it away It took all this time to see it I really didn't believe it (I really didn't believe it) If this is what its come down to You better hope I don't find you You carried me! So hold me back! And I know it's hard to imagine That something like this could happen We had all the time in the world You had lots of potential But then you went mental I wanna be the one who tells you that You were never there to face the fact That you would always be The one that carried me You gave it away It took all this time to see it I really didn't believe it If this is what it's come down to You better hope I don't find you Oh my god What happened to us? We were so unstoppable We couldn't fall.

I'm driving in my car alone You called me on the telephone How many times will it take 'Til I'm convinced? That you're using me I'm just a-used to be It's a lie, I know it's a lie But I just can't go on dying like this Can I see you tonight? Baby, I'll act just like you want me to Or is that just exactly what I'm not supposed to do I'll just stop in here Have a glass of beer I'm just a fool, I guess But I just can't go on dying like this Here I am again, it's 4 a.m. I think I'll play that song again The one called, "I'm So Lonesome I Could Cry" And I'll wonder where you are tonight I don't know, I just don't know But I just can't go on dying like this Can I see you tonight? Baby, I'll act just like you want me to Or is that just exactly what I'm not supposed to do? I'll just stop in here, have a glass of beer I'm just a fool, I guess But I just can't go on dying like this Lord knows I just can't go on dying like this