I Forget but I Don't Forgive - ALEXANDER

Yeah it's true Ever since you left I'm lost I don't know what to do Girl you know I'm never gon' stop loving you Styrofoam my double cup Yeah you know I'm mixing drink If you think I'm dumb for love then I don't care what you think If feds pull up to my car right now they'll tell me this shit stinks But I'm sad right now Of course this shit gon' stink But forgive and forget Instead, of get high and forget I'm gone put this shit to rest And you gon' lie and finesse but you won't tell'em bout the rest And I'mma scream, I'mma vent, I'mma get this off my chest I won't sit and I won't make this shit a mess Yeah I cried, yeah I begged, yeah we both know I'm a wreck But I don't really give a fuck, I'mma still wish you the best I'mma still wish I was dead and I'mma still go take these meds And I'mma tell them bout the episodes you'd have in front my friends And you gone tell them that I cheated on you with all of my friends And imma tell them that was once and it will never happen again You gon' tell them how I lie about shit time and time again But I'm gone talk about the truth and how shit really went You gon' talk about some conversation I had with my ex And I'mma tell them ain't no conversations between me and my ex And you gon ask me for my phone and then okay I might digress But forgive and forget (Nah) Instead Of get high and forget I'mma put this shit to rest And you gone lie and finesse But you won't tell them bout the rest But imma tell them bout rest Bout how shit had really went And all them times I tried to talk you but you ain't wanna hear me To say I'm really truly sorry and I mean that shit so dearly But now you don't wanna see, matter of fact come near me But I'm really gunna miss you and I mean that shit sincerely But forgive and forget Instead Of get high and forget I'mma put this shit to rest And you gone lie and finesse But you won't tell them bout the rest But imma tell them bout rest Bout how shit had really went How bout that time you laid your hands because you seen me doing xans How bout that time you laid your hands because some game you saw me playing How bout that time you laid your hands on me in the middle of the street How bout the time you laid your hands on me all just because a tweet... You caught me straight out of the shower (I pushed you off of me) Your grandma came in yelling louder (The Fuck is wrong with me!?) Stop sign you was at for hours (Fuck is wrong with me!?) Your momma called me yellin after (Fuck is wrong with me!?) I can still hear you crying in my room All those lates where I'd just stay up calming you And I never ever told my mom what happened too Because Id rather her be blame me for this than her lose her love for you

You always come back when I'm at my weakest When I'm fool enough to let you in Sayin' how this time around is different Askin' if I want to try again I do, but I don't I want to, but I won't I am, but I ain't I could, but I just can't It feels right, but it's wrong And I've hurt way too long So when you ask me if I know what I want I do, but I don't What resistance I have left within me I lose each time you're holdin' me this close With every bitter sweet kiss, girl, you tempt me Asking if I want to let you go I do, but I don't I want to, but I won't I am, but I ain't I could, but I just can't It feels right, but it's wrong And I've hurt way too long When you ask me if I know what I want I do, but I don't So don't ask me if I know what I want 'Cause I do, but I don't, oh