Hole In My Head - Blake O'Connor

I don't really care about the fame and the lights You know that it's fake as fuck when everybody nice I don't gotta be the one that anybody likes I'm already on my lonely get the fuck out of my face like I've been doin' better when operating alone Shit up in my head I been living with tryin' to cope I burned every bridge that would ever lead to a home And I said I'd build 'em back like I really mean it but don't I can feel the monster start to creep up here inside again And therapy don't work if you don't do the work I tried but then I took the plight to paper Painted pictures started poppin' With the pain projected pried the piece And put it through the process Plus I prolly picked the perfect path to prey on my potential Now I need a priest to properly pry me from all these pencils Pressure peaking and they're judgin' every move that I been makin' All these counterfeits pretending that I'm not the one you hate I know that you want to forget I'm the little poison in your veins bringing you to an early end I'm the lost innocence Hello (Hello), I'm the hole in your head Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget Living inside, I am the hole in your head A constant reminder while you're all on my shit (On my shit) I am the one that's getting under your skin (Under your skin) And you can try but you will never be whole again Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget I'm not a thorn in your side, I'm the hole in your head So give me no applause (N-no) Tell me all the things you really wanna say if you were honest But I know you're not, I think I know the plot (What?) Keep on smiling just to hide the jealousy that keeps on building While you take your shot Ne-never subtle I turn a city to rubble I'm stepping down where I want to And never concerned about who wanna talk 'Cause I'll just cut you and anyone bringing trouble Consider it my rebuttal when I hit you with the double Yeah, I did this on my own and I don't need the love (Need the love) You keep watching me do it, I know it eats you up So keep on doubting, I know it's gotta be gettin' old Seeing me in your thoughts when you're alone I know that you want to forget I'm the little poison in your veins bringing you to an early end I'm the lost innocence Hello (Hello), I'm the hole in your head Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget Living inside, I am the hole in your head A constant reminder while you're all on my shit I am the one that's getting under your skin And you can try but you will never be whole again Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget I'm not a thorn in your side, I'm the hole in your head (But you will never be whole again) Fuck you, watch! Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget Living inside, I am the hole in your head A constant reminder while you're all on my shit (On my shit) I am the one that's getting under your skin (Under your skin) And you can try but you will never be whole again Watch me, watch me like you're trying to forget I'm not a thorn in your side, I'm the hole in your head

BLAKE Following the viral success of his breakout hit "Flexin" in late 2016, San Antonio rapper BLAKE... read more Ay, ay Woof Ay, ay Look Diamonds look like piss (piss) Diamond chain on piss (piss) Now my wrist on sick (sick) Now my bitch real thick (thick) Pull up, then I skrrt (skrrt) Look at they expression (spression) Ben Frank on me too, he blue I think he got depression Diamonds look like water (water) She drip drip like water (water) Hit that bitch, don't call her (call her) Dodge like Charger (Charger) Pull up then I charge her Lil' bitch bad and bougie Can't dap you up, you a fuck nigga Fuck niggas got cooties I'ma leave they feelings hurting Windows down on purpose Hanging out the window, swerving Baby Snapchat made me nervous 'Cause my main bitch, she be lurking I swear she do the most Boy, you talk a lot Let's talk about why you so broke Wait, talk too much, bitch, shut up I'm your young dumb motherfucker BLAKE, why your belt unbuckled? Tryna save your bitch some trouble (wait) Ex-bitch mad, oh well (well) Cop that pack wholesale (sale) Mama like, "What's that smell?" Had to move the pack out the crib that's hell Panoramic my whip Hoes all on my tip 100s blue like a crip Bust my nut... dip Left wrist, holy moly (damn) Fuck you niggas, we not homies Used to have to cop the O-Z Now a nigga need the whole thing Pull up, then I skip Keep it brief and quick Tripping over a bitch Broke niggas make me sick No, I won't call her Fuck her, don't bother One hundred, need charger One hundred, need charger On fleek, yup Bossed up, yup Turning heads, right left Strike a pose, yup Yeah, I seen them pussy niggas Pussy nigga, do you need some help That boy there gon' need some milk Flex on 'em, yup Bitch I'm feeling dangerous Wrist on fucking singing Beat so fucking dangling Belt so fucking hanging Had to hit 'em back 'Cause that ass was like on whoa (whoa) Niggas playing games And they stuck in story mode Bitch talking 'bout shrimp and steak (steak) Tell a bitch get out my face (face) I can't take your ass on no date (wait) But I can hit your ass with that BLAKE (ooh) Boy, quit tweeting, it's okay Little nigga all in his feelings Can't figure out why is it Broke niggas always got the most opinions (ooh) Had to show you niggas who's next up Baby, quit talking, that's extra Just say I'd like a checkup Why you peeking my message Ask too many fucking questions Send me one more text message You gonna hate the rolling sessions Why these niggas so lame Wanna talk down on my name Niggas thought that I was playing games Wrist looking like Johnny Dang Lil' boys like, you funny Talking 'bout, you ain't making money Hating on me, but now I got your bitch Ha-ha-ha, God don't like ugly Ha-ha, ha-ha