Heading Home (feat. Josef Salvat) - Gryffin

How many times Do I have to blow you off Before you start to realize I can't face you anymore I go out late at night And don't come home until you've gone You've left me breakfast on the counter So relentless in your lies I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart Thought I could face it But I don't know where to start Everyone is saying that I should come clean But I just don't have the heart To atone for one's crimes Is easier said than done If you could read between the lines You wouldn't still think we're in love But since we are The ball is in my court But I still find myself a few balls short I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart Thought I could face it But I don't know where to start Everyone is saying that I should come clean But I just don't have the heart Everyone is saying that I should come clean But I just don't have the heart In a perfect world I would have control It's not that I don't care I just can't say no No, I can't say no Ooh can't say no No, I can't say no I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart I've got a secret And it's tearing us apart No, I can't say no Ooh can't say no Mhmm no I can't say no Mhmm mhmm mhmm

I miss you more than I have so far tonight You weren't joking when you said you'd left nothing behind Now I'm wandering around the flat and smoking where I like It's never been as empty as it is tonight, and it's huge Now I'm alone between its walls Hard to believe we used to think that it was too small I did what I thought I had to, to protect you Did my best to keep my beasts at bay Too late I realized that you would never pledge you whole hand in But you delivered on my bluff and went straight back to him Hard to believe The joke was always on me Your punchline was so low You know just how to hit them all I miss you more than I have so far tonight I can't see in out cause you're fucking up my mind It was far too hard to sleep, so I took myself outside To screw you out on a summer's night The odds were good but there's no leaving you behind So I learned patience and placed on my bed some time I did what I thought I had to, to protect you Did my best to keep my beast at bay Too late I realized that you would never pledge you whole hand in But you delivered on my bluff and went straight back to him Hard to believe The joke was always on me Your punchline was so low You know just how to hit them all You know just how to hit them all Hard to believe The joke was always on me Your punchline was so low You know just how to hit them all

I don't blame you for anything But in the silence a question rings Lying in my bed at night A hurricane growing inside my head, yeah Waiting for it to arrive I play with what it would be like to cut and run If this is what you wanted, are you happy? Are you happy now? If this is what you wanted, are you happy? Are you happy now? Speaking in circles, days into years Fragile and hopeful, and full of fear Walking on my own at night A hurricane growing inside my head, yeah Waiting for it to arrive I play with what it would be like to cut and run If this is what you wanted, are you happy? Are you happy now? If this is what you wanted, are you happy? Are you happy now? 'Cause I'm not sure I am I'm not sure I am I'm not sure I am I'm not sure I am Is that what you want? A life without love? Is that what you want? Eh-yeah, eh-yeah Is that what you want? A life without love? Is that what you want? Eh-yeah, eh-yeah If this is what you wanted, are you happy? Are you happy now? If this is what you wanted, are you happy? Are you happy now? 'Cause I'm not sure I am I'm not sure I am I'm not sure I am I'm not sure I am