Harden My Heart - Mary J. Blige

Cryin' on the corner, waitin' in the rain I swear I'll never, ever wait again You gave me your word, but words for you are lies Darlin' in my wildest dreams, I never thought I'd go, oh-oh But it's time to let you know I'm gonna harden my heart I'm gonna swallow my tears I'm gonna turn and leave you here All of my life, I've been waitin' in the rain I've been waitin' for a feeling that never, ever came It feels so close but always disappears Darlin' in your wildest dreams, you never had a clue But it's time you got the news I'm gonna harden my heart I'm gonna swallow my tears I'm gonna turn and leave you here Darlin' in my wildest dreams, I never thought I'd go But it's time to let you know I'm gonna harden my heart I'm gonna swallow my tears I'm gonna turn and leave you here I'm a-gonna harden my heart I'm gonna swallow my tears I'm a-gonna harden my heart I'm gonna swallow my tears Harden my heart I'm gonna swallow my tears No, oh, oh, oh Harden my heart I'm gonna harden my heart I'm gonna swallow my tears I'm gonna harden my heart I'm gonna swallow my tears Harden my heart Harden my heart Swallow my tears I'm gonna harden my heart

Got money like I ball in the league James harden shooting when up in em threes Up on the score give a fuck bout your team Trailing behind cause I'm up in lead Got money like I ball in the league Big boss status so they follow my lead V-12 growling when I pull on the scene Stay true to yourself and just be who you be She don't like how I'm coming Then fuck it and leave Hurt to many times Wear my heart on my sleeve Trap wit surveillance Got cameras in trees In love with fast money Stuff it all in my jeans Nigga finally living Now I'm up and got status Ran up the money Perfect timing like a Patek State to state driving Full tank of unleaded Smoke out the whip In drop the top and you smell it Pay off the plug And I told him just mail it House on a hill With a view like a palace Two or three wives With like four or five children Fuck how it turn out I just want me some millions In the hood i'm a legend Now they think that I made it Came up off trapping Then i move where it's gated Supremacist labeled I don't fuck with my neighbors Cut off that hoe Cause all she wanted was a baby Roll up a wood I don't pass it I face it In and out of banks I been stacking on a daily Thinking bout chances In the hood I was taken Thugging alone Cause they ain't have my best interest Invested in pounds Doubled up and I flip it In and out of transit Signing off on the shipment Mawmaw steady praying She don't like how i'm living Had to smaller my circle Cause niggas be telling Fuck a commentator I ain't worried bout the critics Wishing on my down fall Hope I get a sentence Came in the game trapping Now I got a business NFL Money Cause a nigga finally living Got money like I ball in the league Big boss status so they follow my lead V-12 growling when I pull on the scene Stay true to yourself and just be who you be She don't like how I'm coming Then fuck it and leave Hurt to many times Wear my heart on my sleeve Trap wit surveillance Got cameras in trees In love with fast money Stuff it all in my jeans Nigga finally living Now I'm up and got status Ran up the money Perfect timing like a Patek State to state driving Full tank of unleaded Smoke out the whip In drop the top and you smell it Pay off the plug And I told him just mail it House on a hill With a view like a palace Two or three wives With like four or five children Fuck how it turn out I just want me some millions Got money like I ball in the league Big boss status so they follow my lead V-12 growling when I pull on the scene Stay true to yourself and just be who you be She don't like how I'm coming Then fuck it and leave Hurt to many times Wear my heart on my sleeve Trap wit surveillance Got cameras in trees In love with fast money Stuff it all in my jeans Nigga finally living Now I'm up and got status Ran up the money Perfect timing like a Patek State to state driving Full tank of unleaded Smoke out the whip In drop the top and you smell it Got money like I ball in the league Big boss status so they follow my lead Got money like I ball in the league Big boss status so they follow my lead Got money like I ball in the league Big boss status so they follow my lead

Hey Let's have some fun this time Wanna know what it sounds like when I'm not on drugs? Please, please don't play this song Ri-ri-ri-ri-right, ri-right, right Tryna get my mind, my mind, my mind right, right People think they really being helpful By telling me "Please be careful" Yeah right! Ri-ri-ri-ri-right, ri-right, right Please, please don't play this song, yeah, haha Pain, hurt, sadness and loneliness Balled all that shit right up, tossed it away to the bottomless Pit, the part of my mind that slips, the part of my mind so sick I don't even like to take that trip unless I'm sloppy drunk I pray for my mom, how a teach had a son That never gave a fuck about scantron All I wanted was to be a human being And show the world some new colors and scenes Imagine all types of beautiful scenery I remember when I first had tree Smoked out a Black and Mild, so dumb of me Now, I'm grape Cigarillo man Any young black kid, guaranteed fan Hold it down, humble pie on the humble And I treat normal girls like models Reckless and young, and my, my mom's callin' Think I should hit decline I'm numb face while I'm thinkin' 'bout suicide Wanna know what it sounds like when I'm not on drugs? Please, please don't play this song Ri-ri-ri-ri-right, ri-right, right Tryna get my mind, my mind, my mind right, right People think they really being helpful By telling me "please be careful" Yeah right! Ri-ri-ri-ri-right, ri-right, right Please, please don't play this song, ha ha Hey, black Robin Hood Ridin' high just like we should You know the sayin', ain't no delayin' Gotta gets to getting while the getting's good Yeah, demented, my brain was forced to transform Wise up, I'm checking the gate on humble tales and minimum wage The blogs tell it, "Cudi's lame, wearing a kilt? He must be gay" Let's keep it trill, fuck being discreet But some girls tweet how they miss my meat Yeah, Cudders HBO, that vitamin water That's money to blow 'cause it's money for blow Don't take no shit, you can blame my mom I'm in a maze, I'm in a daze, I'm losin' it I'm lockin' in my rocket ship, I'll be a blip on your radar, bitch Feels like things can be covered Until the day I'm above myself, hovered Wanna know what it sounds like when I'm not on drugs? Please, please don't play this song Ri-ri-ri-ri-right, ri-right, right Tryna get my mind, my mind, my mind right, right People think they really being helpful By telling me "please be careful" Yeah right! Ri-ri-ri-ri-right, ri-right, right Please, please don't play this song, haha

Yea, yea, mmm Oh, your love's like those trains, those trains My heart's like that cargo That just happen to be attached Hey My addiction to that train Am I insane To think something differnt is coming 'cross that track? Sometimes I feel so lost But they say love is blind (Ah) Sometimes I need you here to To help me face my fears Standing in this fire Seduced by the flames Why can't you be my joy And also be my pain, yea? Some nights I wish I didn't love ya Some days I wish I didn't care Sometimes I just hold on Can't stand the idea Of sleeping by myself Oh, your love's like those trains, those trains My heart's like that cargo that just happen' to be attached Hey My addiction to those trains Am I insane To think something differnt is coming down that track? Nothing's coming 'cross those tracks 'Cause of you I am better and I'm worse Sometimes the reality of that can really hurt (Even more) Because of you I take the sweet with a grain of salt (Grain of salt) 'Cause of you I feel everything and nothing at all (Some nights) Some nights I wish I didn't love ya (Some days) Some days I wish I didn't care (Oh-oh) Sometimes I just hold on Can't stand the idea Of sleeping by myself (Oh, your love's like those trains) Some nights I wish I didn't love ya Some days I wish I didn't care (My heart's like that cargo) Sometimes I just hold on (I just happen to be attached, yea) Can't stand the idea of sleeping by myself My addiction to that train Am I insane To think somethin' different is coming down that track? Nothing's coming 'cross those tracks, yeah Am I insane To think something different is coming 'cross that track? Nothing's coming 'cross those tracks, no Some nights I wish I didn't love ya (No-no) Some days I wish I didn't care (No) Sometimes I just hold on (Nothing's coming 'cross those tracks) Can't stand the idea Of sleeping by myself Some nights I wish I didn't love ya Some days I wish I didn't care Sometimes I just hold on Can't stand the idea Of sleeping by myself