Grateful - NEFFEX

You're my life You're my breath You're a smile You my guest You're the earth You're the sun You're the grass You are love You're my hands You're a bug You're my eyes You're a hug You're the light In the dark You're the spark You are fun You're my mom You are water You're the stars You're my daughter Your my friend Till the end You're my dreams You're my father You're the ants on the ground The miracles that surround I'm feelin' it all around The hemisphere and the clouds You're my pain you're my sorrow You're my hope for tomorrow You're the strength when I'm hollow You're the path that I follow You're the blessings that exist The small things that are bliss The gift to realize that Everything is a gift All that I am All that I see All that I've been and all that I'll ever be Is a blessing Its so amazing And I'm grateful for it all, for it all Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Greatful for it all You're the blessings Every time I try to count You're the lessons That l learn Every time I turn around You're the water when I'm burned Every time I think I've found Everything I'm looking for You're the sign sayin' Stop to take a bow And keep moving forward And start looking towards your heart, it'll open all the doors And only then you'll start To hear the world sing in chorus With your mind and heart Aligned in purpose Everything will feel gorgeous All that I am All that I see All that I've been and all that I'll ever be Is a blessing Its so amazing And I'm grateful for it all, for it all Everyday I sit and pray Cuz what I have is More than I deserve Or could ever imagine How do I give back To all of this magic And spread the love So everybody can have it Doesn't matter if I'm rich or poor If I gotta family or if I'm all alone Bad things happen I can just complain and moan But there's a million things that I can be grateful for So I lift up my hands now And I open my heart And my gratitude goes out To everything near and far All that I am All that I see All that I've been and all that I'll ever be Is a blessing Its so amazing And I'm grateful for it all, for it all All that I am All that I see All that I've been and all that I'll ever be Is a blessing Its so amazing And I'm grateful for it all, for it all Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Na-na-na-na-na-na-na Greatful for it all Na-na-na-na-na-na-na You're the blessings that exists The small things that are bliss The gift to realize that Everything is a gift

And you're not available Tell me all the things that you wanna know Don't know why I couldn't let you go When you're sad, you're sad, you're sad, you're sad And I'm not available Couldn't tell you what you just wanna know You don't know why I can't let you go I told you it's not that easy, I'm not leaving, ayy Breakin' down, breakin' down I've been feeling this for weeks now Can't keep count I feel like I'm getting weak now So speak out You've been silent and I need sound I need sound I don't know why I fall for someone like you (Somebody, yeah) I hurt myself every time but try to fight through (I can't fight, yeah) Can't seem to keep you off my mind when we fight too Don't know what I might do You got the type of mood that always goes and let's me down again (Oh, no) And all I really needs a friend (I just need a friend, yeah) So why won't you just let me in, let me in (Just let me in, just let me in, just let me in) And I just try to tell myself I'm fine (I'm alright) And you just try to tell yourself your fine (I'll be alright) And we just try to think we'll be alright (We'll be alright) But we don't say so we're unavailable And you're not available Tell me all the things that you wanna know Don't know why I couldn't let you go When you're sad, you're sad, you're sad, you're sad And I'm not available Couldn't tell you what you just wanna know You don't know why I can't let you go I told you it's not that easy, I'm not leaving, ayy I don't ever want to believe you'll go away And you don't ever want to believe I'll leave one day But we don't ever talk to each other so we'll stay Quiet and distant and unavailable And you're not available Tell me all the things that you wanna know Don't know why I couldn't let you go When you're sad, you're sad, you're sad, you're sad And I'm not available Couldn't tell you what you just wanna know You don't know why I can't let you go I told you it's not that easy, I'm not leaving, ayy

It's a new day and nothings really quite going your way You got bad news, that's confusing You got sad news, that your wounded And it feels like the worst time You're worried and scared and not fine You feel unprepared with no signs Well it'll be alright, you just gotta fight Why do bad things happen to the best of us it seems Like they should be blessed They just might be angels here as guests Teaching us to be our best When everything breaks at the seams And you feel like your losing bеlief Well dammit you just gotta stay strong When it all falls apart and goes wrong When you feel let down and so lost And it feels like you can't hold on Well dammit you just gotta stay strong 'Cause sometimes things go wrong And one day everything's gone But you can make it out and move on So dammit you just gotta stay strong I know that it sucks and it hurts It's like you've been cursed by the world at it's worst I'm sorry, I know you can't see it But maybe all these things happened to you for a reason So stay strong and push through it Your will power's everything you got don't lose it And one day things will get better You just gotta get through the stormy weather Why do bad things happen to the best of us it seems Like they should be blessed They just might be angels here as guests Teaching us to be our best When everything breaks at the seams And you feel like your losing bеlief Well dammit you just gotta stay strong When it all falls apart and goes wrong When you feel let down and so lost And it feels like you can't hold on Well dammit you just gotta stay strong 'Casue sometimes things go wrong And one day everything's gone But you can make it out and move on So dammit you just gotta stay strong

I needed something Someone to trust in I needed something To get me through this life Never saw you coming And now we're just running, yeah You make me feel nothing When we're driving through the night I've been looking all around at the places You and I were seeing so many different faces We're just cruising right on through this life with a playlist And everything is right Never really thought I would make it Found someone who I don't think I'll ever replace and I'm emptying my heart so, you can just take it Im living my best life And I feel so alive With you by my side We can make a life I've got nothing to hide Driving so fast Every town passed Never look back We're good at that 'Cause I feel so alive Damn you look good tonight We're driving through rain, riding through sun and looking at plains We're cruising through towns, moving all around but you stay the same We like to runaway, we're ditching all our pain and living for today We're driving so fast, wanna make it last, we'll do it our way And I feel good at night Full moon the only light You make me feel like I'm doing alright I feel good inside Maybe a little high You make me feel like Everything will be alright And I feel so alive With you by my side We can make a life I've got nothing to hide Driving so fast Every town passed Never look back We're good at that 'Cause I feel so alive Damn you look good tonight And I feel so alive With you by my side We can make a life I've got nothing to hide Driving so fast Every town passed Never look back We're good at that 'Cause I feel so alive Damn you look good tonight

I don't really know what comes next I'm just doing my best even though I'm so stressed out Everything just feels like a test That I fail so depressed When I can't seem to get out But something deep inside won't let me quit I swear that I'm inspired by all this shit Tell me that I can't and I won't That's what guides me the most Fuck your lies, I'll do what I want! I'm inspired by thirst I'm inspired by worth I desire your worst So you can just hide while I work I ain't tired, you first I'll write a second, third verse About the lies you go disperse You never did shit, I know it hurts Something deep inside won't let me quit I swear that I'm inspired by all this shit Tell me that I can't and I won't That's what guides me the most Fuck your lies, I'll do what I want!

Oh-oh-oh-ooh Oh-oh-oh-ooh I can hear the demons call when they do what they do And now I feel like taking off, find a place with a view The pain is never gonna stop if it's controlling you I know that time can heal it all, I just gotta get through I just gotta get through, I just gotta get through 'Cause I feel like taking off, find a place with a view The pain is never gonna stop if it's controlling you I know that time can heal it all, I just gotta get through Sometimes I feel like all is lost but I know it's not true I wanna put up all my walls 'cause I'm not in the mood But then I cut myself off from the rest of the room I know that time can heal it all if you're patient and soon It can all be worth it, all the searching Pain is never really permanent, but damn it hurts man I can feel all of the turbulence and it's concerning I've been searching for a purpose, I hope it's worth it This society is really trying me Ain't no hide and seek, I hide to be far from anxiety I need my space, I need my privacy, I need some silence please You're all to loud, you don't speak quietly, opinions violently Thrown across every surface, it makes me nervous Is the world honestly burning? That's all I'm learning Hope that we can make a turn and start reversing All our minds and put the work in, we got some work man Ah, I just gotta get through, gotta get through Ah, I just gotta get through, gotta get through I can hear the demons call when they do what they do And now I feel like taking off, find a place with a view The pain is never gonna stop if it's controlling you I know that time can heal it all, I just gotta get through I just gotta get through, I just gotta get through 'Cause I feel like taking off, find a place with a view The pain is never gonna stop if it's controlling you I know that time can heal it all, I just gotta get through I just gotta get through Gotta get through this, life is a nuisance, tie up some loose ends I try to be human, find a solution, my evolution A place like this, It didn't exist, we made it like this So you can go pick the bad or the good gotta glass half which? And I know, it's easier to hide and just to lay low Not everyone in life has got a halo I'm standing in the rain inside a payphone Just wanna break no, I'm not gonna give in Take a last shot Michael J win No I'm not a robot, I'm in my own skin Never get lost when thoughts pull you in I miss the old you, he died with a purpose All the energy around me felt nervous Scared I would pop off rise to the surface (yah) Had to cut it off before you made me worthless Torn apart, I've been torn and scarred I had a giving heart, but now I'm thinking smart I'm keeping up my guard, I'm hiding every card A royal flush or bluff you'll never know it's art With a back to the mat, gonna see where I'm at I'ma fight like I'm mad, I'ma be something that They could never be me, nice try But they'll see I achieve everything while they stay salty Ah, I just gotta get through, gotta get through Ah, I just gotta get through, gotta get through I can hear the demons call when they do what they do And now I feel like taking off, find a place with a view The pain is never gonna stop if it's controlling you I know that time can heal it all, I just gotta get through I just gotta get through, I just gotta get through 'Cause I feel like taking off, find a place with a view The pain is never gonna stop if it's controlling you I know that time can heal it all, I just gotta get through I just gotta get through

'Cause I don't give a fuck what you say Yeah, I'ma do shit my way So you can go kick rocks, I'ma stack bricks up Build what I want to make Yo, I gotta lot of shit to say, so I'ma do this every day I'll be writing things until I'm fucking buried in my grave Six feet deep under, but my body won't decay 'Cause my messages are timeless, so they'll put 'em on display Oh yeah, I rap with a certainty, I have a sense of urgency A message for eternity, for everyone internally I had some people burning me, but now they fucking learning, see I ain't the one to fuck with, now they lookin' nervously And I don't really care what you think of me respectfully You can kick rocks if you think you're fucking better, see I will outwork you, turn you to an enemy Hurt you so bad that you gonna need some therapy (that's right!) I got the mother fucking recipe I been cooking up hits, I'ma leave a legacy You'll be looking small when you standing right next to me I'm 5' 10" bitch, but I'm 10 feet mentally 'Cause I don't give a fuck what you say Yeah, I'ma do shit my way So you can go kick rocks, I'ma stack bricks up Build what I want to make 'Cause I don't give a fuck what you say Yeah, I'ma do shit my way So you can go kick rocks, I'ma stack bricks up Build what I want to make Yeah, I'ma do it my way Yeah, I'ma do it my way I can't contain it, I'm coming out with a statement "You've really changed, man, all your music and arrangement" You don't know shit, shut your mouth, you can save it I'm the same dude that got his come up from the basement A hundred songs, a hundred weeks didn't change it Experiments, development, intelligence and patience I'll do it all again, 'cause I never feel complacent Let's keep the good vibes, positivity's contagious I'm never looking back, 'cause I made a life that's passionate A college graduate suppressing all his talents yet He found a way to go and change, become an advocate For taking control of your life, go out and battle And you think you have a dream, then act on it Get after it, get out your head and fucking capture it You got one life to master it Don't give up on your future, we all start losers We're all late bloomers, gotta struggle through the sewers 'Cause I don't give a fuck what you say Yeah, I'ma do shit my way So you can go kick rocks, I'ma stack bricks up Build what I want to make 'Cause I don't give a fuck what you say Yeah, I'ma do shit my way So you can go kick rocks, I'ma stack bricks up Build what I want to make Yeah, I'ma do it my way Yeah, I'ma do it my way