Gone Forever - From Ashes to New

Don't know what's going on Don't know what went wrong Feels like a hundred years I still can't believe you're gone So I'll stay up all night With these bloodshot eyes While these walls surround me With the story of our life I feel so much better Now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying That I feel so much better now That you're gone forever Now things are coming clear And I don't need you here And in this world around me I'm glad you disappeared So I'll stay out all night Get drunk and fuck and fight Until the morning comes I'll forget about our life I feel so much better Now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying That I feel so much better now That you're gone forever First time you screamed at me I should have made you leave I should have known it could be so much better I hope you're missing me I hope I've made you see That I'm gone forever And now it's coming clear That I don't need you here And in this world around me I'm glad you disappeared I feel so much better Now, that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying That I feel so much better now That you're gone forever And now you're gone forever And now you're gone forever

I heard you say " Nothing was good enough" Give me a day I'll build you a monument I Think you gotta try for love We need to get high above Beginning and End You don't have to defend What's in your head Don't worry love We Ain't ever getting older Don't worry love We ain't ever getting older We ain't ever gonna die for a love That's in our head Now we're back At the start The story begins again You said you would change I think You never meant a single word you said If you Didn't want to lose my love Why you never show me so? Caught up at the border Lost in the corners of my head Don't worry Love We ain't ever getting older Don't worry love We ain't ever Getting older We ain't ever gonna die for a love That's in our head Don't worry love We ain't ever getting older Don't worry love We Ain't ever getting older We ain't ever gonna try for a love We ain't Ever gonna cry for a love We ain't ever gonna die for a love That's In our head That's in my head That's in My head That's in my head That's in my head

Hold me before I'm gone forever Underneath the setting sun I wish we could make that trip together But that old train is boarding one by one My dear we have travelled far together Climbed the mountain, swum the sea Still there are so many places calling us Won't you see the rest for me? And hold me before I'm gone forever 'Cause it's all that we can do I wish could make that trip together But I'll go on ahead and wait for you It's true that my candle's burning lower But I'm content to hold your hand The mystery of the dark, it never bothered me Your love is all I need to understand Hold me before I'm gone forever 'Cause it's all that we can do I wish we could make that trip together But I'll go on ahead and wait for you I wish we could make that trip together But I'll be waiting somewhere, dear, for you

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh Growing up in a prison is Nothing different than the town I'm used to living in It had me feeling like I'm someone insignificant But now I know why I'm the one who wasn't fitting in I'm living in a land of broken hearts, abandoned in a part Of the planet that's panicking and vanishing in the stars Been damaged from the start and stranded miles apart From the break of dawn, but I made it out of the dark Now here we are, I'm fighting with nothing to lose now Just a vision and ambitions of burning the room down The walls are closing in, and the voices are too loud Everybody's on a mission, they're getting the noose out You can daydream, but you can't erase or replace me You're crazy to think you can relate to what made me And lately you been pushing me, and it's not safe I won't break 'cause I'm made from the heartache You're never gonna break me down Go ahead and hate me now 'Cause I came from a dark place, yeah And I'm made from the heartache You're never gonna make me drown Never gonna change me now 'Cause I came from a dark place, yeah I'm made from the heartache I've been to hell and back a thousand times So if you're thinking that I'm quitting, then you're out your mind And just forget it, I ain't tripping somewhere down the line And you're the one without a vision, still you're doubting mine Now I'm becoming your nightmare, you run and I'm right there And suddenly you're wondering if you're gonna die here You're stuck in a timeshare and breathing on my air Welcome to the darkness where the demons don't fight fair Nothing compares to how I'm planning to tear you down Destroying your psyche until you question your whereabouts I'm feeling I'm paramount, it's scary how I'll spend a day in your shoes, and I'm fucking wearing 'em out You can daydream, but you can't erase or replace me You're crazy to think you can relate to what made me And lately you been pushing me, and it's not safe I won't break 'cause I'm made from the heartache You're never gonna break me down Go ahead and hate me now 'Cause I came from a dark place, yeah And I'm made from the heartache You're never gonna make me drown Never gonna change me now 'Cause I came from a dark place, yeah I'm made from the heartache Heartache, heartache Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh I put my heart in this Born where the darkness lives Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh I've gone beyond the edge Won't stop until I'm dead 'Cause I came from a dark place, yeah And I'm made from the heartache You're never gonna break me down Go ahead and hate me now 'Cause I came from a dark place, yeah And I'm made from the heartache You're never gonna make me drown Never gonna change me now 'Cause I came from a dark place, yeah I'm made from the heartache I'm made from the heartache

Nightmare Now your nightmare comes to life Dragged you down below (down to the devil's show) To be his guest forever (peace of mind is less than never) I hate to twist your mind (but God ain't on your side) An old acquaintance severed (burn the world your last endeavor) Flesh is burning, you can smell it in the air 'Cause men like you have such an easy soul to steal So stand in line while they ink numbers in your head You're now a slave until the end of time here (Nothing stops the madness turning, haunting, yearning, pull the trigger) You should've known the price of evil And it hurts to know that you belong here, yeah Oh, it's your fucking nightmare While your nightmare comes to life Can't wake up in sweat 'cause it ain't over yet Still dancing with your demons (victim of your own creation) Beyond the will to fight where all that's wrong is right Where hate don't need a reason (loathing self assassination) You've been lied to just to rape you of your sight And now they have the nerve to tell you how to feel So sedated as they medicate your brain And while you slowly go insane they tell you "Given with the best intentions, help you with your complications" You should've known the price of evil And it hurts to know that you belong here, yeah No one to call, everybody to fear Your tragic fate is looking so clear, yeah Oh, it's your fucking nightmare Fight, not to fail, not to fall Or you'll end up like the others Die, die again, drenched in sin With no respect for another Down, feel the fire, feel the hate Your pain is what we desire Lost, hit the wall, watch you crawl Such a replaceable liar And I know you hear their voices (calling from above) And I know they may seem real (these signals of love) But our life's made up of choices (some without appeal) They took for granted your soul, and it's ours now to steal As your nightmare comes to life You should've known the price of evil And it hurts to know that you belong here, yeah No one to call, everybody to fear Your tragic fate is looking so clear, yeah Oh, it's your fucking nightmare