Golf - Cutter Cutler

You're still in the shower Don't know where you're gonna go I wish I had the power To make this house feel more like home I won't sleep a minute Leave the light on by the bed The bed you should be in, yeah It's not how it's supposed to end Please don't leave me here I don't know where I started Please don't leave me here I don't know where my heart is I see you when I see you It hurts, you'll never know 'Cause maybe you'll come running When you're done being alone I swear I'll wait forever If it means not letting go I'll put you under pressure Were you scared of getting close? Please don't leave me here I don't know where I started Please don't leave me here I don't know where my heart is All these bridges that we're burning Tables that we're turning I won't let this go to a middle ground Promises you're breaking Parts of me you're taking I don't know myself when you're not around Please don't leave me here I don't know where I started Please don't leave me here I don't know where my heart is

I'm a mess, i've been a mess for months I know it's real I've been doing anything i can to numb how it feels And i know that putting all this liquor in my body Won't exonerate me from the guilt that haunts me No, there's nothing in the world that's gonna stop me Still i wait for you And i know It's late and i wanna go home But I'm scared of how quiet it'll be without you I hate taking off my own clothes Getting in my own bed Spinning thoughts about you It's late and i'm waiting behind For the drugs to kick in And erase my body I hate how it's all in my head Smoking your cigarettes Thinking you could still want me I'm a mess, i've been a mess for months I know it's true I look for validation from anybody that's not you, yeah And i know that putting all this liquor in my body Won't exonerate me from the guilt that haunts me No, there's nothing in the world that's gonna stop me Still i wait for you And i know It's late and i wanna go home But I'm scared of how quiet it'll be without you I hate taking off my own clothes Getting in my own bed Spinning thoughts about you It's late and i'm waiting behind For the drugs to kick in And erase my body I hate how it's all in my head Smoking your cigarettes Thinking you could still want me It's late and I'm waiting behind For the drugs to kick in And erase my body I hate how it's all in my head And i know i'm a mess Thinking you could still want me

Feelings will change but I never feel enough And time heals in waves but won't fill the holes you dug Memories fade but I hold onto my love I stay awake wishing on stars above I try not to think about the ways that it's coming down The things I was feeling then I don't wanna feel again Deep breaths coming in and out One kick and I'm coming down The things that I never said I don't wanna hold them in It snowed in October when I wanted rain I don't think I'm changing but I don't feel the same And all of my pieces that I gave away I'm burning my body so I can stay warm I tried to grow but I never change enough I tried to be whole but somebody pulled the plug All that I was crumbled beneath your weight Days turn to night and love withers into hate I try not to think at all The room never felt so small I heard all the words you said Coloring my bones in red Have we lost the coast line yet? How deep does the water get? The waves go above my head I don't wanna hold my breath It snowed in October when I wanted rain I don't think I'm changing but I don't feel the same And all of my pieces that I gave away I'm burning my body so I can stay warm It snowed in October when I wanted rain I don't think I'm changing but I don't feel the same And all of my pieces that I gave away I'm burning my body so I can stay

This time it don't Feel like you want it all Did I do something wrong to make you go? Said, I would know When it's all good to fall Now, I just need you here to hold me close, ohh 'Cause I don't want another heart to fill the holes That you left under my covers for me to grow cold I don't wanna miss somebody who's not missing me But the city feels so lonely when you leave, yeah My room, where I want you, tangled ease in my sheets In your shirt that I got you half asleep, holding onto me My bed, where you left me, tangled up, now it's noon In your shirt that you gave me, half asleep, wishing I still had you Half asleep, wishing I still had you This time you said You're playing games again What are we becoming of it now? It's fine, I said If you're the one in my head 'Cause I just don't know how to put you out 'Cause I don't want another heart to fill the holes That you left under my covers for me to grow cold I don't wanna miss somebody who's not missing me But the city feels so lonely when you leave My room, where I want you, tangled ease in my sheets In your shirt that I got you, half asleep, holding onto me My bed, where you left me, tangled up, now it's noon In your shirt that you gave me, half asleep, wishing I still had you Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh I'm half asleep, wishing I still had you

I've been trying not to think about it, I can't help it I know you don't wanna hear from me, but I am selfish It kills me inside, you can drink on Friday nights Not even pick up the phone It amazes me you move on so easily From someone that you once called home I wish you had enough discipline for the both of us Just because I don't know how to turn off the way I feel I know you always fell out love so damn easily But honestly, I don't think you ever had something real Until you met me, drinks in New York City Ooh, you looked so pretty Think I fell in love before I even knew your birthday Kissed you on our first date Somehow, I knew someday This would hurt 'cause I could never let you go Oh, I'll spend my whole life Missing a part of me, part of me Oh, I'll spend my whole life Hoping your heart is free, heart is free I've been trying not to think of this as something tragic 'Cause our two paths might cross again Crazier things have happened And I realize lightning strikes just once, not twice And shooting stars are burning rocks So I spend weeks inside, drowning in those dreams of mine And wondering if I'm worth your thoughts I wish you had enough discipline for the both of us Just because I don't know how to turn off the way I feel I know you always fell out love so damn easily But honestly, I don't think you ever had something real Until you met me, drinks in New York City Ooh, you looked so pretty Think I fell in love before I even knew your birthday Kissed you on our first date Somehow, I knew someday This would hurt 'cause I could never let you go Do you not dream of me? 'Cause I have visions in my sleep I can't ever find my peace now Do you wake up alone And feel an aching in your bones? Or are you happy without me now? The first time that you told me You thought that you loved me That bar in the city I thought you were drunk But I knew deep down that you meant it Wish that I had said it I was scared to let it happen But it happened, and now I cannot forget it Oh, I'll spend my whole life Missing a part of me, part of me Oh, I'll spend my whole life Hoping your heart is free, heart is free

Focus on you in the light, it helps me fill my emotions Why are we at such a distance? Find ourselves so out of frame This love stay calm in the night, Yeah, help me heal and re-open Why are we drifting away from everything we wanted to save? I told you I'd be down forever Loving you is danger, but it don't feel wrong It's old news, I should look for better Falling back to strangers, leave me hanging on Flare guns go off in my head, saying not to call you this late Still I dial those numbers every time Why do I replay those messages that you left at the tone last May? Slowly wishing you were never mine Your face became all I know, I'd try to picture another Why are we frayed at the edge, it's making me feel all to blame I wanna know what's the deal Where have you been and what do you think of me? Is it a new girl silently screaming your name? I told you I'd be down forever Loving you is danger, but it don't feel wrong It's old news, I should look for better Falling back to strangers, leave me hanging on You leave me hanging on Flare guns go off in my head, saying not to call you this late Still I dial those numbers every time Why do I replay those messages that you left at the tone last May? Slowly wishing you were never mine I told you I'd be down forever Loving you is danger, but it don't feel wrong It's old news, I should look for better Falling back to strangers, leave me hanging on See, I don't know better than to give up on loving Why am I still holding on? I'm still holding on And I'm way too honest and you make me want it Lying alone al night long, alone all night along Flare guns go off in my head, saying not to call you this late Still I dial those numbers every time Why do I replay those messages that you left at the tone last May? Slowly wishing you were never mine Flare guns go off in my head, saying not to call you this late Still I dial those numbers every time (Still I dial those numbers every time) Why do I replay those messages that you left at the tone last May? Slowly wishing you were never mine (Slowly wishing you were never mine)