Freestyle 8 - SDM

Huh, I'm currently crying right now but, yuh Here's my brain, yuh yuh Flip aside, it's going to be okay I guess I should be happy get to live another day Thinking 'bout the future while I'm smoking lemon haze Wonder who gon leave and if anyone will stay Patterns in my head that I'm seeing on the tape and street Smoke another blunt while I'm chilling on a canopy Losing all humanity, gaining some insanity Sometimes I just can't believe world is falling hard I forgotten how to fucking sleep I don't follow royalty Traveling the world I'm just trying to find some loyalty People trying to talk to me like everywhere I go I'm to lost inside my brain I can't even leave my home I've been feeling so alone But I know I'll get the throne I deserve it either way I've been staying in my zone I won't leave my room I don't go outside I don't like to talk I'm to lost inside my mind I don't make no friends I'm afraid they gonna die Cause everyone around me has to drop some kinda lies Done with all the lies lost inside your eyes Lately I get tired but I'm sleeping all the time World not making sense I just wanna go and cry Yeah I hold in my lungs as I look up to the sky I wish that I could take a break from this awful life Maybe in a while I'll be back and feeling right I didn't mean to hurt you can you come and stay the night Fuck all the other shit i'm done with all the fights Look, I'm sick of waking up and feeling like I'm out of place I'm sick of all the games I'm sick of all the fakes I'm sick of going out and hearing all these people hate Like why is it this way Been working every day I'm grinding around the grave I hope that I don't fall in but I might and that's okay I'm counting down my days I'm counting at the maze in my head with some money and some space I'm hiding in my brain I ain't been feeling the same I don't trust nobody anymore, anymore Chugging down a bottle yeah I wake up on the floor Got into some drugs I need it more, I need it more Tryna' to find myself so I'm slamming all these doors 'Cause nobody can love me like I wanna love myself Nobody can want me like I want to want myself And nobody can have me 'cause right now I need myself