For Our Three Years - Sori Sawada

This a mellow celebration, clap clap bravo Happy I ain't lit my fucking cranium with hollows I done came like a long long way Nah, fuck it, we done came like a long long way See I was blind when I was 16, looking for a God figure Blood, sweat, tears went and turned me to a god spitter I've reached a point inside my life where there ain't no turning back They talking bout me like, "Andre, he the one who can rap" Feels good knowing other people believe in me But they don't understand the problems that's been eating me I'm trapped between a brighter future and a muzzle flash I need a rope in the shape of a fucking cul-de-sac I'm doing good for the moment but that don't ever last And I don't know which song I make is gonna be my last If it's this one, I'll let this shit speak for itself Inside of Pro Tools the only place I flow devotion I been mamba mentality showing no emotion Result of turning daydreams into a roadmap Perhaps I used to be happier, bring the old back Before rapping was literally over everything The mic has got my life hostage like a wedding ring Don't get me wrong, that ain't to say that I don't love the game It's just that everything else is really not the same Three years, three years, shit just ain't the same Release my fears into my peers, this shit may sound insane Leave a stain upon the game with my past pain Three years, three years, shit just ain't the same Three years, three years, shit just ain't the same Release my fears into my peers, this shit may sound insane Leave a stain upon the game with my past pain Three years, three years, shit just ain't the same He was eighteen, died from a self inflicted bullet wound Wondering if imma see my ex inside my funeral Will the space run out, with lines up out the door With flashing lights up in that hoe like reality show But most importantly, will I have died for something Or end up as just a trending statistic that's in abundance Talking youngins who's time is coming when 21 and under Be it drugs, reckless violence, or world war whatever I pray to see my potential begin to blossom And that I touch some B's like a meet and greet with the Boston Red Sox, dead clocks, only time will tell Been saying that shit my whole life and bruh I'm still trapped in hell My biggest problems are manifested inside my psyche That means to every one around me, all my shit is trifling I don't even really show my face at functions no more Head down, lips sealed, thinking how I'm gon blow And if I don't, I'm still gon blow but in the sense of a Beretta That love shit is overplayed but there ain't nothing better That's all I really need as far as my two eyes can see A little something just to hold me over for eternity My chest been vacant for a minute Bad vibrations is the only thing to fill it Numb to this life, praying that one day I feel it Numb to this life, praying that one day I feel it My chest been vacant for a minute Bad vibrations is the only thing to fill it Numb to this life, praying that one day I feel it My chest been vacant for a minute Bad vibrations is the only thing to fill it Numb to this life, praying that one day I feel it Die without a legacy the only thing I'm fearing Three years, three years, shit just ain't the same Release my fears into my peers, this shit may sound insane Leave a stain upon the game with all my past pain Three years, three years, shit just ain't the same Three years, three years, shit just ain't the same Release my fears into my peers, this shit may sound insane Leave a stain upon the game with my past pain Three years, three years, shit just ain't the same The reaper is a bitch, he watching everything I spit Speaking bout my death, he'll prolly make that shit exist Chris Wallace status, yeah I'm ready for the six feet End up in the ground over some beefing like I'm minced meat I talk my shit, but in my spirit, know I got a purpose I'll build you up, but starting off, I'll make you feel worthless If I'm devoting energy that means you like a family Don't disappoint me like the motherfuckers popping Xannies I know I'm all over the place but this my sole escape I keep my shit inside like angels in the pearly gates A long list of tribulations show my soul erased Born without my innocence, them vices tryna fornicate On the bus, was thinking fame was playing hard to get Couldn't, get up, out my, feelings, focused on some, older shit My heart went like AWOL thanks to problems with my older bitch But I knew better than to put a razor to my wrist Cuz see I liked the suffering, that shit help me grow My life was like a parable that god had bespoke I know the ones that came before me gave a lot to the cause I hope the people I'm preceding never suffer my loss Not speaking in the physical, more like emotions In the past three years, been picking up on the notion That all the rights and the wrongs in this life I'm pursuing Is all straight, cuz at the end of the day, we only human My chest been vacant for a minute Bad vibrations is the only thing to fill it Numbing to this life, praying that one day I feel it Numbing to this life, praying that one day I feel it My chest been vacant for a minute Bad vibrations is the only thing to fill it Numbing to this life, praying that one day I feel it Die without a legacy the only thing I'm fearing I'm tired of the pain that's inside Been like three years since I had my peace of mind Devil hit my DM, said he want a piece of mine My soul has been deceased and so I signed the dotted line I'm tired of the pain that's inside Been like three years since I had my peace of mind Devil hit my DM, said he want a piece of mine My soul has been deceased and so I signed the dotted line I'm tired of the pain that's inside Been like three years since I had my peace of mind Devil hit my DM, said he want a piece of mine My soul has been deceased and so I signed the dotted line

Who do you want me to be? It's not that easy to see Can't we have some extra time? There's a new tone in your voice You swear we don't have a choice That's what you said so don't deny Three years later I guess you changed your mind What's going on in my head? No, I'm not used to it yet You say I shouldn't worry But I don't believe What's going on in my brain? I think I'm going insane Tell me everything's okay When we know that's not the case You did all that you could If they could help you, they would To look past the broken lines Maybe there's still a chance For us to all make amends And to give it one more try Sooner or later I hope they change their mind What's going on in my head? No, I'm not used to it yet You say I shouldn't worry But I don't believe What's going on in my brain? I think I'm going insane Tell me everything's okay What's going on in my head? No, I'm not used to it yet You say I shouldn't worry But I don't believe What's going on in my brain? I think I'm going insane Tell me everything's okay (I'm going insane) What's going on in my head? No, I'm not used to it yet You say I shouldn't worry But I don't believe What's going on in my brain? I think I'm going insane Tell me everything's okay When we know that's not the case

Hey, listen to the working man And can you hear the dream That resides in his soul? And when you hear that poor man singin' Can you hear a story That cries to be told? Wanna hear you say "oh yeah" I need to hear you say "oh yeah" It's time to stand up and be counted These are the days of our beginnings This ain't the time for the faint of heart No don't wanna lose The chance we are given These are the best years of our lives The very best years of our lives Oh yeah, hear the song of womankind Carried 'til she ached Now she's takin' her stand Says she's got the right to be Right beside and equal with ev'ry man Wanna hear you say "oh yeah" Need to hear you say "oh yeah" It's time to stand up and be counted These are the days of our beginnings This ain't the time for the faint of heart No don't wanna lose The chance we're given These are the best years of our lives The very best years of our lives Say "oh yeah" (Organ solo) (Guitar solo) Say it now, and just say it right If you truly believe it, You'll be saying it right. So say "oh yeah" Gotta say "oh yeah" It's time to stand up and be counted Better days are just beginning. There ain't no place to run and hide to Don't throw away The chance we're given. These are the best years of our lives The very best years of our lives Say "oh yeah" "Oh yeah" Say "oh yeah" Say "oh yeah" These are the best years of our lives

I ask you the questions but you tell me lies 'Cause all of the time, you're just full of surprise Please tell me, please tell me if all this is true 'Cause deep down inside, all I wanted was you Ohh, makes me wanna dance Ohh, it's a new romance Ohh, I look into your eyes Ohh, best years of our lives When we first met, I could hardly believe The things that would happen, what we could achieve So let's be together for all of the time And thank my good fortune that you are still mine Ohh, makes me wanna dance Ohh, it's a new romance Ohh, I look into your eyes Oh, best years of our lives I ask you the questions but you tell me lies 'Cause all of the time, you're just full of surprise And I can't understand why you tease me this way My heads in a whirl and I've just got to say Ohh, makes me wanna dance Ohh, it's a new romance Ohh, I look into your eyes Ohh, best years of our lives Ohh, makes me wanna dance Ohh, it's a new romance Ohh, I look into your eyes Ohh, best years of our lives Best years of our lives Best years of our

思えば後悔は、二つくらいしかないな 誕生日プレゼントが、渡せそうにないこと 貴方に見せたかった服が、無駄になってしまったこと さよならしなきゃいけないこと あぁ、これで三つめか まあいっか 貴方のせいで、部屋を片さなきゃならないよ あまり時間がないのに、なんてことすんだ でも冬が濃くなって、そんな話を切り出されたら 次こそは泣いてしまうから 春じゃダメですか いやいや、春の陽気に中てられたら 流石のあなたも、言いにくいだろうから 夏にしよう 涙も汗と一緒に紛れるから でも、暑いのは嫌だから秋にしようよ なんて、言ってみただけだよ 貴方と過ごした36ヶ月の中に 半生分の幸せと、一生分の後悔が 穿って、育って、白斑の花が咲く 私だけだったのかな 貴方と暮らした36ヶ月の日々は 一生分の幸せだ 二度とはない僥倖だ それは、変わらないから 明日には捨てるから 黙って頷いて、今は話を聞いてよ 不思議とその時がきたら、簡単に泣けないもので さいあく泣き落とそうと考えた自分が恥ずかしい 胸にある悲しみの容量なんて飛び越して 涙より先に「ふざけんな」なんて わかってる ふざけてるのは、私だ だらしない寝顔 片っ方を探す靴下 絶対言わない「ありがとう」 たまにくれる花の束 そうやって、いつだって、生きてきたはずでしょう？ 歩んできたはずでしょう？ また同じ話、何回聞いても飽きないよ 水道水のような日々、炭酸のない恋の歌 味のないガムでも私はいいんだよ 捨てるくらいなら飲み込んでしまえば、なんて 思えば後悔は、二つくらいしかないな 誕生日プレゼントが渡せそうにないこと 貴方に見せたかった服が、無駄になってしまったこと あぁ それからね 友達としても会えなくなりそうなこと 貴方の中の私は、意外と小さかったこと 言いたいことも、言われたいことも、尽きないくらいにあったこと まとめれば一つだけなんだよ 未だ好きだったんだ 貴方が残した3年分の思い出が 一生分の幸せが、一生分の幸せが またねがあれば、なんて足掻くよ 貴方がくれたね 何回言っても足りないや 一生分の幸せだ 紛れもない幸福だ 言い慣れないけれど、またねはないけれど 最後は私の方から「ありがとう」を言うから 貴方も笑ってよ ねえ 笑って 重くならないように言った 上辺だけのさよならじゃ どれも意味を成さないんだよ それじゃあね