Fan Club - The Damned

I'm lying here beside you in someone else's bed Knowing what we're doing's wrong But better left unsaid Your breathing sounds like screaming It's all that I can stand His ring is on your finger But my heart is in your hands Damned if you love me Damned if you don't It's getting harder holding on, but I can't let you go Damned if you don't need me Damned if you do Oh God, I wish it wasn't me standin' in these shoes Damned, damned A door slams like a shotgun, you jump up to your feet But it's just the wind that's blowing through those secrets that we keep Made me want to want you, God knows I need to need you By the time the love is over, I'll be sleeping on the streets Damned if you love me Damned if you don't It's getting harder holding on, but I can't let you go Damned if you don't need me Damned if you do Oh God, I wish it wasn't me standin' in these shoes Damned, damned Why don't you talk to me? ('Cause I'm too blind to see) Why don't you look at me? ('Cause I'm afraid to breathe) What do you want from me? (All that I can stand) The lies are on my tongue and I can't turn back I know My soul is damned Don't worry I ain't gonna call you or hear you say my name And if you see me on the streets, don't wave, just walk away Our lives are getting twisted, let's keep our stories straight The more that I resist it, my temptation turns to fade Damned if you love me Damned if you don't It's getting harder holding on, but I can't let you go Damned if you don't need me Damned if you do God, I wish it wasn't me standin' in these shoes

Don't smoke, don't fight, don't light no cigarettes Or else you'll wind up in the can No jokes, no rights, sit tight don't fool around You are a guest of Uncle Sam Stand up, look right, don't slouch and stand at ease Allow no sex above the knees When I snap, you jump into the master plan I'll be damned Well I'll be damned I'll be damned if I drink or smoke Damned if I steal your joke I'll be damned if I go for broke Damned if I do Damned if I don't Don't talk, don't fool, don't try to mess around I'll make a monkey outta you You sign your name right on that dotted line, boy I'll be damned I'll be damned if I drink or smoke Damned if I steal your joke I'll be damned if I go for broke Damned if I do And damned if I don't, yeah Come on I'll be damned if I drink or smoke Damned if I steal your joke I'll be damned if I go for broke I'm damned if I do I'm damned if I don't I'll be damned if I drink or smoke Damned if I steal your joke I'll be damned if I go for broke I'm damned if I do I'm damned if I don't I'll be damned I'll be damned I'll be damned I'll be damned I'll be damned I'll be damned

Looking for the peace my babe Can I find it on my own? Always trynna live my shit Trynna find a way to get it all along Searching for the truth my babe I don't wanna get deep down, down, down Oh my god I cannot look back now Bitch Easy come and easy going nowhere Speaking facts, y'all know that I'm falling Reminiscing times I could've ended On time, yeah what if What if I did it? If I did I'm trying not to think about it I'm trynna grow from what I'm missing Misunderstand it Tending to lose it Way too frequent Living, not loving Thinking 'bout leaving So I'm rolling rolling rolling rolling faster Hoping for a crash If I can't do it by myself Yeah I keep on rolling rolling rolling with no brakes on I can't help but speeding up I think I'm Damned, damned, damned, damned God damn, damned, Lord Tell me if I'm Damned, damned, damned, damned God damn, damned, oh I think I'm Damned, damned, damned, damned God damn, damned, Lord Tell me if I'm Damned, damned, damned, damned God damn, damned Oh What you want Is that all that attention? What you need Is just better intentions What you fear Is that they all forget about you now Working harder, sweaty bans Silence, I need silence in Dela Aria telling me I'm losing personality But she don't know I'm really trying Praying God, I'm praying deep Praying, I ain't losing it Praying I stop having visions Dying before 27 Back on stage next summer So I'm rolling rolling rolling rolling faster Hoping for a crash If I can't do it by myself Yeah I keep on rolling rolling rolling with no brakes on I can't help but speeding up I think I'm Damned, damned, damned, damned God damn, damned, Lord Tell me if I'm Damned, damned, damned, damned God damn, damned, oh I think I'm Damned, damned, damned, damned God damn, damned, Lord Tell me if I'm Damned, damned, damned, damned God damn, damned Oh Ain't worth it Still going? Better get in, get it? give it up Ain't working You got it? Diggin' deeper, andale I wanna say that I love you So let me speak through your songs You can just give me your fears I'll take care of it all So I'm rolling rolling rolling rolling faster Hoping for a crash If I can't do it by myself Yeah I keep on rolling rolling rolling with no brakes on I can't help but speeding up I think I'm Damned, damned, damned, damned God damn, damned, Lord Tell me if I'm Damned, damned, damned, damned God damn, damned, oh I think I'm Damned, damned, damned, damned God damn, damned, Lord Tell me if I'm Damned, damned, damned, damned God damn, damned Oh

When I was younger, oh, much younger than today Never needed anybody's help in any way But now those days are changed, I'm not so self-secure Now I find I've changed my mind and I've opened up the doors Help me if you can, I'm feeling down And I do appreciate you coming 'round Help me if you can, I'm feeling down Won't you please help me? And now those days have changed in oh so many ways My independence seems to vanish in the haze And every now and then I feel so insecure Feel like I need you like I never did before Help me if you can, I'm feeling down And I do appreciate you coming 'round Help me get my feet back on the ground Won't you please help me? Here we go Oh Help me if you can, I'm feeling down And I do appreciate you coming 'round Help me get my feet back on Oh

Whoa, oh, oh, oh Whoa, oh, oh, oh Whoa, oh Whoa, oh, oh, oh Whoa, oh, oh, oh Whoa, oh You took the credit where credit isn't due Hanging in the kitchen Burning bridges out of tune It's always me, me, me Never you, you, you You gamed the system Now it's coming back at you And I said Manipulator, you little faker Now, I'm gone, I'm moving on And I said Manipulator, you dirty taker Now, I'm gone, I'm moving on I'm working hard, I'm working for my pay You talk the talk and delegate away You're going forward and thinking out the box It's kinda strange, they don't get the paradox And I said Manipulator, you little faker Now, I'm gone, I'm moving on And I said Manipulator, you dirty taker Now, I'm gone, I'm moving on And I said Manipulator, you little faker Now, I'm gone, I'm moving on And I said Manipulator, you dirty taker Now, I'm gone, I'm moving on And I said Manipulator, you dirty taker Now, I'm gone, I'm moving on Manipulator (whoa, oh, oh, oh) Now, I'm gone, I'm moving on