Fade Away - beenstik

When I was young I thought I had my own key I knew exactly what I wanted to be Now I'm sure You've boarded up every door Lived in a bubble days were never ending Was not concerned about what life was sending Fantasy was real Now I know much about the way I feel I'll paint you the picture 'Cause I don't think you live 'round here no more I've never even seen the key to the door We only get what we will settle for While we're living The dreams we have as children fade away While we're living The dreams we have as children fade away While we're living The dreams we have as children fade away While we're living The dreams we have as children fade away, away, away They fade away, away, away Now my life has turned another corner I think it's only best that I should warn you Dream it while you can Maybe someday I'll make you understand I'll paint you the picture 'Cause I don't think you live 'round here no more I've never even seen the key to the door We only get what we will settle for While we're living The dreams we have as children fade away While we're living The dreams we have as children fade away While we're living The dreams we have as children fade away While we're living The dreams we have as children fade away, away, away They fade away, away, away They fade away, away, away Fade away, away, away

Feels like the walls in the room they just closing in So I push up in a fast car, zoom it like nascar Cause I got so much shit I'm holding in Sins I repent, but no making amends All these old ways that I'm still trapped up in Told that bitch that i won't go back again Cause my head so fucked up and I'm mad again When she upset, know she love sex Yeah she be coming over when she drugless Yeah that bitch know I hate myself So don't go give me your heart cause my shits loveless No way I could ever be on that fuck shit And you know I won't go push up to the function And I told a bitch that beenstik a dog But these niggas is sad the the way that these niggas they just been munching But I won't stop the pop until my niggas is eating I wish for a private island with some bad ass hoes Just swimming in pussy, jumping straight in the deep end Keep on talking yo shit but I'm squashing the beefing Like these niggas jhits the way that they be tweaking No I could never go out like Lil Tjay, but my niggas they got a couple songs that they be leaking Way to fucked up I cant even remember this weekend And my heart so cold like changing the seasons Like summer to winter whenever she leaving So many stabs in my back that been bleeding and freezing Brand new chain and you know that bitch too cold Choppa extended and that shit it's kicking like judo Brudda gon shoot back while I swerve in the two-door Got my foot straight to the floor but I'm still goin too slow Told that boy fuck ya face card and fuck who you know Back of the club I'm high on mars ain't talking no Bruno But a nigga blowing up just like grenades Yeah you might get fucked up if you stand too close Straight to the ashes my body disintegrate Young punk kid or the new age degenerate And i love my niggas, they gon get they cut of the dinner plate But some times it feels like I got no will or reason to live today Hit the blunt once, go up lift away Wearing all black, like batman or fucking mister Wayne Yeah this spot know it's for the cools And over there for the lames So just stay on your side and quit switching the lane Lane switch with a lane bitch But I'm too fucked up, and I ain't even speaking your language Don't get me pissed off cause this mood it get dangerous But lately I been feeling feeling so lost like where the fuck my heat aiming Don't believe in no god so I ain't praying Amen But I'll make it up up to the top and I ain't fucking playing On my mother fucking grind but I ain't even been skating I just been chasing and racing for this paper making Can't fuck with none of these pigs, but I'm loving the bacon And I love when the room move cause her ass shaking But these bitches know they all just be the same Two-faced snaking how these bitches jakeing I might go wop with a mop and it's spraying But I sleep with one eye open in my bed laying Hoping my soul these demons ain't taking Cause all of my legends now they in the grave just laying We all work so hard, just to get up out the mud And to live a good life away from all the thugs But this shit take time and energy and love Cause this shit way deeper than just cooking up Had to tell myself quit crushing up dust And sipping the lean cause it's filling my gut Roll off a bean at the club and turn up But I seen her then my ass know it was stuck Like in the cosmos Or the fog smoke I couldn't see shit so I kept my damn eyes closed Ima step with my heart locked and this bitch ice cold I just been chilling but she keep trying to go and fight though Might fuck on her friend too, guess I love dike hoes And I love when she ride up on this dick like it's a bike though Can't cuff hoes but you know I'm gon pipe those Pop a lil perc and we fucking all night long (Pop a lil perc and we fucking all night long) (But she get wetter, every time I go play one of my songs) (I love the dark, so we can't fuck with the lights on) (Cause my heart it hurts, so I just keep my damn eyes closed)

Shit don't ever change And she keep saying it'll be alright But that bitch know she still act the same Just switching and switching her side So I told that bitch that I gotta go back away But I miss seeing the stars in your eyes So I'm getting fucked up, but know this shit wont ever change Old ways that I'm still stuck in And no I can't escape Cause lately I just been doing the same shit And it feels like I been in a loop everyday Shit on my shoulders know this heavyweight And I don't know how much more I can take Feels like it's too late Cause my mind been tick tick ticking away Try and tell myself that I won't miss her today Cause that bitch know she got me stuck Just saying this shits all my fault And making me keep on thinking that I fucked up But now i keep my heart closed and I told that bitch that I'm done with love Cause she don't ever change So I told that bitch that I'm just gonna keep giving up Some shit never gon' change Smokin' dope I been stuck in my ways Know you really ain't feeling my pain I know nobody ever feel the same It ain't never been different I talk it's no one gon' listen Exotic drugs in my system Can't get sober, know that I'll miss 'em I could die tomorrow, that's straight Light a cigarette in my grave They so fake right to my face Turn my back, they changing they ways Slipped up, choppa hit 'em he got picked up He ain't know that I keep me a glick tucked I was just flicked up, he tried to run up like it was a stick up This bitch in my crib, you know I'm gettin' lipped up Why I'm the one that they talkin' about All these groupie hoes got my dick in they mouth They just been talkin' and talkin' and talkin' If it ain't Balenci' then I'm not walkin' If the shoes not a band, I ain't steppin' Fade away I shoot my shot like I'm Stephen Ain't no way I'll ever make it to heaven Cause I can't go on like this I don't wanna go on like this Spill the whole pint, now the whole gang pissed Cost 10k when I flick my wrist And I made 10k when I throw on this fit I make money, do drugs, be sad that's it I can't live the way that I live Is this pain ever gon' end Is this pain ever gon' end Take away my soul(Take away my soul) Why do I still feel broke(Why do I still feel broke) 'Cause of the life I chose, shit done turned my heart froze(shit done turned my heart froze) And when I'm gone, please don't be sad that's what my heart chose(please don't be sad that's what my heart chose) Shit don't ever change And she keep saying it'll be alright But that bitch know she still act the same Just switching and switching her side So I told that bitch that I gotta go back away But I miss seeing the stars in your eyes So I'm getting fucked up, but know this shit wont ever change Old ways that I'm still stuck in And no I can't escape Cause lately I just been doing the same shit And it feels like I been in a loop everyday Shit on my shoulders know this heavyweight And I don't know how much more I can take Feels like it's too late Cause my mind been tick tick ticking away Try and tell myself that I won't miss her today Cause that bitch know she got me stuck Just saying this shits all my fault And making me keep on thinking that I fucked up But now i keep my heart closed and I told that bitch that I'm done with love Cause she don't ever change So I told that bitch that I'm just gonna keep giving up (Take away my soul) (Why do I still feel broke) (Shit jus got my heart froze) (And when I'm gone just don't be sad that's what my heart chose) (That's what my heart chose)