Everything at Once - Aimee Vant

It was getting too real too quick, we started to doubt it Caught up in my what if's, overthinking about it You got in your head, I got in my car Drove down the street but I never got far I know we gotta talk sometime, but give me a minute The more you say stay, the more I don't trust it But don't walk away, the thought makes me nauseous Yeah I'll lose sleep at this Airbnb so we can cool down We're too far in not to make some time to get our heads straight now This halfway house makes me wanna find a way for us to come around Yeah I'll lose sleep at this Airbnb so we can work it out I know we'll never be perfect, it's worth it I know we'll never be perfect, it's worth it The honeymoon phase was sweet 'till we finally got past it Like blazing down fast on the 101 'till we hit traffic My heart's a wreck, slowing us down Parked on the side tryna figure it out But I'd drive every rush hour 'cause I know that we're worth it The more you say stay, the more I don't trust it But don't walk away, the thought makes me nauseous The more that you pull, the more I can push back But you're the only one who's gonna understand that Yeah I'll lose sleep at this Airbnb so we can cool down We're too far in not to make some time to get our heads straight now This halfway house makes me wanna find a way for us to come around Yeah I'll lose sleep at this Airbnb so we can work it out Stay a week on the couch, I know it's worth it Rent a place downtown 'cause I know that we deserve it I'll stick around 'cause I want this I know we'll never be perfect it's worth it Stay a week on the couch, I know it's worth it Rent a place downtown 'cause I know that we deserve it I'll stick around 'cause I want this I know we'll never be perfect it's worth it I know we'll never be perfect it's worth it I know we'll never be perfect it's worth it

You're probably delete this when you see it But on the off chance that you don't don't decide to Closure wasn't something that you offered I don't even need it if you wanted to I won't let you If you looking to apologize for leaving me stranded In a different country down the street from your parents Just to spend my New Years Eve alone in a hotel room Maybe someday you'll decide you wanna be a good person Call me saying sorry when you feel like you've earned it I'm not picking up so if you really wanna talk Tell it to my voicemail Tell it to my voicemail You treated me like someone who deserved it And for a while I was almost sure I did But in reality you're cowardly You got away with everything Now when he tells me that he loves me It just hurts You say you're sorry that you told me that you loved me in Boston Thirty hour flight, you let me take it for nothing Now that I'm gone If you really wanna talk Tell it to my voicemail Tell it to my voicemail You can talk to yourself Tell it to my voicemail Maybe someday you'll decide you wanna be a good person Call me saying sorry so you feel like you earned it I'm not picking up so if you really wanna talk (Your call has been forwarded to an automated voice messaging system)