Emotionless - Ashley Kutcher | English Song

I know I should put down my phone But I'm not used to being alone I'll be drunk in an hour or so 'Cause that's how I cope I think that I'm feeling too much Every thought leads back to us Can only hate someone you love And now that we're done I wanna be emotionless I wanna feel emotions less You're out of my bed So get out of my head I-I-I-I-I I wanna be, wanna be fine I think that I'm losing myself And drowning in feelings I've held On for too long and it's hell Can somebody help me? I'm checking my pulse, tryna slow down my breath It's been a few weeks now, and I'm still a mess Being stuck on somebody who doesn't even want me Baby, set me free I wanna be, wanna be emotionless I wanna feel emotions less You're out of my bed So get out of my head I-I-I-I-I I wanna be, wanna be Emotionless, I wanna feel emotions less Emotionless, I wanna feel emotions less Emotionless, I wanna feel emotions less Emotionless, I-I-I-I-I I wanna be, wanna be fine

I've been a little bit busy Been a little on edge My door is unlocked so just come on in I saved for a spot for your head on my chest 'Cause you calm me down, 'cause you slow my breath Used to wonder why, I-I, I-I Get sleepy around you I can finally close my eyes, I-I, I-I Don't wanna lay down without you (I don't mind, I don't mind) Livin' my life at a slow pace All that I need is your warm embrace Never have I ever felt so safe (In my life, in my life) I know that I, I-I, I-I I wanna be around you (Every night, every night) I'm a little too old now to get my heart racin' (Better keep my heart, better keep it, yeah) The world gets scarier as I grow up, I can't take it (I can't stay for long now) I'm learning a good love, takes some patience (ooh) But I understand now, the importance of a haven Used to wonder why, I-I, I-I Get sleepy around you I can finally close my eyes, I-I, I-I Don't wanna lay down without you (I don't mind, I don't mind) But I-I, I-I Get sleepy around you I can finally close my eyes, I-I, I-I Don't wanna lay down without you (I don't mind, I don't mind) Livin' my life at a slow pace All that I need is your warm embrace Never have I ever felt so safe (In my life, in my life) I know that I, I-I, I-I I wanna be around you (I can't sleep here without you)

Hold me while you fall asleep Tell me I'm in all your dreams 'Cause it's good, yeah, it's alright, just you and me We lay all day in your room Then pick up our Thai for two 'Cause it's good, yeah, it's alright, just me and you And maybe I think too much But am I the one you want? When that wedding invite comes, will I still be your plus-one? Would you pull me to the center for that slow song? Introduce me to your friends and where they're all from Am I the one you want? Am I the one you want? When we're at a crowded bar and everybody's talking Will you still hold me when your ex's parents walk in? Honestly, I think about it all too often Am I the one you want when everyone and no one's watching? I've had a good thing before But it stayed behind the closed door And went from good, then to, alright, to nothing at all And maybe I think too much But am I the one you want? When that wedding invite comes, will I still be your plus-one? Would you pull me to the center for that slow song? Introduce me to your friends and where they're all from Am I the one you want? Am I the one you want? When we're at a crowded bar and everybody's talking Will you still hold me when your ex's parents walk in? Honestly, I think about it all too often Am I the one you want when everyone and no one's watching? Everyone and no one Everyone and no one That wedding invite comes, will I still be your plus-one? Would you pull me to the center for that slow song? 'Cause you know I'd dance with you all night long Am I the one you want? Am I the one you want? We're at a crowded bar and everybody's talking Will you still hold me when your ex's parents walk in? Honestly, I think about it all too often Am I the one you want when everyone and no one's watching? Oh-ooh-ooh (everyone and no one) Nobody, nobody, everyone Nobody, nobody, nobody Everyone and no one

So, I keep my hands to myself, to myself, to myself now But I don't wanna keep my hands to myself, to myself, to myself now (now) I know we probably wouldn't be good together I know you talked about that girl like she's your forever And I know I'm probably patiently waiting for never And I wonder, when I laid next to you, were you thinking of her? But it's really all my fault, 'cause I never told you how much I Really think about you, how much I really want you And it's really all my fault, 'cause I never made my move on you When I had the chance to, but I don't really understand you So, I keep my hands to myself, to myself, to myself now (now) But I don't wanna keep my hands to myself, to myself, to myself now (now) So, I keep my hands to myself, to myself, to myself now (now) But I don't wanna keep my hands to myself, to myself, to myself now (now) I know you only call when it's late, and you're lonely I know that I always hope it's your name when my phone rings And I know it all sounds crazy, I know you will never call me baby And still, I ignored the warnings, I think about you when I can't sleep But it's really all my fault, 'cause I never told you how much I Really think about you, how much I really want you And it's really all my fault, 'cause I never made my move on you When I had the chance to, but I don't really understand you So, I keep my hands to myself, to myself, to myself now (now) But I don't wanna keep my hands to myself, to myself, to myself now (now) So, I keep my hands to myself, to myself, to myself now (now) But I don't wanna keep my hands to myself, to myself, to myself now (now) But it's really all my fault, 'cause I never told you how much I Really think about you, how much I really want you And it's really all my fault, 'cause I never told you how I could Move on and live without you, but I just really never want to So, I keep my hands to myself, to myself, to myself now But I don't wanna keep my hands to myself, to myself, to myself now I don't ever wanna keep my hands So, I keep my hands to myself, to myself, to myself now (hands) But I don't wanna keep my hands to myself, to myself, to myself now (now, now) So, I keep my hands to myself, to myself, to myself now (keep my hands, to myself, to myself) But I don't wanna keep my hands to myself, to myself, to myself now (hands, now)

Where did you go to school? What's your favorite food? Where do you spend your time on the weekends? What's your favorite song? Do your parents get along? I'm bored to death, can you see it? I'm twisting my thumbs as he sips from his cup Could have better conversation with my ceiling He's grabbing my knee as I'm trying to leave That's the first time and last time I'll see him I remember it all too well Thinking I've never been closer to hell 'til I met you I thought that I walked into Heaven's room Don't wanna check out soon Step back and take a good look at everything we have I don't think it gets any better than that If you let go, don't know if I'll recover I can't take another I can't, can't learn somebody else all over again Don't want another "Hey, you should meet my friend" 'Cause there's no more I'm sure to discover I can't take another "What's your favorite color?" We talk through the night Now I can read your mind Tell me things that you always held secret And I'll hold 'em close How could I ever go back to shallow when I know you the deepest? Step back and take a good look at everything we have I don't think it gets any better than that If you let go, don't know if I'll recover I can't take another I can't, can't learn somebody else all over again Don't want another "Hey, you should meet my friend" 'Cause there's no more I'm sure to discover I can't take another "What's your favorite color?" Oh, no, no I can't take another, no Let's work this out, don't leave me blue 'Cause I'm bleeding red when I'm without you You're my brown-eyed boy, I'm your rose perfume When you're near me, the grass grows greener too And a white picket fence with a bayside view Under the yellow sun, a summer afternoon Drivin' your old gray car in the middle of June I'll never find you again in someone new

Last night, things got heated up again Big fight, she got in my head Gaslight, can't forget the words she said Goodnight, but she's still in my bed Her whispers turn to talking and talking turns to screams So, I let her pour another glass, some Cabernet to sleep It ceases to amaze me how she's still in my dreams She's smoke to my lungs and now I can't breathe How did we get here? So disconnected Oh my, now I fear, we'll never mend this My keys on the counter, one foot out the door I tell her every time, "I can't take it anymore" Oh, I swear I'd leave her But she's the girl in the mirror, mirror But she's the girl in the mirror, mirror She hates every single song I write Mistakes, she's tallying 'em up No shame in saying I do nothing right No way I could ever be enough Her whispers turn to talking and talking turns to screams So, I pour her up another glass, some Cabernet to sleep It ceases to amaze me how she's still in my dreams She's breaking my heart, but the reason it beats How did we get here? So disconnected Oh my, now I fear we'll never mend this My keys on the counter, one foot out the door I tell her every time, "I can't take it anymore" Oh, I swear I'd leave her But she's the girl in the mirror, mirror But she's the girl in the mirror, mirror But she's the girl Now I'm running through the house And I'm breaking all the glass I swore that this was over But God, I'm so attached Oh, I swear I'd leave her But she's the girl in the mirror, mirror But she's the girl in the mirror, mirror

I could never say we could go back and be how it used to But every time I think back to late summer in July, I still miss you And now our families don't even say a word I used to come over every Friday after work But that was before all the pain you caused me And all the lies you told, it's haunting I still see your face when I go to sleep I'll always love you, will you always love me? I hate that all these memories are so persistent And now I know (I know, I know) I know how hard it is to move on with my life When all of these daydreams come back to me at night I hate that it will take time to forget this And now I know It's better to love you from a distance (Ah, ah, ah-ah-ah) To love you from a distance (Ah, ah, ah-ah-ah) Remember when I'd drive you home 'cause you didn't have your license We were windows down cruising, thinking, "Damn, I really like him" And then I went out and got a new car So it didn't break down when we would drive too far But that was before all the rain starting falling And summer turned into autumn I still see your face when I go to sleep I'll always love you, will you always love me? I hate that all these memories are so persistent And now I know (I know, I know) I know how hard it is to move on with my life When all of these daydreams come back to me at night I hate that it will take time to forget this And now I know It's better to love you from a distance (Ah, ah, ah-ah-ah) To love you from a distance (Ah, ah, ah-ah-ah) I hate that I still miss you (Ah, ah, ah-ah-ah) I wish I could forget you (Ah, ah, ah-ah-ah) I hate that I still miss you (Ah, ah, ah-ah-ah) I wish I could forget you (Ah, ah, ah-ah-ah) I still see your face when I go to sleep I'll always love you, will you always love me? I hate that all these memories are so persistent And now I know I know how hard it is to move on with my life When all of these daydreams come back to me at night I hate that it will take time to forget this And now I know It's better to love you from a distance (Ah, ah, ah-ah-ah) To love you from a distance

(Nothing's all the time) I'm in my bed, spent a couple days now Up in my head, and I can't seem to crawl out Thought on my meds, I'd never have another fall down Another cold ground But good things never last and neither do the bad things Easy saying that, but never when it's happening Happy or I'm sad, it all feels everlasting Always when it's happening Pull me out, pull me out of this state of mind Hold me down, hold me down till I realize Nothing lasts, nothing lasts Nothing's all the time (nothing, nothing) Nothing's all the time A couple drinks, ten minutes till midnight No, we won't sleep, we stay up till the sunrise Don't wanna blink, I wanna stay here my whole life Feels so right But good things never last and neither do the bad things Easy saying that, but never when it's happening Happy or I'm sad, it all feels everlasting Always when it's happening Pull me out, pull me out of this state of mind Hold me down, hold me down till I realize Nothing lasts, nothing lasts Nothing's all the time Nothing's all the time (nothing, nothing) So when it feels like I won't make it out alive Just remind me of all the storms I survived Nothing lasts, nothing lasts Nothing's all the time (nothing, nothing) Nothing's all the time Pull me out, pull me out Hold me down, hold me down Pull me out, pull me out Hold me down, hold me down Pull me out, pull me out of this state of mind Hold me down, hold me down till I realize Nothing lasts, nothing lasts all the time Nothing's all the time (nothing, nothing) So when it feels like I won't make it out alive Just remind me of all the storms I survived Nothing lasts, nothing lasts Nothing's all the time Nothing's all the time (nothing, nothing)