Disappointment - Painbastard

Disappointment Oh you shouldn't have done You couldn't have done You wouldn't have done the things you did then We could've been happy What a piteous thing A hideous thing Was tainted by the rest It won't get any harder And I hope you'll find your way again And it won't get any higher And it all boils down to what you did There there there there There there there there In the night we fight I fled you're right It was exactly then It was exactly then I decided decided decided decided Ah oh we threw you out In the night we fight I fled you're right It was exactly then It was exactly then I decided decided decided decided And it won't be any harder And I hope you'll find your way again And it won't get any higher And it all boils down to what you did There there there there There there there there Disappointment Disappointment Disappointment Disappointment Disappointment

Disappointment You shouldn't have done You couldn't have done You wouldn't have done The things you did then And we could have been happy What a piteous thing A hideous thing was tainted by the rest But it won't get any harder And I hope you'll find your way again And it won't get any higher And it all boils down to what you did... There, There, there, there There, there, there, there In the night we fight, I fled you're right It was exactly then, it was exactly then I decided, decided, decided, decide And drew you out In the night we fight, I fled you're right It was exactly there, it was exactly there I decided, decided, decided, decided But it won't be any harder And I hope you'll find your way again And it won't get any higher But it all boils down to what you did... There, there, there, there There, there, there, there Disappointment Disappointment Disappointment Disappointment Disappointment Disappointment There, there, there, there Disappointment Disappointment Disappointment Disappointment Disappointment Disappointment

Where did all the feelings go? What about that happy glow? Was that so long ago, When we were first in love? I didn't feel the change, Everything was still the same. And when that moment came, I didn't know. I miss the feeling, I miss the light, But I got faith in something, I'll never give up the fight. Why's it so heavy, This love of mine, I lost the feeling, I lost the time. I'd like to shake your hand, Disappointment. Looks like you win again, But this time might be the last. Let's say I got a habit, Let's say it's hard to break, Let's say we got to do something, Before it's just too late. I want to get you back, I don't know how to do that, I miss you loving me, The way you used to. I'm taking the blame myself, For livin' my life in a shell, And now I'm breakin' out, But will you still be there? Let's say that love is blind, Let's say that time is kind, Let's say that it's not over, 'Til it's over. I'd like to shake your hand, Disappointment. Looks like you win again, But this time might be the last. I'm saving the best for last, Let's leave this all in the past, The beauty of loving you, Is what we've both been through. So now it's up to me, To set your spirit free, So you can swing again, On our gate. I'd like to shake your hand, Disappointment. Looks like you win again, But this time might be the last.

I can remember a place I used to go Chrysanthemums of white, they seemed so beautiful I can remember, I searched for the amaranth I'd shut my eyes to see Oh, how I smiled then, so near the cherished ones I knew they would appear, saw not a single one Oh, how I smiled then, waiting so patiently I'd make a wish and bleed While I waited I was wasting away While I waited I was wasting away I can remember, dreamt them so vividly Soft creatures draped in white, light kisses gracing me I can remember when I first realized Dreams were the only place to see them While I waited I was wasting away While I waited I was wasting away While I waited I was wasting away Hope was wasting away, faith was wasting away, I was wasting away I never, never wanted this, always wanted to believe I never, never wanted this, how could I have become? I never, never wanted this, from the start I'd been deceived I never, never wanted this, how could I have become? I never, never wanted this, I always wanted to believe I never, never wanted this I never, never wanted this, from the start I'd been deceived I never, never wanted this Inside a crumbling effigy But you promised So dies all innocence But you promised me While I waited I was wasting away While I waited I was wasting away While I waited I was wasting away Hope was wasting away, faith was wasting away, I was wasting away

One year of bold changes – one year of stagnation One year of FEAR and one year of HOPES I sit on the fence – my SOUL is cloven in two I' m on the run but nobody is hunting me I walk the borderline – between HOPE and DESPAIR I feel my SORROW and GRIEF and the warmth of my HEART I walk the borderline and try to hide my true colours My personality disorder – I will meet my FATE (and laugh in its face) One year of TRUTH – one year of LIES One year of secrets and one year of idle talk My name is "Betrayal" but I prove my INNOCENCE My mother is a saint and my father is a pack of LIES. I walk the borderline – between HOPE and DESPAIR I feel my SORROW and GRIEF and the warmth of my HEART I walk the borderline and try to hide my true colours My personality disorder – I will meet my FATE (and laugh in its face) One year of insight – one year of ego trips One year of tragedies and one year of intrigues I am the fool who will have the last laugh And I am the warrior who will be the first to DIE I walk the borderline – between HOPE and DESPAIR I feel my SORROW and GRIEF and the warmth of my HEART I walk the borderline and try to hide my true colours My personality disorder – I will meet my FATE (and laugh in its face)

Du schneidest ihr deinen Namen ins Fleisch Und du brichst ihre Seele dabei entzwei Deine Lust steigert deine perverse Gier Auch das letzte Stück Würde nimmst du ihr Dein Trieb lässt dich töten, ganz regungslos Die Macht, die du dir nimmst, scheint grenzenlos Kein Gedanke daran, wenn sie vor Schmerzen schreit Denn dein kranken Hirn kennt kein Mitleid Ich höre ihre Schreie, wenn die Bestie erwacht Wie kannst du nur ruhig schlafen, keine Alpträume in der Nacht Und dein Beten für Vergebung ohne Reue und ohne Scham Ist Hohn für die Opfer, denen du das Recht auf Leben nahmst Jeder Mond, jedes Leben, das du zerstörst Jeder Schrei, jedes Flehen, das du nicht hörst Ist ein Schicksal, das im eigenen Blut ertrinkt Ist eine Welt, die in Schmerz und Leid versinkt Wie ein Tier sollte man dich jagen Deine Menschenwürde dir entsagen Sollst am eigenen Leibe erfahrn Was du deinen Opfern hast angetan