Die Alone (feat. Dre9yne) - Millswaschosen & L.A.N.C.E.

I roll over and go to reach for you, you're gone This bed's empty without you You said you're moving on But I'm having some trouble getting there But dwelling ain't getting me, uhh, anywhere Fuckin' Valentine's Day Fuck February, stuffed teddy bear, guts everywhere Machete on the floor I smashed up everywhere Yeah, how do I look? You fuckin' just left me here do die didn't you? Why didn't you responded yet? I've written you five or six different times and I'm gettin' sick and tired of always apologizing to you I didn't do, shit to deserve what you're puttin' me through This couldn't be true, we can't be over So Violets are blue, roses are red Why is it everything I do I'm reminded of you? Saw two white coffins in my dreams last night I saw my Lord Jesus with his hands pointing toward the light Saw my old sweetheart she said "honey, I'm back" Just so you don't die alone Just so you don't die alone Guess I gotta deal with the fact that, you ain't never Comin' back Now every woman that I look at I'm lookin' for you So I'm findin' something the matter with them Excuse to not see anyone Useless, rather pick up the phone, not at all, followin' protocol I get bowled like bowling balls No calls and know to call to talk, forget what I want to say Damnit I'm drawin' blanks like I'm playin' hangman I'm sick of playin' these games, I can't handle this heartbreak It's makin' me wanna blow out my brains Like birthday cake candles Hang up the phone and I shake, I think I may have made a mistake Can't escape the madness Turn the radio on, I hate this sad song But I can't even change the station The same one's playin' on eight channels I lay awake in shambles I'm startin to hallucinate And I'm havin' all these visions of us at each other's wakes In caskets and suddenly I wake and that's when I know I Saw two white coffins in my dreams last night I saw my Lord Jesus with his hands pointing toward the light Saw my old sweetheart she said "honey, I'm back" Just so you don't die alone Just so you don't die alone Give me one more, bottle for the pain Give me one more for the memories Give me one more, I'll make it taste like a steak It'll help alleviate It'll soothe this ache Of trying to fake That she's really, she's really coming back And it's been a while now, but I finally realize how Much reality sucks, but it's just something about our love I'm still with in denial now, dealing with the finality of it And it's making me crazy thinking of the days we, spent And how I'll never hold you again And there ain't shit I can do about it, now my head is overcrowded With these tired memories and I can't seem to get you out it And how the fuck do you sleep comfortably Knowing what you done did to me, huh? Did it even occur to you that I loved you, huh? Complete, madly, head over heels for you Was you and me, wants us to be together forever It was supposed to be us, but you crushed the dream We was supposed to die together, and it's killing me so much When I sleep I wake up dead, must be why I Saw two white coffins in my dreams last night I saw my Lord Jesus with his hands pointing toward the light Saw my old sweetheart she said "honey, I'm back" Just so you don't die alone Just so you don't die alone

Maybe I'm being too dramatic A little psychopathic lately Because I left you last week Said goodbye in a heartbeat Now I think drove myself crazy And this is the part Where I fall apart And I feel like no one needs me But then again, I don't have many friends And I don't wanna sound cheesy But I think I'm gonna die alone Someone call my mom, I need her on the phone 'Cause I've hated every boy I've ever known So, I'm pretty sure I'm gonna die all alone A little worried I'll be by myself 'Cause I don't think I really like no one else Should probably get used to being on my own So that I'm prepared for when I die all alone Dad said I'm acting too erratic I guess I have to admit I'm lonely I'm now convinced that I'm a problem What if I'm the problem? Oh, God, I feel myself spiraling And this is the part Where I fall apart And I feel like no one needs me But then again, I don't have many friends And I don't wanna sound cheesy But I think I'm gonna die alone Someone call my mom, I need her on the phone 'Cause I've hated every boy I've ever known So, I'm pretty sure I'm gonna die all alone A little worried I'll be by myself 'Cause I don't think I really like no one else Should probably get used to being on my own So that I'm prepared for when I die all alone Don't want to die alone Don't want to die Don't want to die alone Don't want to die all alone Don't want to die alone Don't want to die I don't want to die all alone

I woke up this morning with a funny taste in my head Spackled some butter over my whole grain bread Something tastes different, maybe it's my tongue Something tastes different, suddenly i'm not so young I'm just a stranger, even to myself A re-arranger of the proverbial bookshelf Don't be a fool girl, tell him you love him Don't be a fool girl, you're not above him I never thought i could love anyone but myself Now i know i can't love anyone but you You make me think that maybe i won't die alone Maybe i won't die alone Kiss the boys as they walk by, call me their baby But little do they know, i'm just a maybe Maybe my baby will be the one to leave me sore Maybe my baby will settle the score I never thought i could love anyone but myself Now i know i can't love anyone but you You make me think that maybe i won't die alone Maybe i won't die alone. What have I become Something soft and really quite dumb Because i've fallen, oh, 'cuz i've fall-fallen, oh 'cuz i've fall-fall-fallen So far away from the place where i started from I never thought i could love anyone I never thought i could love anyone I never thought i could love anyone But you, but you, but you, but you, but you But you make me think that maybe i won't die alone Maybe i won't die alone

Break free from this feeling in me If you just give a little All you gotta do is trust me Break free from this feeling in me If you just give a little All you gotta do is trust me Attached at the hip I need some room to breathe These emotions are getting the best of me I can finally see it was you all along And looking back now I realize where I went wrong Everyone knows, everyone knows You replace the pain with vanity Maybe one day, maybe one day, You will see You're the reason we're done Everyone knows, everyone knows You replace the pain with vanity Maybe one day, Maybe you'll say I'm the reason we're done It's because of you I'll never be alright Because of you I'm losing sleep at night I've tried, I've tried, I'm losing my mind Because of you I still find it hard to move On Oh my god You're killing me Now drop the act you pity queen I'll keep you here just shut your mouth Just let me have my way with you Everyone knows, everyone knows You replace the pain with vanity Maybe one day, maybe one day, You will see You're the reason we're done Everyone knows, everyone knows You replace the pain with vanity Maybe one day, Maybe you'll say I'm the reason we're done Even if I had a heart I wouldn't waste it on you Lets see this as it really is a part of me You'll always have, But we don't really care at all I hate this thing inside of me That keeps you far away from me, But deep down this is who we are Lets see this as it really is a part of me You'll always have, But we don't really care at all I hate this thing inside of me That keeps you far away from me, But deep down this is who we are Everyone knows, everyone knows You replace the pain with vanity Maybe one day, maybe one day, You will see You're the reason we're done Everyone knows, everyone knows You replace the pain with vanity Maybe one day, Maybe you'll say I'm the reason we're done