Nose bloody, face numb Shoulda copped this from the jump Window broken, chain smokin', eyes open for a month Blowin' indo, light my engine with your problems in the trunk Bangin'—bangin' down yo' block, I wonder when my time is up Nose bloody, face numb Shoulda copped this from the jump Window broken, chain smokin', eyes open for a month Blowin' indo, light my engine with your problems in the trunk Bangin'—bangin' down yo' block, I wonder when my time is up I broke down in a broke-down Beamer, fever dreams, and a bloody white-tee, like Please believe in me My demons seek attention more than once or twice a week but Shit, third time's a charm Hands fucked up from the battle scars At 16, railing lines of Adderall I know I'm young, but I'm well involved And I'm reckless, too impatient, but I'll chase it if I can Light my indo out the window of my mama's minivan And I ain't slept in a minute, dependin' on hazy visions Crash the whip, clock tickin' on Main Street The block burnin' right where I live at But every day's the same, the same, the same, the same Nose bloody, face numb Shoulda copped this from the jump Window broken, chain smokin', eyes open for a month Blowin' indo, light my engine with your problems in the trunk Bangin'—bangin' down yo' block, I wonder when my time is up I'm in the back cuffed up to the seat I'm 'gainst I didn't really know what happened Stayed true to my same old patterns 'Til life had to go and capture, my life was a deep disaster Stayed true to the things that mattered Brain so scattered, sleep deprived, I think I'm high I think I'll die, until then let me stay on Saturn I had to break the bank and break my mental Hit the brakes and dodge my friends, it ain't so simple, fuck I've been out of luck, life been bringin' pain I'm really feelin' like I'm stuck But if I yell again, you're gonna tighten up the cuffs Nose bloody, face numb Shoulda copped this from the jump Window broken, chain smokin', eyes open for a month Blowin' indo, light my engine with your problems in the trunk Bangin'—bangin' down yo' block, I wonder when my time is up Never been a place like a whip, like Way so stuck in my foundation like a brick, like Wait, pickin' up my friends in this shit, like Mmm, lookin' for a spot where we could kick, like Slidin' like a skateboard trick, like wait Waited 'til the light came back around We were listenin' to Blonde, speakers had a different sound, so safe Flying saucer floatin' 'round the town all day 'Til I moved away without a trace in the backseat Tryna make it out the future's face, you runnin' past me Fearin' all the faces start to fade, don't ask me Where I hope to be at 28, the thought'll crash me (huh) The thought'll crash me (the thought'll crash me)