Crooked Sea - Anna Coogan

Again those voices talk to me Trying to manipulate me Wish it would end before I'm giving in to them Two faces, one name Zero empathy for this disarray Cut my head off to see the misery within All these lies in my mind I'm never good enough All this time I keep saying I'm never good enough All these lies in my mind And I'm not giving a fuck Wishing it would stop Before I give it up I fight To end my crooked mind I'm tired of everything that's weighing up my life I tried To bend to please you right I'm tired of this shit to make you satisfied Adapt, reject Take it out of my head Is this my voice or is this somebody else? The only suspect that I see is myself Behind the masquerade I fell victim to my own delusion Is this my voice or is this somebody else? I fight To end my crooked mind I'm tired of everything that's weighing up my life I tried To bend to please you right I'm tired of this shit to make you satisfied Cut my head off to see the misery taking the best of me

I feel so alone inside I hold you close Home is where I'll take you, son Show you life Do you stay all night? I hope you're right I hold on I hold on I feel so alone inside I hold you close Home is where I'll take you, son Show you life Do you stay all night? I hope you're right I hold on Feel people lie I can't hold you now I can't hold

I was only looking for trouble Walking in crooked lines Trying to keep my head off the bubble Where it passes all of its time It was sad and foolish to lie to you And I hate myself for that Nothing kills me more than to see you blue If I could only take it back I'm sorry I tried But I ended up twisting the knife I worry I might Have gone darker than the night You were like those flowers on the mountains Always turning on the breeze So strong but still yet so fragile See, I never meant to leave Heard the voices whisper inside of my head Telling me to go How could it be that it didn't feel bad? I'll probably never know I'm sorry I tried But I ended up twisting the knife I worry I might Have gone darker than the night I'm sorry I tried But I ended up twisting the knife I worry I might Have gone darker than the night Who am I now that it's over? What was I before it began?