Celebration of Life - Big Every Time

Every time I turn around I see places that look so unreal Every time I try to say exactly how I feel And when I look at you I see a different side each and every time Try to find another place there's nothing I can find I wanna say feel it slipping away Happens ever time you're in my mind I want to say things that to you are true But I'm not sure about you I'll never be who you want me to be Gotta take some time in my life Won't ever know until I try I just gotta know why Wouldn't you like all the best things out of life? All you got to do is just try then run for your life All you gotta do what's best for you All you gotta do is get through, run for your life A silence speaks to me a voice that seems so far away The unheard cries of wasted lives I hear them everyday Left in this sullen room I search for things that I can find To hold on to to help me through nothing can be divined I wanna say feel it slipping away Happens every time you're in my mind I want to say things that to you are true But I'm not sure about you I'll never be who you want me to be Gotta take some time in my life Won't ever know until I try I just gotta know why Wouldn't you like all the best things out of life? All you got to do is just try then run for your life All you gotta do what's best for you All you gotta do is get through, run for your life I just gotta know All of these images start crumbling from my memory I search my mind go back in time to the way things used to be I wanna say feel it slipping away Happens every time you're in my mind I want to say things that to you are true But I'm not sure about you I'll never be who you want me to be Gotta take some time in my life Won't ever know until I try I just gotta know why Run for your life