Can I Keep You - Efisio Cross

Oh the rain, it's constant Never mind if I'm awaken Throwing stones against my windows Sounds a lot like young love Yeah, I wouldn't know I was always terrified of touching Yeah, I wouldn't know I always thought my eyes would burn Then the days become blurring into white Now I'm drunk and caffeine I was tryna make a home for myself here to come clean And I end up writing naked daydreams Got sober, I spent my rent on Shambler-colour white teeth Hypo-colour self-esteem In the evenings, and the sight of you in my kitchen You come around here to get high And I sometimes find you childish And I sometimes find you mesmerising And I one time found your mouth when you open our refrigerator I can't keep you constant secret, sweetness And I keep forgetting about it, late Oh, I keep forgetting about you, hey Oh the rain, it's constant Doesn't care If I'm awaken Throwing stones against my windows Sounds a lot like young love Yeah, I wouldn't know I was always terrified of touching Yeah, I wouldn't know I always thought I'd go blind from touching, how sweet I keep thinking about it, late I keep thinking about you, hey

So much on my brain Don't know if you can take it Your heart is fragile, baby I don't wanna break it If you know my sins Will you still trust me? If I let you in Will you still love me? Can you keep a secret? I've got skeletons They're coming out the closet The hands around my throat Don't want me to be honest If you know my sins? Will you still trust me? If I let you in Will you still love me? Ah-I see monsters in my bed Ah-I got screws loose in my head If I show you inside me The ghost in my mind Will you treat me like your friends? Ah-I gotta know Can you keep a secret? Look me in my eyes And see what I've been hiding Don't act surprise, you know I've always hated lying Gave your heart and soul Told me to take it You're the one who said Nothing could change it Ah-I see monsters in my bed Ah-I got screws loose in my head If I show you inside me The ghost in my mind Will you treat me like your friends? Ah-I gotta know Can you keep a secret?

Jersey made, I was born and raised in the garden state And my mama prayed I would trust in God Growing up is hard so I made mistakes In the DMV getting my degree It was fun and games all 'fore the drinking again, oh I tried to fit in but didn't I'm different, yeah, I know (know) The houses I stayed in were great But they never felt like home (so) I'm going cross country I won't stop running 'til I find where I belong I'm going cross country Know they might judge me, I ain't gotta prove 'em wrong 'Cause I know it's okay to be in my own lane When I'm doing what they say can't be done I'm going cross country I won't stop running 'til I find where I belong (where I belong) Went to ATL where the nights are long Wrote a thousand songs that will never sell 'Til I dropped the bomb that would put me on Did it by myself, uh Heard the living's good out in Hollywood Thought I might as well, uh And I signed a deal (oh) I tried to fit in but didn't I'm different, yeah, I know (know) The houses I stayed in were great But they never felt like home (so) I'm going cross country I won't stop running 'til I find where I belong (I belong) I'm going cross country Know they might judge me I ain't gotta prove 'em wrong (prove 'em wrong) 'Cause I know it's okay to be in my own lane When I'm doing what they say can't be done I'm going cross country I won't stop running 'til I find where I belong (where I belong) Cross country I won't stop running 'til I find where I belong I'm going cross country Know they might judge me But I ain't gotta, I ain't gotta prove them wrong Ooh, ooh Ooh, oh-oh Ooh, ooh Ooh, oh-oh

Standing by the blinds Above the city lights A junkie for your touch Dressing up for the night The winter sky is clear Passing faceless silhouettes Counting wasted years Like burnt out cigarettes Where are you now? I have to carry the cross Where are you now? You're the greatest loss Falling like a flake In a snowstorm ball Where every little shake Makes a blizzard of it all Where are you now? I have to carry the cross Where are you now? You're the greatest loss