But this time when I die make sure I'm buried in FTP corduroy - Father Serotonin

I'm gonna make it this time I'm gonna make it Make it, this time When the curtain goes up And the audience sits down I will be singing and wearing my crown Because I'm gonna make it I'm gonna make it I'm gonna make it this time I've got a lot to give I've got so much of myself to give And as long as I live, I have to keep on giving Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Because I'm gonna make it I've told myself before, but I mean it this time I'm gonna make it Got to, to, to, to Make it, make it This, this, this time When the curtain goes up And the audience sits down I will be standing on a mountain top looking down And wearing a crown With a little help from my friends, I am gonna make it I've told myself before, but I mean it this time I'm gonna make it Got to, to, to, to Make it, This time, time I've paid my dues And I know I qualify, sanctify, bonafide I've been trying so damn long And making so many And making so many Hard years Only the strong shall survive And the weak shall fade by the wayside They say there is no rest for the weary But you have to be strong to survive this You are never supposed to give up You are never supposed to give up Keep on struggling Make it, make it Make it to the mountain top Make it to the mountain top Make it to the mountain top

(Yeah, uhhhh) (Yeah, uh, uhh) Hurry up and bounce it before I forget What I made in my head I don't wanna spend my life thinking what they'll think or what they might If I go see her show, she might collapse and lose her life I guess I'll save some money and save myself from wasting time, like Fuck this lil' dyke, the way she's going, it'll be her fault if she ever dies All that time you was talkin', that shit was eatin' me alive Through the judgments, you didn't see I was fightin' for my life How could I send signs? And God forgive me if I cry Then I'll become an attention seeker and not a leader See people will only really understand you when they need you I guess I'm better off all alone in a two-seater People tellin' me to stop, don't be weak human being While the voice inside my head keeps tellin' me that I need it I now ask you, please stop judgin' me I got myself out this single handedly And we do what we do 'cause we don't understand the consequence Of every step we take is wrong How could we ever see the mess? (Uhh) And it's not just you and me, the whole youth is depressed Living with the devil, constant battle every day Wake up, gotta talk to people but I don't know what to say And they tellin' me get off my ass, I was born on the wrong path (Yeah, mmm) And I'm tryna solve these problems But I was always bad at math (Mmm, yeah) And your voice has made it harder And that's just honestly I had to shoot up to my brain To become the person that I wanna be (Yeah, oh) Growin' up tryin' to figure out who you are Sniffin' shit at 14, it becomes a little hard When you're livin' in a scene where the healthy shit is far But the drugs are no further than your room or your car Don't be alarmed, it'll get brighter, it'll get better It's 'cause we are fighters and tougher than leather The strong you is inside, but you just haven't met her Only we control our storm because we are the weather Don't get how I could love the things that really torn me Remember telling myself that I was quitting in the morning And did you really try and help or was you tryna tell a story? It's okay 'cause I got me and I don't need you to feel sorry The future's bright, let's make it pro We got us, we are the light We are the world, we are love We gotta fight for ourselves 'cause no one's gonna No one's gonna (Yeah) I laugh when I'm with friends, but I'm sad when I'm alone And I be alone and I be alone and I be alone And I be alone And I be alone And I be alone (Yeah Uh) I laugh when I'm with friends but I'm sad when I'm alone And I be alone, I be alone (Yeah, ohhh) I laugh when I'm with friends but I'm sad when I'm alone And I be alone

I can feel you under my skin I feel helpless, I'm addicted I've never felt anything like this I inhale you, I am weightless And no matter what I thought All I want is you, all I want is you And no matter what I say I don't like being thrown away I'd lose you all for you I'd die for you There's nothing I won't do And I can plead for you I'd do it all for you I'd kill for you It's simple, yes, for sure There's nothing I won't do I would die for you You can feel me under your eyes You are breathless, I'm contagious You've never felt anything like me It's consuming, you're suffocating And no matter what you do All I see is you, all I see is you And no matter what I see I will not be thrown away I'd lose you all for you I'd die for you There's nothing I won't do I can plead for you I'd do it all for you I'd kill for you It's simple yes for sure There's nothing I won't do I would die You can have it all You can take my everything Anything for you 'Cause I'd die for you 'Cause I would die for you I would die No matter what I say, no matter what we say I don't wanna assume No matter what I see, no matter what I do All I need is you No matter what they see, no matter what they say All I need is you (all I need is you) No matter what they say, no matter what they say All I want is you (all I want is you) No matter what they see, no matter what they say I'd die for you I'd die for you There's nothing I won't do I can plead for you I'd do it all for you I'd kill for you It's simple yes for sure There's nothing I don't do I would die You can have it all You can take my everything Anything for you 'Cause I'd die for you 'Cause I would die for you I would die

She's gonna cut my head off But I don't care, I don't care She's gonna cut my head off But I don't care They say, "You clean up nice You look a dead man" Like a dead man She says, "You dress up nice" I feel like a dead man A dead man Culture is so claustrophobic Claws to prove it hurts so good And the party's over I'm still on your couch now, love Yeah, if there is a line, I know you won't cross it Take your time (take your time) But I might die (but I might die) She's gonna cut my head off But I don't care, I don't care She's gonna cut my head off But I don't care They say, "You clean up nice Just like a dead man Like a dead ma" She says, "You dress up nice" I feel like a dead man A dead man How can I rest in peace if I'm buried by a highway? Pain on the keys, is everybody still breathing? Weight of my shadow, it gets more heavy And it scares me, yeah The cherub's a scar (Yeah, yeah, yeah) It's when the hearts collide (Yeah, yeah, yeah) Speeding with no drive (Yeah, yeah, yeah) Just let the lie expire (Yeah, yeah, yeah) You say you know that it's fine (Yeah, yeah, yeah) I say I know that it's fine (Yeah, yeah, yeah) You said it's only a fire (Yeah, yeah, yeah) I think it's more than a fire She's gonna cut my head off But I don't care, I don't care She's gonna cut my head off But I don't care They say, "You clean up nice (nice) Just like a dead man Like a dead man" She says, "You dress up nice" (nice) I feel like a dead man A dead man She's gonna cut my head off But I don't care, I don't care She's gonna cut my head off But I don't care They say, "You clean up nice (nice) Just like a dead man Like a dead man" She says, "You dress up nice" (nice) I feel like a dead man A dead man

I don't wanna say that it hurts Cause I don't wanna let you in Cause you don't deserve that No you don't deserve that So imma just say that I'm good Then imma go and let you win I guess I deserve that I guess I deserve that Oh I'm driving all my friends insane Going round in circles Oh I'm nothing but a rainy day Just trying to find a purpose I'm a mess but I will never let you know How I'm doing just put on another show I'm depressed but I will never let you in So I guess I'll write another song To make you feel like serotonin Oh I'm chasing serotonin Oh I'm wasted I say that I don't wanna go back Or maybe I think that's a lie Cause I always do that Yeah I always do that Oh I'm driving all my friends insane Going round in circles Oh I'm nothing but a rainy day Just trying to find a purpose I'm a mess but I will never let you know How I'm doing just put on another show I'm depressed but I will never let you in So I guess I'll write another song To make you feel like serotonin Oh I'm chasing serotonin Oh I'm wasted Oh I'm chasing serotonin Oh I'm wasted I'm depressed but I will never let you in So I guess I'll write another song To make you feel like serotonin