Black Tears

Black eyes, I don't need 'em Blue tears, gimme freedom... Positively never goin' back I won't live where things are so out of whack No more rollin' with the punches No more usin' or abusin' I'd rather die standing Than live on my knees begging please-no more Black eyes, I don't need 'em Blue tears, gimme freedom Black eyes all behind me Blue tears I'll never find me now... Definitley found my self esteem Finally I'm forever free to dream No more cryin' in the corner No excuses, no more bruises I'd rather die standing Than live on my knees begging please-no more Black eyes, I don't need 'em Blue tears, gimme freedom Black eyes all behind me Blue tears I'll never find me now... I'd rather die standing Than live on my knees begging please... Black eyes, I don't need 'em Blue tears, gimme freedom Black eyes all behind me Blue tears I'll never find me now I'll never find me now... It's all behind me, they'll never find me now Find your self-esteem and be forever free to dream

Tired of this, done with that Never satisfied with where I'm at I sit and think what to do Just a motherfuckin' bore without a clue Shot my drugs, drank my booze Tired of joy and self abuse Eternally jaded through and through Just a self loathing dick without a clue, oh Bored to death, I'm just bored to tears Same old shit just different day and year Killed myself but that got boring too So beyond the point where it's not true Far beyond high, dramatically low Eternal stare as if I care to know All of this struggle, all of this work In the end you die like some moronic jerk Shot my drugs, drank my booze Tired of joy and self abuse Eternally jaded through and through Just a self loathing fuck without a clue, oh Bored to death, I'm just bored to tears Same old shit just different day and year Killed myself but that got boring too So beyond the point where it's not true The colors I see are all bleeding The sound that was is now standing still I wonder when it was it all faded A dullen corpse that cannot be killed Oh, bored to death, I'm just bored to tears Same old shit just different day and year Killed myself but that got boring too So beyond the point where it's not true

Into that void of silence Where we cry without sound Where tears roll down Where tears roll down And when your mother's violence Sent your soul underground Where tears roll down Where tears roll down

It is the evening of the day I sit and watch the children play Smiling faces I can see But not for me (not for me) I sit and watch As tears go by My riches can't buy everything I want to hear the children sing All I hear is the sound Of rain falling on the ground (on the ground) I sit and watch As tears go by My riches can't buy everything I want to hear the children sing Doing things I used to do They think I'm new I sit and watch As tears go by But now I know That in the end But now I know That in the end Mhmm-mhmm-mhmm-mhmm-mhmm-hmm-mhmm-mhmm-mhmm (I'm dead and I am living on)