Better Now - Katya Kirk

You probably think that you are better now, better now You only say that 'cause I'm not around, not around You know I never meant to let you down, let you down Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything, oh I did not believe that it would end, no Everything came second to the Benzo You're not even speaking to my friends, no You knew all my uncles and my aunts though 20 candles, blow 'em out and open your eyes We were looking forward to the rest of our lives Used to keep my picture posted by your bedside And now, it's in your dresser with the socks you don't like And I'm rollin', rollin', rollin', rollin' With my brothers like it's Jonas, Jonas Drinkin' Henny and I'm tryna forget But I can't get this shit outta my head You probably think that you are better now, better now You only say that 'cause I'm not around, not around You know I never meant to let you down, let you down Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything (woah) Better now, better now, yeah I'm b-b-b-b better now, better now, yeah I'm b-b-b-b better now, better now, yeah I'm b-b-b-b better now, better now, uh yeah Better now, better now, yeah I'm b-b-b-b better now, better now, yeah I'm b-b-b-b better now, better now, yeah I'm b-b-b-b better now, better now, uh yeah

Thank you For allowing me to see myself the way you see me Thank you Imagine me Loving what I see when the Mirror looks at me 'cause I I imagine me In a place Of no insecurities and I'm finally happy 'cause I imagine me Letting go Of all of the ones who hurt me 'Cause they never did deserve me Can you imagine me? Saying no To thoughts that try to control me Remembering all you told me Lord, can you imagine me? Over what my mama said and Healed from what my daddy did and I wanna live And not read that page again Imagine me, being free Trusting you totally Finally, I can Imagine me I admit it was hard to see You being in love with someone like me Finally, I can Imagine me (Imagine me) Being strong And not letting people break me down You won't get that joy this time around (oh, no) Can you imagine me? In a world (in a world) Where nobody has to live afraid Because of your love, fear's gone away Can you imagine me? Letting go of the past Glad I have another chance My heart will dance 'Cause I don't have to read that page again (Imagine me) Imagine me, being free Trusting you totally Finally, I can Imagine me (I admit, Jesus) I admit it was hard to see You being in love with someone like me (like me) Finally, I can Imagine me (I imagine me) Imagine me, being free (being free) Trusting you totally (totally) Finally, I can Imagine me (I'll be honest with ya) I admit it was hard to see (it was hard) You being in love with someone like me (yes) Finally, I can (imagine me) Imagine me This song is dedicated to people like me Those that struggle with insecurities Acceptance and even self-esteem You didn't never felt good enough, you never felt pretty enough But imagine God whispering in your ear Letting you know that everything that has happened is now (Gone, gone, it's gone) It's all gone (all gone) Every sin (gone) Every mistake (gone) Every failure (it's gone) It's all gone (all gone) Depression (gone) Gone (gone) By faith (it's gone) It's gone (all gone) Low self-esteem (gone) Hallelujah (gone) It's gone (it's gone) All gone (all gone) (Gone) It's gone (gone) All my scars (it's gone) All my pain (all gone) It's in the past (gone) It's yesterday (gone) It's all gone (it's gone) (Can't believe it's gone) (Gone) What your mother did (gone) What your father did (it's gone) Hallelujah (all gone) It's gone (gone) All gone (gone) Oh, gone (it's gone, all gone) Oh, na-na, na-na Oh, na-na, na-na, na-na Oh, na-na, na-na Oh, na-na, na-na, na-na Oh, na-na, na-na Oh, na-na, na-na, na-na Oh, na-na, na-na Oh, na-na, na-na, na-na Oh, na-na, na-na, na-na

Woke up to a world that is changing Looking out the window, got me wondering lately Will we be ok? Will we be ok? One day I can feel the sun shining Next day a bullet can leave a momma cryin' Will she be ok? (Lord have mercy) Tell me will we be ok? (Truth is) Life is taking everything that I have Just to survive (Can I testify?) I got twenty-five dollars in my pocket And I think another ten in my glove compartment I'm trying so bad not to cry, but it's hard to stop it But You say all of my needs You promised You got it So I'm gone be ok (Yes sir) I'm gone be ok (Sing, ok, ok) See I gotta remember, that my God is bigger Than any battle, I'll ever face So I'm gone be ok Yeah it's dark right now But I still see the light Come on Why do we hate one another When love is the most beautiful color It takes away the grey (I hope somebody's listening) And makes everything ok (My Lord) Where is the American dream If only one percent knows what it means To really be ok (Are y'all listening) Tell me is that ok? (Say it again) Life is taking everything that I have Just to survive (Lemme talk to you) I got twenty-five dollars in my pocket And I think another ten in my glove compartment I'm trying so bad not to cry, but it's hard to stop it But You say all of my needs You promised You got it (Help me) So I'm gone be ok (Even in the midst of trouble say) I'm gone be ok (Sing, ok, ok) See I gotta remember, that my God is bigger Than any battle, I'll ever face So I'm gone be ok (Sing it) See our God is great This season of pain it won't last always (Hallelujah) Life is taking everything that I have Just to survive (Open up your eyes y'all) You got twenty-five dollars in your pocket And you think another ten in your glove compartment But that family with no food would trade places with you (Yes) Give thanks and don't forget how you got it And we gone be ok (yeah, can I get a witness) We gone be ok (Sing ok, ok) (Cause I gotta remember) See I gotta remember, that my God is bigger Than any battle, I'll ever face (Come on) So I'm gone be ok (If one door closes, God's got another) We gone be ok (Your doctor's not the final answer y'all) And you gone be ok (You needed this storm to wake you up and make you better) I'm gone be ok (Now sing, ok, ok) So I'm gone be ok (Yessir)

Young people go on and stand up real quick C'mon, everybody stand up Yo, everybody come get your bounce on, get your bounce on, get your bounce on Don't be cute with it, you gotta get, c'mon, fifth horn, fourth horn C'mon, sing it When I close my eyes, I think of you And reminisce on all the things you do I can't imagine my life without you It's like paradise, now I Know that it's real (um) It's a mystery For someone to give their life just for me (c'mon) What you did on Calvary Makes me wanna love you more (watch this) I never knew I could be so happy I never knew I'd be so secure Because of your love Life has brand new meaning It's gonna be a brighter day, brighter day (C'mon everybody clap like this, clap like this, sing) Never thought that I would smile again I never thought the dark clouds would end Never thought that I could have a friend That would keep me, never leave me alone Jesus you're my everything The only one that makes my heart sing (heart sing) Now I know what real love means It's everlasting, lasting (c'mon, c'mon) I never knew I could be so happy I never knew I'd be so secure Because of your love Life has brand new meaning It's gonna be a brighter day, brighter day (Sing it with me one more time) I never knew I could be so happy I never knew I'd be so secure Because of your love Life has brand new meaning It's gonna be a brighter day, brighter day Listen to this ya'll, listen Nothing can compare To the joy you bring An everlasting love affair Jesus my life would never be the same I found someone who truly cares C'mon and clap your hands, clap your, clap, ah c'mon C'mon and clap your hands ah, everybody c'mon And let me hear I never knew I could be so happy I never knew I'd be so secure Because of your love Life has brand new meaning It's gonna be a brighter day, brighter day Brighter day, brigther day, brighter day, brighter day Brighter day, brighter day, brighter day, brighter day Brighter day, brighter day, brighter day, brighter day Brighter day, brighter day, brighter day, brighter day Brighter day, brighter day, brighter day, brighter day Brighter day, brighter day, brighter day, brighter day Brighter day, brighter day, brighter day, brighter day Brighter day, brighter day, brighter day, brighter day Brighter day, brighter day, brighter day, brighter day Brighter day, brighter day, brighter day, brighter day Brighter day, brighter day, brighter day, brighter day Brighter day, brighter day, brighter day, brighter day Brighter day, brighter day, brighter day, brighter day Brighter day, brighter day, brighter day, brighter day Brighter day, brighter day, brighter day, brighter day Wait wait wait They gonna wanna hear some horns Wait wait wait, wait wait wait you doin' it too cute Don't do it cute, c'mon I never knew I could be so happy (I never knew Jesus) I never knew I'd be so secure Because of your love Life has brand new meaning It's gonna be a brighter day, brighter day

Brothers and sisters I wanna welcome you back to life Back to the one that can make your next chapter Your best chapter Hallelujah How can it be That you love the most unlovable part of me Of me? How could you see Your life was the only gift I'll ever need to be free? It's amazing with you, I win even if I lose Everything's working for my good for always Come on! He saved the day He will come through He won't fail That's not what superheroes do (Hallelujah) No greater love makes my heart beat All I wanna do is make You proud of me (That's why) I don't wanna love nobody but You I don't wanna love nobody but You I don't wanna love nobody, love nobody but You Let's go How can it be Everyone of my secrets that you keep (You cover me?) You cover me (Appreciated) A mystery (It's amazing how) Your patience with me, God, will never leave (You don't give up on me) Don't ever leave (Help me) Help me to see like You (Like You) No matter what I go through (Hey) Everything's working for my good for always (Let me tell You what He does) He saves the day (And He will) He will come through (Hallelujah) He won't fail That's not what super heroes do (Not real superheroes) No greater love (A love like this) makes my heart beat (Ha, and I promise You) All I wanna do is make You proud of me (That's why) I don't wanna love nobody but You (You) I don't wanna love nobody but You (Yes) I don't wanna love nobody, love nobody but You (I searched all over) I don't wanna love nobody but You (You) I don't wanna love nobody but You (That's right) I don't wanna love nobody, love nobody but You (Ah ah yes) (And the church sang, come on) Loving You will be (Huh, Jesus loving You) Will be the death of me (Huh, it sounds crazy don't it, ehh) That's how it's supposed to be (Let me tell You what it means) More of You, less of me (That's why) I don't wanna love nobody but You I don't wanna love nobody but You (Father) I don't wanna love nobody, love nobody but You (I really mean it this time) I don't wanna love nobody but You (Jesus) I don't wanna love nobody but You (Eh) I don't wanna love nobody, love nobody but You (Lemme tell You what He does) He saves the day (Huh, come on) He will come through (He won't let You down) He won't fail That's not what super heroes do (See, I will never find) No greater love (A love like this) Makes my heart beat (Forever and a day) All I wanna do is make You proud of me (Let me say it again) He saves the day (Woo!) He will come through (It feels so good) He won't fail That's not what super heroes do (Yes sir) No greater love (Hallelujah) makes my heart beat (For the rest for my life) All I wanna do is make You proud of me (Everybody sing) I don't wanna love nobody but You I don't wanna love nobody but You (You) I don't wanna love nobody, love nobody but You (Hmm, You're the savior) I don't wanna love nobody but You I don't wanna love nobody but You (Yes) I don't wanna love nobody, love nobody but You