Ashamed - Coleman Lane

I am the boy your mother wanted you to meet But I am broken and torn with heels at my feet And with your purest light, why don't you shine on me? Well, I should have been an angel but I'm too dumb to speak Now as she gets nearer, the visions get clearer I'll kneel and weep and I will hold her dear Oh, if your eyes water, you've got your favorite number to spin And oh What a crying shame A crying shame, what we became Murdered my throat, screaming bloody all night Hit him with a book and how he crumbles Oh, you should have seen how the arches tumble They're golden no more, now I'm smiling in my blood I'm caught in a whirlwind, I'm going to heaven I'm standing on trial and it's painted on canvas An eternal testament to how we are so animalistic And oh What a crying shame A crying shame, what we became I bowed my head in the morning light and said goodnight I held her hand and I, I kissed her eyes Stumbled down the stairs and hang myself on high And I started for the town, lyin' in the front yard And died

In a world with pressures onto me I will keep on pressing into You You are where I run to draw my strength In a world that says, don't believe Help me God, to hold on the truth I will choose to trust where I can't see I will give my life to You I'm not ashamed, I'm not ashamed I will hold up high Your name I'm not ashamed, I'm not ashamed This is where my faith gets brave And even if it costs me everything And I will stay in policy Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh oh And I am not ashamed Jesus, I am not ashamed I surrender, here I leave my harms And I remember how You spread Your arms Even still, this world stays in the dark And I will fight the fight I won't walk the line You have paid Your life for mine I'm not ashamed, I'm not ashamed I will hold up high Your name I'm not ashamed, I'm not ashamed This is where my faith gets brave And even if it costs me everything And I will stay in policy Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, oh And I am not ashamed Jesus, I am not ashamed This is my one desire To burn with holy fire My life may never fade away This is my one defence You're faithful till the end You take my life and I still live I'm not ashamed, I'm not ashamed I will hold up high Your name I'm not ashamed, I'm not ashamed This is where my faith gets brave Even if it costs me everything And I will stay in policy Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, oh And I am not ashamed And I am not ashamed