Arrested - Breakbot & Irfane

"Hi, Ian, it's mom Um, when you can just gimme- Gimme a call back when you have a chance, okay? Thank you for your text And, um, you have all my love and support And I'll help you any way I can, okay?" Here's a couple true facts I've discovered in life One, everything we do is highly incentivized By paternal conditions we could never predict Yeah, some things could be different, but still it is what it is And two, everyone is struggling to carry their burden This I know to be certain don't even question this sermon 'Cause three, insecurity is a common disease But it keeps us moving forward toward a common decree What do I have to say that I've avoided 'til today? What have I buried deep in my conscious? Forgive me 'cause I've been trying, I'm sorry I'm not like Ryan I wish I was like him, but it's just not who I am Who I am, who I am I'm sorry I'm not like Ryan I've been trying, I'm sorry I'm not like Ryan Four, the ego is always the fourth floor with a trap door So, we can never be that sure There's five people in my life who seem to get me But six people that I know still resent me My older brother Ryan is someone I keep trying to show That I can be a someone, you know? And my parents understand that I'm growing as a man Still I constantly wonder just what they think of who I am What do I have to say that I've avoided 'til today? What have I buried deep in my conscious? Forgive me 'cause I've been trying, I'm sorry I'm not like Ryan I wish I was like him, but it's just not who I am Who I am, who I am I'm sorry I'm not like Ryan I've been trying, I'm sorry I'm not like Ryan I've been trying, I'm sorry I'm not like Ryan I wish I was like him, but it's not who I am

Choice... You know I'm saying... Can this last with two beautiful women... But at the same time, you know, Every man has this ideal image Of loving just one I'm checking you out, you're all alone No one is clocking you, but I'm scoping you Staring right thru you, staring into you Your beauty is endless and I'm hoping to explore Brothers may say you're ugly but I disagree But in a way that's fine with me 'Cause I want to travel with you Travel in your mind 'cause you seem like a virgin Free as the wind blows, tall as a tree grows Wild like nature, yet calm as a field Hair is natural, lips are natural Face wins first place, you appeal to me, girl Let me ask you for some time For you to unwind together et cetera I have nothing but pure intentions Everything we'll be will be natural [CHORUS:] Natural (2x) I'd like to hold your waist as we chase The wind down the shores of a southern ocean Rub my fingers thru your hair Slowly rub and caress your forehead and bare Our problems, as we lay on the bed called Earth Holding hands 'till we touch each and every finger As the ocean water wets us both In the center of the crossroads Spiritual bonds are connected... what... an erection Well... Let's drive to the city And walk among the lights of the city streets You're making me weak and it's scary 'Cause you've played no games All you've been is very natural That's why I'm scared to fall in love with you [CHORUS] I wanna be natural (2x) I wanna be sleeping in you I wanna be inside you I wanna be sleeping deep in you (2x) I wanna be in you (2x) Natural (2x) Love your lips Love the way you do the things you say Natural Your lips

Was kann an einem durchschnittlichen schönen Tag passieren? Man weiß nie! Sommer bringt jahreszeitliche Veränderungen. Es wird heiß für einen Bruder. An einem schönen sonnigen Tag, ich fühlte mich wirklich frei, check aus was mir passierte: Eine schöne Brise ging durch mein Haar. So liebe ich es. Schöne Menschen überall: Männer Frauen Kinder. Kinder mit Hula Hup Hüften gingen herum. Mütter Brustgebend, Kinder pressten die Lippen. Schöne Frauen- weiß –gelb-rot-schwarz-braun + dreads. Schmelzpunkt sinkt! Deutlich eine aphrodische Menge. Und es wird Zeit für mich auf die Bühne zu gehen, jetzt gerade. Ich nehme das Mikrophone unter Kontrolle POW. Sechs Uhr, weiße Frau im 6.Gang. Sie und ihre Freunde lachen wild zu mir und ich muss gestehen sie hat ein schönes Lachen. Ich liebe den Sonnenschein, kann mir nicht helfen, so wie ich mich fühle, im Sonnenschein. Leute rechts, wollt ihr nicht eure Hände heben und Leute zu eurer linken, wollt ihr nicht eure Hände heben, alle zusammen wollt ihr nicht eure Hände heben. Nach der Show, da war eine Autogrammstunde und sie quetschte Backstage, war in der Reihe und... ich war verwickelt mit den Fans. Sharpie in meiner Hand, da war sie wieder, schönes Lachen lange Haare, streiften über meine Hand wie Seide, ich schwöre, keine Lüge. Ich versuche nicht abzustreiten wer ich bin oder meine Rasse, ich weiß meine schwarzen Schwestern sind ständig entwürdigt(?)und die Wahrheit ist, schwarze Beeren sind mein Geschmack, aber ich bin high von der Möglichkeit dieses Aufblühens so gab ich nach. Als sie mir ihre Nummer gab... ich fühlte mich ein wenig betäubt, fühlte mich als ob ich mich gerade selbst betrachte. Aber ohne zu zögern, ohne was zu sagen, ohne Überlegung über meine Rasse, sie sagte: ja, warum kommst du nicht mit zu mir? Ich sagte: sofort. Viele hätten mir gesagt, das Mädchen war der Teufel. Wir sind beide Menschen und ich weiß wir sind gleich, wir hingen herum und sprachen und wir gingen . Und einige Brüder starrten mich an, ich sagte, das ist nicht fair, wir sind nur zwei Menschen. Und ich bin nicht durcheinander, ich kenne meine Geschichte genau, die Sonne scheint auf beide Arten der Haare. Weisheit spricht laut, manche Leute wollen das nicht hören. Da ist nichts neues unter der Sonne, viele Dinge die waren, hatten sich gebeugt zum Rhythmus des Schlagzeugs, weil wir Kinder des Sohnes sind. Und nur er hat gesehen, was gesehen wurde, seit dem Beginn des 1.Tages. Und die Wahrheit ist diese Story ist mehr als Unterricht. Ich bin verheiratet mit einer schwarzen Schwester. Aber unter der Sonne, welche Farbe du anziehend findest, erinnere dich: Liebe und Aktion, Wörter und Charakter ist was wir mehr bevorzugen sollten.

Last night I laid awake inside my room I rewatched all my favorite movies 'til my boredom resumed I sent a message to this girl I met through tweet We ended up gettin' some coffee at this dump down the street We started out with the menu I was nervous but I liked her 'til She took a photo of her latte This is why I don't get out more I locked myself in my apartment, I don't need that bitch I turned my phone to airplane mode 'cause I don't need that shit All by alone, masturbated in my home so Get it up, gеt it up, oh, oh Get it up, get it up, ego I know a doctor who livеs up in Beverly Hills Ain't got much money but my insurance still covered the bill I went to visit on a day when I felt blue She gave me chocolates and I laid down on this couch in her room She started out with a question "What's your love life, like these days?" Well, I don't really use my heart much I use my hand more in the worst way I locked myself in my apartment, I don't need that bitch I turned my phone to airplane mode 'cause I don't need that shit All by alone, masturbated in my home so Get it up, get it up, oh, oh Get it up, get it up, ego Get it up, get it up, oh, oh Get it up, get it up, ego To be honest I feel alone as shit That's why I built this bridge to get over it I locked myself in my apartment, I don't need that bitch I turned my phone to airplane mode 'cause I don't need that shit All by alone, masturbated in my home so Get it up, get it up, oh, oh Get it up, get it up, ego I locked myself in my apartment, I don't need that bitch I turned my phone to airplane mode 'cause I don't need that shit All by alone, masturbated in my home so Get it up, get it up, oh, oh Get it up, get it up, ego Get it up, get it up, oh, oh Get it up, get it up, ego

I keep on having this dream where I'm seventeen Slipping through the cafeteria trying not to be seen I see my brother, he's sitting there with some kids He smiles at me and waves, I fake a smile and sit Down at the table, but something's off and I know it 'Cause when I try and say something nobody seems to take notice I kinda like it, but then I start to feel strange Like the time I went on Amazon to buy myself a date When did things get pixelated? I can't keep my concentration I've lost my imagination To such great expectations All the things that I never said They keep crawling back to me All the things that I never did They still haunt me in my dreams All the years I've spent All the lives I've faked Just to keep myself protected From all the things that I never said That I never said That I never said I keep a rolodex inside of my head of All the times I had a chance to just be honest, instead I made a joke to changed the subject because my confidence said "Hey, listen, if you mess this up They're gonna judge you, my friend!" I'm living in a state of pure paralysis, see I like to think, think, think, but my action is weak My interaction is bleak, if life's a herd, I'm a sheep Guess I'm not really that much different than at age seventeen When did things get pixelated? I can't keep my concentration I've lost my imagination To such great expectations All the things that I never said They keep crawling back to me All the things that I never did They still haunt me in my dreams All the years I've spent All the lives I've faked Just to keep myself protected From all the things that I never said That I never said That I never said All of the things we wish we said They drag me down until I'm dead You say the best is yet to come Can anyone figure out what's wrong with us? All the things that I never said They keep crawling back to me All the things that I never did They still haunt me in my dreams All the years I've spent All the lives I've faked Just to keep myself protected From all the things that I never said That I never said That I never said

I thought I had it all together But I was led astray The day you walked away You were the clock That was ticking in my heart Changed my state of mind When love's so hard to find Your feelings changed like the weather Went from clear to gray On that cloudy day How can I go on Without falling apart Love's so hard to find When someone's on your mind Listen baby Your wish is my command Baby won't you understand That your wish is my command What can I do to make my baby understand Something tells me that I'm dreaming I can see us there Waving unaware Of problems that have a tendency to keep Keep the truth confined Far from our minds You need someone you can believe in This I do declare Trust me I'll be there The road that leads to heaven can be so steep I will help you climb Change your state of mind Listen baby Your wish is my command Baby won't you understand That your wish is my command What can I do to make my baby understand Your wish is my command Baby won't you understand That your wish is my command I can see us there Waving unaware This i do declare Trust me I'll be there I can see us there Waving unaware This i do declare Trust me I'll be there I can see us there Waving unaware This i do declare Trust me I'll be there

Tell me why I can feel it so clearly I wanna know why Why the sound of mystery? Will you help me find the key? Then will open up the final lock Put an end to this race against the clock We can find it We can find it If you would only tell me why I still hold you so dearly What a soulless mystery Won't you help me find the key? That'll open up the secret doors Reveal all of our secret flaws Traveling with the tumbleweed Our voices calling out in need Can you hear it? I can hear it It's telling you to Hold on a little longer (a little longer) It sure takes time to grow stronger Hold on with all of your might (all of it) It takes a little darkness to enjoy the light (The light, the light, the light) (The light, the light, the light) (The light, the light, the light) Tell me why It still feels like you're right here next to me I wanna know why Why to solve this mystery? Won't you lead me to the key? That'll open up the gate ahead Never leave us without our daily bread Take back all the things we said So we can write a brand new page instead Let them read it Let them read it Deep within a wishing well A voice is calling out for help Can you hear it? Open up and I'm sure you'll hear it You will hear it It's telling us to Hold on a little longer (a little longer, a little longer) It sure takes time to grow stronger Hold on to what you know is right It takes a little darkness to enjoy the light (The light, the light, the light) (The light, the light, the light) (The light, the light, the light) Tell me why Tell me why Tell me why Tell me why