Anna Lee - Hamilton

Just another day In this poison world Yeah, it's rotting out my brain Always over thinking I think I'm insane Everybody staring Cause I'm not the same Life went off the tracks And I can't get it straight Burning through the oz's I've been smoking weight Fighting with my demons As soon as I'm awake Living in a nightmare That I can't escape Moving way to fast now I got no brakes I got no brakes I can't slow down I can't fucking feel my face I love getting numb I can't fuckin help it Your love is my drug Yeah, i'm an addict For you Drain my heart And break my bones Pick me up And take me home Both my hands Are freezing cold All this stress Is getting old Always tired Still can't sleep Toss and turn And grind my teeth Always searching for relief Still can't find my inner peace Always searching for relief Still can't find my inner peace Just another day In this poison world Yeah, it's rotting out my brain Always over thinking I think I'm insane Everybody staring Cause I'm not the same Life went off the Just another day In this poison world Yeah, it's rotting out my brain Always over thinking I think I'm insane Everybody staring Cause I'm not the same Life went off the tracks And I can't get it straight Burning through the oz's I've been smoking weight Fighting with my demons As soon as I'm awake Living in a nightmare That I can't escape Moving way to fast now I got no brakes I got no brakes They can't keep up with me Honestly Burning through zips And you be smoking seeds Remember the times They used to laugh at me Now I'm laughing to the bank Like it's comedy Cashing out all these checks I'm shooting nothing but net Hanging on by a thread Wishing i could forget All the time that we spent All the time that we wasted Stuck in this poison world It's tainted Stuck in this poison world It's tainted

Going insane, I'm a fiend I can't fucking stop it Always staring at my screen, I wanna drop it down When I think about it all I wanna end it Always messy in my head I'm feeling manic now I'm feeling manic now (I'm feeling manic now) Yeah, oh Going insane, I'm a fiend I can't fucking stop it (fucking stop it) Always staring at my screen I wanna drop it down When I think about it all I wanna end it Always messy in my head I'm feeling manic now Always lonely and confused I don't know what the fuck to do All my friends keep falling through But now I know that's nothing new Bitch, I, bitch, I made it by myself I don't need your fucking help I'd be better off in hell Always hiding my shell Wishing I was someone else Oh well, oh well I'm just playing with the cards That I was dealt Always gamble with my life This game is do or die So I roll the fucking dice And you can't live it twice So, I'm up, like, every night I wanna feel alive But I know I'm not alright I know I'm not alright Going insane, I'm a fiend I can't fucking stop it (fucking stop it) Always staring at my screen I wanna drop it down When I think about it all I wanna end it Always messy in my head I'm feeling manic now Always lonely and confused I don't know what the fuck to do All my friends keep falling through But now I know that's nothing new

Every single night, I'm up thinking about my life What causes all the pain I feel inside Can't ever escape causing the battles of my mind Don't feel human half the time Walking all alone, get along with no one else I don't even like my fucking self Look up at the sky, asking where the fuck am I What's the point to even try Am I really from here, in this galaxy Everytime I look for love, it's a catastrophe I know I could never be what they asked of me I still wanna help myself discover inner peace Depression brings me underneath I go invisible, I don't talk to anyone I know it's pitiful, some days I feel so miserable I wish I wasn't here, anxiety is killing me It's time to disappear Running out of time Lately feel I'm running out of time Running from the demons in my mind I can't get away, speeding like I'm driving in a race One day hope I'm driving in a wraith Running out of time Lately feel I'm running out of time Running from the demons in my mind I can't get away, speeding like I'm driving in a race One day hope I'm driving in a wraith Don't care what they say Lately feel like everyone is fake Lately they been lying to my face That is not okay, you don't understand the pain you cause Used to see the light, now I am lost I am lost I am lost