Duh, duh Duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh Capitalizing on my alone time I've got a letter You'll never read it Trying to outline the rest of my life Somebody get me a crystal ball Am I going crazy? 'Cause I miss you lately Losing something I don't even have my hands on yet Duh, duh Duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh, duh And every time I'm checking the safety I get too excited, I want too much Biting the hand that's constantly feeding I'm not ungrateful I just want something else, something more Am I wasting time? It's always on my mind Losing something that's not even mine Man overboard I think I'm done for Waves over my head I'm just a blink and I'm dead Thank god I'm not It's never too late To block out the past But I can't love the way It's pulling me in The sirens await Oooh, ooh, oh You can be my anchor Keeping me from floating away I keep getting angry at myself Is it too late? Casting out a line Hoping that I'll catch it Hoping that I'll stay, stay Mmm, mmm, mm

I have this hope As an anchor for my soul Through every storm I will hold to You With endless love All my fear is swept away In everything I will trust in You There is hope in the promise of the cross You gave everything to save the world You love And this hope is an anchor for my soul Our God will stand unshakable Unchanging One You who was and is to come Your promise sure You will not let go There is hope in the promise of the cross You gave everything to save the world You love And this hope is an anchor for my soul Our God will stand unshakable There is hope in the promise of the cross You gave everything to save the world You love And this hope is an anchor for my soul Our God will stand unshakable Your Name is higher Your Name is greater All my hope is in You Your word unfailing Your promise unshaken All my hope is in You Your Name is higher Your Name is greater All my hope is in You Your word unfailing Your promise unshaken All my hope is in You Your Name is higher Your Name is greater All my hope is in You Your word unfailing Your promise unshaken All my hope is in You Your Name is higher Your Name is greater All my hope is in You Your word unfailing Your promise unshaken All my hope is in You Your Name is higher Your Name is greater All my hope is in You Your word unfailing Your promise unshaken All my hope is in You

You once cut a friendly figure haunting and bereft Now you cast an ugly shadow guilty and obsessed So why must you always play the victim? it's time that i wasn't your hero I've got troubles of my own that you used to care for Now all I desire is to run so far away from those open and angry Arms I am not your possession Now I once tried to love you dearly compromised my heart But I paid the price and clearly I have played my part So cry if you want to but the blood runs cold, cold to the touch and cold to your Bones I shudder from your empty tears now Call me anything you want to justify this situation that's all in your Mind now come on be a man about it so Why tell the truth When it's easier to put the blame on you I was Bored with no hope but I always hang myself with the same rope Now I dress in sorry silence wearing all my pain Now you think you're caving in WELL violence is my friend So how can you blame this all upon me I tried but my patience is wearing Thin and as I give you keep on taking Take me off the pedestal that you've created and you'll see that now you Hate me is this the only way? SO why tell the truth When it's easier to put the blame on you I was Bored with no hope but I always hang myself with the same rope So why must you always play the victim it's time that I wasn't your hero I've got troubles of my own that you used to care for Now all I desire is to run so far away from those open and angry Arms I am not your possession SO why tell the truth When it's easier to put the blame on you I was Bored with no hope but I always hang myself with the same rope

I don't know how you got in my head Turning all my visions to red But you did and I'm grateful For helpin' me see That even after all this time Your love is a part of me First, you pulled me out of my grave Handed me the keys to my cage And I guess that I owe you for the air that I breathe But now you're startin' to choke me With the hands that used to feed Now your love is a part of me It's a part of me Your love is part of me It's a part of me Thought you'd be malicious and clean Calculated like a machine And I'm drawn to your nightmare While you pull on my chains I can't deny that I have found the comfort in the pain I've got to get away from your arms Your suffocating violent charms You're the colour of evil on the wings of a dove But even if I shoot you down, I just can't shake you off Now your love is a part of me It's a part of me Your love is a part of me It's a part of me Your love is a part of me It's a part of me How did I get so sick from your embrace? Your mouth's full of salt for all my cuts Now the last of me Is leaving you But this part will never give up I've got to get away from your hate You only teach me how to degrade You're a waste, you're a tyrant You're a leech of my kindness You're a cunt, and a bastard And it makes me so sad that You're just imitating, you're asphyxiating Your love is a part of myself that I'm hating Your love is a part of me It's a part of me Your love is a part of me It's a part of me Your love is a part of me It's a part of me It's a part of me

The ghosts in my house Are whispering and calling out to me They wake me up at first light The nightmare is coming home Here lies the one You gave up on Not good enough Not good enough The ghosts in my house Are laughing at me "The living can never be free" They wake me up just to go back to sleep So I'm living in a permanent dream This house will fall In drunken scrawls Not good enough We had it all So don't try to leave 'Cause you promised me So don't try to leave 'Cause you promised me Here lies the one You gave up on Not good enough Not good enough

Honey, Sugar, Lover, Ever Baby this one is for you Alcoholic, (so) catastrophic You gave me something to do You tie me up in a ball in a cup in a black Cadillac in the box of a Jack in a moment of truth in a mistaken youth I am tragically yours in a page in a book Sweetheart, (my) darling, slightly charming Wrap me in nettles and thorns Precious letters, maybe it's better If you had never been born You come inside like a victory bride but you're all dressed in crimson and blacked out your eyes and so exaggerated so much that you rip at the seams and I tear out the dice on your lips Headache, staring Toothache tearing Earthquake, bearing How am I meant to believe? ...in someone quite like you I know once you loved me too The price you pay is critical Why did I stay? It's pitiful Incoherence, (my) disappearance Where did my dignity go? Daytime nightmares, get your fair share? No, well I didn't think so You slip away into slumber I lay and I crumble and pay for the price on your head and I hate to admit that your conscience is clear when you know what you did and you won't shed a tear Shaking, Burning, in-the-grave turning Burden your demons on me Seething, writhing, raging, caving See how I split into three Ivory runs as the night overcomes and I'm left with the cold and the dark and the numbness so unsympathetic I said no I meant it I pointlessly argue my case as defendant Headache, staring Toothache tearing Earthquake, bearing How could you go make me bleed? ...on someone quite like you I know once you loved me too But the price you pay is critical Why did I stay? It's goddamn fucking pitiful.

Tired of the bullet you laid out your life In selections of photographs hung up to dry Shoot through the middle and gather your points By protecting yourself from another bad choice No one will care if you put out that light You built an army but they would not fight So speechless and void you're just a memory Stuck in the mirror with no exit strategy You should move on make a life of your own Get happily married and live in a home But you can't sit still and your certain it's true There's just too many them and just not enough you You're a rat in a cage you're a bull in a china shop Took center stage for the world just to spit you up I say let's shoot back Heaven above us and Hell just behind Nobody knows it I'm just one of a million kinds So sing if your sorry for all you see Sing if you're just the same as me Looking back now there's no way I would do Anything different or anything new You and me both were the bullet within We're just playing a game that nobody can win So I'll burn all my promises, never agree To become what I hate and then hate what I see I'm as empty as all of the air that I breathe And I'm hollowed and flawed but at least I still bleed Help me remember that once you were here Living without you it's just one of a million fears So I'll keep on singing this lullabye Darling how deep does the bullet lie How deep does the bullet lie How deep does the bullet lie How deep does the bullet lie How deep does the bullet lie