It came over me in a rush When I realized that I love you so much That sometimes I cry But I can't tell you why Why I feel what I feel inside How I try to express What's been troublin' my mind But still I can't find the words But I know that something's got a hold of me It came over me in a rush When I realized that I love you so much That sometimes I cry But I can't tell you why Why I feel what I feel inside Baby, someday I'll find a way to say Just what you mean to me But if that day never comes along And you don't hear this song I guess you'll never know That it came over me in a rush When I realized that I love you so much That sometimes I cry But I can't tell you why Why I feel what I'm feeling Feel what I feel inside And when I say inside, I mean deep You fill my soul And that's something I can't explain Takes over me 'Cause it came over me in a rush When I realized that I love you so much That sometimes I cry But I can't tell you why Why I feel what I feel inside It came over me in a rush When I realized that I love you so much That sometimes I cry But I can't tell you why Why I feel what I feel inside It came over me in a rush When I realized that I love you so much That sometimes I cry But I can't tell you why Why I feel what I feel inside

All that we can do is just survive All that we can do to help ourselves is stay alive All that we can do is just survive All that we can do to help ourselves is stay alive Ragged lines of ragged grey Skeletons, they shuffle away Shouting guards and smoking guns Will cut down the unlucky ones I clutch the wire fence until my fingers bleed A wound that will not heal A heart that cannot feel Hoping that the horror will recede Hoping that tomorrow we'll all be freed Sickness to insanity Prayer to profanity Days and weeks and months go by Don't feel the hunger Too weak to cry I hear the sound of gunfire at the prison gate Are the liberators here? Do I hope or do I fear? For my father and my brother, it's too late But I must help my mother stand up straight Are we the last ones left alive? Are we the only human beings to survive? Are we the last ones left alive? Are we the only human beings to survive? I hear the sound of gunfire at the prison gate Are the liberators here? Do I hope or do I fear? For my father and my brother, it's too late But I must help my mother stand up straight Are we the last ones left alive? Are we the only human beings to survive? Are we the last ones left alive? Are we the only human beings to survive?

What will we do now we've lost it to trying? We've lost it to trying (trying) Trying to be content, ain't trying to be complacent Trying to stay grounded while I'm trying to break it Trying to stay motivated, my motor's waning I got invitation to the game, don't wanna overstay it Trying to be a great husband, trying to be a great artist Trying to find inspiration, trying to find where the heart is, yeah Trying to blow your mind and speaker Trying to buy it, never lease it, trying to get some time with Jesus Trying to find my genius, trying to hide my secrets Trying to find a reason, trying to trust my ideas Trying to speed the process, trying to stop reading comments Trying to find some confidence (I'm trying to find my keys) I'm trying to be respected, trying to hit the checklist Trying to reach perfection, trying to reach to leave an impression Trying to put this phone down for a second Trying to check it, I'm trying to live up to everything I expected Trying to buy some Bitcoin, trying to buy some loyalty Trying to find a producer who wants more than just a royalty I'm trying to innovate while everybody trying to imitate Trying to make it look like I ain't trying, damn All my life, all I ever did was (try) I'm just (trying) All my life, all I ever did was (try) I'm just (trying) Trying to stop trying and start trusting, trying to stop lusting Trying to stop cussing, ah f- it Trying to have my name in the top ten whenever that's in discussion I'm trying to make a major impact with an indie budget I'm trying to be present, trying to be faithful, trying to be grateful Trying to be gracious, but they try my patience I'm trying to be great, trying to find balance Trying to move forward, never go backwards Ain't trying to be average, live a life that matters Trying to outrun sadness, eat more salad Trying to leave my baggage but I keep on packing Trying to get back in to the road less traveled But I need my map, I delete my apps For a week then I'll be right back I'm trying to see me in a 'Lac On the West Side Highway doing ninety with the seat leaned way back Beat in the back I got baggage I ain't unpack I got things that I can't take back Words that I tell myself way worse than the ones when they attack Now one thing I know is for certain I'm gonna ruin everything trying to make it perfect All my life I've been searching For protection, I show the blemish They go to exit, no affection Show the love, don't finesse it Flesh and blood, not the weapon Load it up, get the message Phone 'em up, get the blessing Rolling up, codependent All my life, all I ever did was (try) I'm just (trying) All my life, all I ever did was (try) What if I showed up, could it be enough? What if I showed up, could it be enough? I can't be everything, that I wanna be for you But I'll be here, trying!

When you see me I'm in uptown baby What you know about me oh Nothing really well let's change that See I came back I took a break but now I break that Formerly known yeah I made that And them cartoons every Saturday Eat your breakfast (Tom Brady) Yeah I got lines like bar codes Yeah I got jokes like Bart Simpson on bar phones (Moe's Tavern) How you acting dumb on your smartphone Fishers of men so I stay lookin Casting nets like I'm straight Brooklyn Oh your life so hard Why don't you face your problems don't Facebook 'em Satan trying trying to make the straight crooked With the porn sites but I ain't looking I got bands that'll make her dance That's a wedding ring for my wife - bling Imma say that twice – bling Ladies if you ain't got one Don't give him none true love is waiting And you so worth that I know you heard some bull crap But if you headed down the wrong path Go ahead and turn back You're never too far to be made new They said you damaged goods but it ain't true I testify to that I ain't lying Jack Check with my whole crew whoop Y-O-U Owe me nothing No nothing Y-O-U Owe me nothing No nothing I know you will I know you will I know you will I know you will I know you will I know you will I know you will I know you will I know you will I know you will Even when they say you won't I know you will I know you will I know you will Even when they say you can't I know you will No there's nothing you can't do Nothing in this world too big for you So when they say you can't I know you will I know you will Even when they say you can't I know you will Er eh uhm uhm Some say you can't I say that you will My sinning cost a grip But Jesus paid the bill You don't believe in miracles I show you why they real Some rappers don't got skill But somehow they got a deal Weird I'm riding around in this airport Flying around on my skateboard And my glasses on like a straight dork Oh your money talk but he's yay short I love the haters so I pray for em See them hearts we aim for em So I tell the world that we stay touring And we do it our way, we won't change for em This ain't no fast food (Nope, nope) You can't order us They looking so confused (Heh) What's the formula? We just really want more of God Nah, we don't really want more of us 'Cause He did it we giving Him thanks Even when they ain't awarding us And them strip clubs money drugs C'mon 'cause you boring us We heard it all before And I'm still unimpressed with that sort of stuff We were made for more though With them award shows and you thank Christ That lip service don't mean nothing If you ain't about that life Y-O-U Owe me nothing No nothing Y-O-U Owe me nothing No nothing I know you will I know you will I know you will I know you will I know you will I know you will I know you will I know you will I know you will I know you will Even when they say you won't I know you will I know you will I know you will Even when they say you can't I know you will No there's nothing you can't do Nothing in this world too big for you So when they say you can't I know you will I know you will Even when they say you can't I know you will

I live my life, they live vicarious Always go hide when they try to bury us I'm not a vibe, I'm an experience Feel me? Things on my mind, I guess I'll share it I think it's time to become a parent I don't got mine and plus I've been scared of having a child It's gon' interfere Well, all of the goals, a half a career When I get my own, I gotta be there Can't be like Joe and go to disappear, missed out It hurt the most when you really do care I know that apathy cover the fear Can't run away from the pain, it won't heal The only way you could get through is to feel Got one more year and I'm out of the deal Might go independent and do it like Dyl' Bet on myself, I don't think I can fail 'Cause I'm on the wave, when it ship, it gon' sail, yeah Ain't too many people out here that's free If I can be and they wanna be me, mm, mm I don't waste time hatin' on nobody I'm too busy on workin' on me, mm, mm I won't tell the truth 'bout you Just as long as you don't try to lie on me, mm, mm Don't stress only just breathe, yeah (Don't stress only) Don't stress only just (Don't stress only) It's a lot of married men in the NBA Got shorties and cities on NDAs Lord, keep your hand on MPJ That he go keep his pants on and behave I don't wanna see him turnin' out like Dwight Started off right, then he lost his light Said that he would do all things through Christ I mean, he did do all things (Yikes) Never really had respect for no rappers who Give away money and they do it on camera Exploiting poor for PR stunts, I respect them more if it's on the hush I mean, what's the motive? When you do somethin' good but you need everybody to notice? I don't know, bruh I just wanna do the same thing when the camera ain't rollin' Uh, this got me hot They get they body count up, they belt get a notch I don't understand, y'all call him the man A girl do the same and they call her a thot, give it some thought Y'all gotta stop, pullin' up to these protests so you hop out Get you a sign, take you shot, then post it online like a photo, op Can't sit by and watch, I'm not Jerry Falwell, huh That might have just cost me a bag from over there, oh well When all of them cards dealt I've got all aces and kings inside of my deck I looked down the Steph, you shot me a text I go for the heart like Owen and Brett Some things had to get off my chest It's funny how all of these companies all of a sudden Are caring 'bout lovin' these people they never defended Then when that money is threatened they start gettin' friendly as ever Then y'all don't care 'bout answers, Y'all care 'bout not gettin' canceled, ha Wanna make a difference? Then care about people not just when it's good for business Never Land II on the way, I promise I'm busy, man, I'm grown Buying houses, pickin' cabinets and countertops, know what I mean? Lost Boys Tour this fall Lord willin' Ain't too many people out here that's free If I can be and they wanna be me, mm, mm I don't waste time hatin' on nobody I'm too busy on workin' on me, mm, mm I won't tell the truth 'bout you Just as long as you don't try to lie on me, mm, mm Don't stress only just breathe, yeah (Don't stress only) Don't stress only just breathe, yeah (Don't stress only)